Friday, September 23, 2005
hmmz. ok. i admit. i hav mia for a rather long time. shld start bloggin again b4 i lose my interest+drive+patience to blog. hahaz. 3 wks hav passed since i last blogged. so tis entry may turn out to be reallie long arhz. wonder aniwan miss mi in e past 3 wks? i doubt so. hahaz.
of course. i muz tok abt e most impt ting in my life 4 e past 3 wks n it is non other than prelims. well. as aniwan who noe mi. i m a supreme big slacker who: no1. dun hav consistency in her work. no2. like to slack till e eve of e exams. no3. always rely on luck. no4. always cannt finish studyin. no5. always fail exams. no6. is a typical last min worker. no7. believes tt noting matters except e final results which is A levels. so i will console myself by saein tt it's alrite 2 fail now but juz make sure tt my A levels dun fail. yahz rite. tis time round. i do hope it helps. coz A levels is my last chance 2 get gd grades le. sighz.
so muz tok abt e extent of failure rite. definitely. i hav been waitin 2 rant for so long. so long until i abit dun remember wat i wanna rant le. sighz. alrite shall do it subj by subj. i still remember e goal i set 4 myself is to get a minimum grade of all C for my subjs. a vry low target compared 2 all those pple having exams w mi in e same hall. but nonetheless. it's a target. at least it's a goal for mi 2 get out of D.E.O.F.
Bio~
well. out of all e subj. tis is e onli one tt i tink i will hav a chance of meeting target or even exceeding my target by gettin a B? hahaz. e one n onli wan. unlike other pple. i mean wat i sae lahz. if i m confident. then i m confident. if i sae die. confirmed die. unless lady luck luves mi lahz. then it's a different matter. so bio paper 2 was on e same dae as maths paper 1. n it's e 1st dae of e exams. n tata! i tink i did quite alrite for it. in terms of alrite means can pass lahz. unlike e earlier paper of e dae. then bio paper 3. i was studyin for it onli in e mornin. hahaz. tings i nv study...nv came out!!! e.g. cheese. wine. beer. yogurt production! hahaz. so heng. but tings i got study nv came out also. sighz. like industrial biotech. oh well. at least i got try 2 mug. as 4 paper 1. becoz it's e last paper n i abit e hols mode le. so didnt reallie study. juz did e 2004 prelims paper 1 of nj. hc. ac n tj. n guess wat? i realise tt rjc bio common test 2 2005 copied qns frm acjc 2004 prelims paper!!! dotz lahz. sighz. aniwae i find paper 1 hard. but pple ard mi all find it easy lehz. dotz. i hope my paper 1 dun screw up 2 badly. at least let mi meet target for 1 subj lahz.
Chem~
was horrendous. esp paper 1. wat e h---. kana sia. MNR i actuallie got e correct answer. it's a ring! but becoz i was 2pid. i thot tt equivalent protons can split each other. n tata. i didnt write e answer down coz i thot tt i was wrong!!! MNR is my best chem topic n wat gd did it do 2 mi? n electrochem one of my worst topics flooded e whole of paper 2. so u can guess wat happen lahz.
Math~
tis teaches mi a lesson for nv practisin. excellent. arhz. i hate integration. n both papers r flooded w integration! Flooded! paper 1 is reallie bad. reallie bad. for mi 2 get a decent grade like E n above. i need 2 like get high marks for paper 2. however. apparently there is nt goin 2 happen. sighz. oh well. shall prac more le. sighz.
Physics~
now now. dun we all luv physics? i bet u all do lahz. almost everywan luves physics except mi. paper 1 is a gone case. there r so mani qns which i hav no idea wat's goin on tt in e last 1 min. i juz circled a particular letter as e answer 2 8 random qns. i tink e extent of damage is quite evident lahz. n for those i did try 2 do. my answers r like almost all wrong. tis is wat stress can do 2 u. even b4 i read e qn. e thot tt appeared in my mind was 'i dun noe how 2 do!!!'. great. now i understand e meaning of mental strength.
so in conclusion. i tink i flunked my prelims in a rather disasterous manner. n 2 all my juniors. dun eva follow in my footsteps. sighz. i m e living example y one shld always be a gd student n study if u dun wanna end up like mi.
so now muz move on 2 lighter topics. like tv! hahaz. i tell u can. i m in luv w channel u! arhz!!! nowadaes i will juz spend my evening glued to e television screen. hahaz. i m a tv addict truly. hahaz. no onli i m addicted. my papa is addicted too. n e show tt he is addicted to is none other than...[the starwae to heaven]!!! hahaz. n no. i m nt e wan who forced him 2 watch w mi. it juz happened tt i was bored tt dae. so switched on tv n it was airin tt show at tt time. n my papa became hooked to e show! hahaz. he will actually rush home 2 watch e show u noe? n tt time my tv broke down so cannt watch. he actually woke e sleeping beauty [mi who was dog tired due 2 burnin midnite oil e nite b4] so tt he can check w mi wat's wrong w e tv. in e end. he had 2 wait 4 my bro 2 come back n repair e tv b4 he can watch e last 5 mins of e show. hahaz.
so currently on my MUZ watch list of shows:
1. wan zi bian qing wa [prince who turned into a frog]
2. wo he jiang shi you ke yue hui 3 [i have a date w e vampires 3]
3. hong yi shou ji [e nurse show]
4. full circle
5. she diao ying xiong zhuan [ condor heroes i tink]
6. nu ren wo zui da [women power]
e reasons why i luv e show:
1. becoz tis show is funnie! hahaz. oh my goodness. cldnt stop laughin n becoz e acting was meant 2 be exaggerated so it's quite comical. hahaz.
2. coz i was a follower of e first 2 serials though i cldnt reallie remember wat happened in e first 2 serials lahz. n e story though at times quite nua n illogical is still quite exciting. n becoz e plot twists in a rather interesting manner therefore quite addictive lahz. heeheez.
3. coz tis story abt nurses lahz n erhz becoz it's nice? but it is endin 2molo lehz. sighz.
4. coz some of e stories r reallie touchin. esp e first 2. e wan abt e separation of 2 twin sisters at birth n though they were brought up in different families n religion (one malay n one chinese) they r still able 2 reunite after losin contact for like 40 plus years. another wan is abt tis boy who was given awae when he was a baby coz e mother cannt afford 2 bring him up w his 2 elder bros. his bas---- father onli noe how 2 abuse his mother. but he became a murderer in e end n his abused childhood in his adopted family will reallie make u cry. but his natural mother nv give him up even after he was hanged.
5. coz i m juz bored lahz. hahaz. n i sorta dun reallie remember e story le since e last time such story was aired was in e 90s i tink.
6. tis show is supreme funnie! hahaz. for bored pple who r free on sat nite. u can try watchin tis though it is endin soon.
ok. so i shld stop being a tv guide. hahaz. i cant wait for next fridae! finally can go n watch concert! arhz! hahaz. n oh yahz. i went out w my darlin son n shimin yesterdae. went 2 sing kbox n shoppin after tt. quite enjoyable except tt mi n my darlin son abit e tired after singin so wasnt reallie in e mood 2 go shoppin. but nvm. might be meetin up again next wk. hahaz.
will be meetin my daddy gabriel n amir mummy 2molo 4 dinner. which means i will be missin e last episode of hong yi shou ji. n e condor heroes. hmmz. oh well. nvm. wonder whether i can ask my bro 2 record 4 mi. hahaz.
my room is in a mess now w all e files n worksheets n past yr prelims paper all over e place. shall try 2 clean it up soon. b4 my mum kills mi.
2 all my juniors who r busily muggin 4 promos...jia you! u all can do it! n get as mani S papers tt u need! 2 secure e scholarship tt u hav been eyein since dun noe when. hahaz. make sure u study n hav a strong foundation in e j1 topics. so tt u wun end up like mi. sighz. ok. muz mug hard n do well ok? after ur promos then go n play while muggin 4 spa at e same time! hahaz. u can do it!
last but not least...Happie Birthdae PaulA Sis!
Friday, September 02, 2005
ha! i decided i shld juz blog first in case i 4get wat i wanna blog again. yupz. so first of all. i shld start w e stuff i wanna sae in e previous entry but 4got 2 do so. n tt is my first time doin volunteer work w yee keow n hui yun! hahaz. it is totally hilarious! oh my goodness. tis is mainly due 2 my supreme 'qiang' hokkien tt gets mi nowhere! hahaz. as we were playin bingo w them. thus they need us 2 announce e no on e mike so tt all e elderly pple can hear us. n as i m e loudest person there. i was 'elected' to do e announcin. which is a supreme big mistake! coz my hokkien sound supreme weird! hahaz. in e end. e elderly dun understand wat e heck i m tokin abt. so pai sehz lahz! hahaz. but i muz sae tt my hokkien did improve after tt! esp in terms of counting in hokkien! my 7 n 4 keep on kana mixed up. so now it's much betta. n one of e auntie is so nice lahz! she gave mi sweets! n choc! arhz! i m so touched. i got a few handshakes n pat on e head/hand too. muz sae tt they r reallie one nice bunch of pple! i m lookin 4ward to meetin them again...after exams lahz.
but horz. i did meet sum reallie 'disturbing' incidence lahz. coz i was caught in a quarrel between tis malay woman n chinese woman. n i hav no idea wat they r tokin abt! hahaz. well. basically they r speakin in a foreign language. n as yee keow sae. it shld be malay lahz. hmmz. n one rm flat rite. is reallie abit depressing lahz. sighz. we shld make more efforts to help e less fortunate in our country. reallie.
oh yahz! my niece rite. she finallie laughed w mi! arhz! i feel so gd manz! hahaz. she no longer juz cry wheneva she c mi! hahaz. such an accomplishment. n it's e credit of e little cutie dog tt princess gave mi 4 my birthdae presenz! hahaz. coz i was makin funnie noises w e cutie dog n my darlin niece juz started smilin n laughin! hahaz. gd rite! but 2 bad. as i was 2 busy tryin 2 cheer her up tt i didnt prepare my camera. oh well. nvm. she is stayin w mi 2molo. so i hav plenty of opportunities 2 capture her on film.
well. i watched project superstar! hahaz. n i saw my fav contestant!!! hahaz. erhz. shld nt sae is who. if u noe is who. then gd lahz. hahaz. but i tink sin huey reallie improved alot! n she is so much prettier now! arhz! got e mei4 li4 n xing4 ge2 coming out! wow! n her vocals is reallie qiang! but my A*Mei still e best lahz. unbeatable! hahaz.
n i muz sae tt wei lian's sis is so pretti! sin huey's sis also! hahaz. reallie pretti! arhz! i m so jealous. sighz. oh well. nvm. hopefully wat i m lackin on e outside. i will make it up in e inside. hahaz. tink alot of pple is goin 2 puke! hahaz. as 4 e winner. i shld nt comment. since i tink both hav their strong pts. though wei lian abit lose his touch yesterdae lahz. n horz. i tink tt scandalous pic of junyang n candyce huggin 2gether n she 'kissin' him is quite sweet lehz. n can c tt jun yang vry shuang. no wonder pple all tink they 2gether lahz. n 2 quote e reporter. nobody will believe tt they r nt 2gether. hahaz.
n as a conclusion to tis superstar craze. i shld announce tt...i m goin 2 watch e concert w my darlin son!!! hahaz. after tryin so hard 2 secure a gd seat online n facin e trauma of nt gettin reasonably gd seats. i still hav 2 beg my sis 2 give mi her credit card so tt i will be able 2 pay 4 e tix online n nt let other pple kahpo e seats! oh my! feel so dui1 lian3! sighz. it betta be a supreme gd show or i m goin 2 bash up unusual productions/mediacorp. waste my money! n if they suka suka announce goin 2 be an additional show...i will hate them 4eva! irritatin! arhz! well. nvm. as 4 now. i shld juz look 4ward 2 watchin them perform live on 30 September. after my prelims.
n lastly. one of e rare few times in my life. i actuallie remember my dream. n in it. is non other than...yee keow! hahaz. a supreme nua dream tt feature my bro n a bad guy as well. shld nt elaborate much except tt my handphone played a vry impt role in e dream n i almost kana disfigured in e dream. nt tt i hav much looks at first. but becoz i dun hav much at e beginnin. i shld cherish it more rite? hahaz.
n readin tt doc's blog brings mi into a reflective mode lahz. in chinese we sae. she4 hui4 de3 bei1 ai1. in eng i m nt so sure lahz. e ugliness/depression/sadness etc of society. when u c pple dumpin their parents in hospitals so tt e family can go 4 a holidae. n e abuse of adoptive children juz becoz u hav ur own children. but i do believe in retribution lahz. reallie. everyting tt has a beginning. has an end.
