Sunday, October 31, 2004
nua. i feel so nua. how? sighz. my family went 2 malaysia 2 visit relatives 4 e dae n i m still here in singapore. sighz.
26 October
basically i was 2 sick 2 do much work lahz. so yahz. all i did was e evaluation 4 e 2 questionnaire. i feel so guilty. wateva lahz. thanx 2 sumwan who had been slackin along n who keep on pesterin mi. i m unable 2 hav a gd rest. wateva. it's endin soon aniwae.
27 October
well 2dae is oral presentation dry run. yahz. unfortunately. jai singh observed us w mr loh. hahaz. wat can i sae. congrats manz. due 2 sumwan. i hav 2 cover her content beside my content. so in e end. i cldnt finish my stuff lahz. gd manz. wateva. n my name now is jonathan. yahz. coz she sae tt she will now hand over 2 jonathan. rite. i m supreme pissed now. enough ok. enough. as i was absent yesterdae. i had my mock physics spa skill a 2dae. erhz. it's ok lahz. but i tink i make e xperiment vry complicated. yahz. aiyahz dun care le. hahaz.
28 October
hahaz. i dun noe wat 2 sae. i saw my shuai ge 2dae! arhz. after so long can. hahaz. coz 2dae is As chem prac. hahaz. i m so happie lahz. n i almost mistook him 4 sumwan else. hahaz.
well it's one of e most slack daes i ever hav. we played games 4 maths n physics. after tt went 4 bio lect where they went thru finish e promos papers. then i pon e rest of e daes lahz. hahaz. went 2 watch movie w zhao yi. marlom. chong keat. n yi jing. we watched e show 'b4 sunset'. erhz. e show abit e short can. abit onli. i tink it's onli max 1hr. wow liao. dotz. it's nice lahz. in a certain wae. coz it's vry different frm e normal movie. yahz. but...i wasnt in a vry appreciative mood tt dae lahz. so. yahz. hmmz.
29 Octoberlast dae of sch. or supposedly last dae. yahz. i had an appointment w my doc. but guess wat. she changed her schedule w another doc wout tellin mi. nua. so in e end i reach sch ard 11am lahz. wout cing e doc. sighz. n was piain chem tutorial on e train. but then. it's a wasted effort. coz wat ms tang did was 2 ask us 2 give her our comments of chem. rangin frm lectures 2 tutorials 2 e teachers 2 remedials. yahz. so we r let off like how early lahz. hahaz. coz gp was cancelled.
went 2 play bridge in itrr. hahaz. so funnie. n e teachers keep on cumin in. mr tay was surprised 2 c mi coz i missed his lesson in e mornin. hahaz. yahz. so fun. but pw keep on naggin at mi. sighz. wateva lahz. i dun care le.
went 2 ms tang's house n play. oh my goodness. her house is like how nice. so nice lahz. wow liao. got a pool table in e living rm. n her rm is like how nice. so cozy. i m like how envious. hahaz. n her dog is so cute. it is e same species as puppy. win2. they reallie resemble each other. sighz.
n mi n marlom play majong play until we r e last 2 2 leave. hahaz. we played w ms tang's mum n her boyfren. marlom is like how nua. so 'throw face'. hahaz. reach home at ard 11.45pm after my daddy send marlom home. yahz. was so tired lahz. n 2molo still got band. sighz.
30 October
well hav band lahz. eat breakfast w my daddy at six ave again. it's our weekly routine. hahaz. spent e first 1 hr w nick mai tryin 2 rescue one of e bassoon. but 2 no avail lahz. decided 2 use e other wan. n it work quite well lahz. yahz. so was usin tt wan 2 self prac lahz. hahaz.
went 2 hav lunch w e band pple. also 2 discuss o team stuff. met up w xiao wen. my sqmate. hahaz. so long nv c le. then went 2 causewae pt 2 buy presenz 4 tze hui sis. yahz. sis birthdae is on 1 nov. hahaz. we celebrated her birthdae earlier in e afternoon. luv my sis vry much. will be goin out w her on mondae. hahaz. after havin a meetin w jai singh. coz our gpf wasnt vry well done. of course lahz. 4 goodness sake. tt's y we wanted it back. n u refused 2 give it back 2 us. wateva lahz. i m gettin irritated.
31 October
well now i m alone at home lahz. will be goin out w win2 later. hmmz. hahaz. miss win2 u noe. hahaz. dun tink she miss mi lahz. but nvm. hahaz. ok i m gettin incoherent. nvm. cant wait 4 pw 2 end. like wat jon said. i dun care wat grade we get alrdy. i had enough.
dreaming awae at 6:20 PM
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
wat can i sae? look at e title. yahz. aniwae tis is e first time i so long nv blog. let mi c. it's a total of 7 daes. hahaz. i sorta of 4gotten wat happened on each dae lahz. yahz. coz my memory is like how bad? hahaz.
20 October
well. like usual. i went 2 pia pw lahz. every moment of my life now is associated w pw. yahz. n i n jon went 2 c jai singh lahz. coz we lost our whole stack of proposals. yahz. including e drafts n e work 2wards improvements stuff. yahz. n sad 2 sae. i was e wan kana e scolding lahz. yahz. e wan who was scolded. n nt e whole grp. wat can i sae. she juz dun like mi lahz. wateva. tis ting is goin 2 end soon. hopefully b4 my patience is stretched 2 noting. yahz.hav pe after so long. play handball lahz. hahaz. qutie fun lahz. but i feel so exhausted after a little while. my physical state is like how bad. dotz. hahaz.
21 October
erhz. 2dae is e preparation dae 4 ohana lahz. rjc open house. yahz. which came frm e film lilo n stitch lahz. yahz. aniwae spent e morning doin pw b4 going 4 e befrienders meeting. yahz. after e befriender meetin went 2 meet up w chong keat. marlom n yi jing. yahz. hav dinner. then we walked 2 chong keat's house. i was piain pw n watchin e movie 13 going 30 at e same time. hahaz. so of course i wasnt vry productive lahz. aniwae i lost my diskette lahz. reallie lost so i cldnt do my evaluation. dotz. tis is like how bad. i hav juz killed myself.
22 October
ohana dae. yahz. rjc open house. was so tired lahz. aniwae. 2dae suppose 2 hand in gpf n our file is like how incomplete. luckily i found my diskette lahz. hahaz. it's w hui yun. yahz. long story. aniwae i was wearing a skirt. hahaz. ok nt funnie. yahz. n i saw my juniors. hahaz. so long nv c le. yahz. but onli 3 of them. abit e sad arhz. sighz. y no wan like rj wan lehz. dotz. aniwae. hav alot of fun w them. but my throat hurts lahz. at e end of everyting. was so tired lahz. hand in gpf lahz. i sorta of dun care le. yahz. i m having attitude probs. but heck lahz. was doin alot of 2pid tings lahz w amir mummy. gabriel daddy. tze hui sis. darlin xinyi. marlom khar n yee ke-ow. so funnie. actuallie i like e ohana dance quite alot. but poor nick mai. he abit e 2 tall lahz. hahaz. like 23 cm taller than mi. dotz. yahz. n my flower fall off when i was dancing e first dance. dotz. so nua. yahz. but quite enjoy open house lahzhav dinner w amir mummy. gabriel daddy. n bro yee kiat at nydc. erhz. e food nt bad lahz. yahz. hahaz. chanced upon sum of e band guys there 2. who r on a guys' outin. yahz. miss my daddy n mummy vry much. hahaz. n muz sae tt we r reallie crazy tt dae. hahaz.
23 October
hav band prac. erhz. yahz. was self practising lahz. yahz. n i spoilt 2 bassoons. yahz. i dun noe wat 2 sae. yahz. e bassoon tt i was always using. spoilt liao. coz one of e key's padding came off. yahz. then e other wan is when bro yee kiat was helpin mi 2 disassemble. turn 2 much n e key was kana bent. yahz. so basically. i cant play liao lahz. since both bassoons spoilt. dotz. i m e best manz. oh yahz. there will be a bassoonist cumin in next yr. frm acs(i). yahz. i dun noe i shld be happie or nt. yahz. coz sumwan cumin in. then i can learn frm tt person wat. but then on e other hand. i m quite used 2 being e onli bassoonist liao. so. yahz. dun noe lahz. c first lorz. sighz. i wan my bassoon 2 be well. sighz. went 4 my first decor meeting. yahz coz e first meetin i was absent frm sch. dotz. hav a lot of fun lahz. was quite funnie. n i m in e same comm as e band pple. hahaz. iris biao jie. hui yan uncle. n vicky. hahaz. we r in e o pack comm. i m also in e costumes. so yahz. tis promises 2 be fun. dotz.
24 October
went 2 win2 house. actuallie we r suppose 2 go out wan lahz. but she cldnt find her umbrella. yahz. it was rainin then. so i ended up at her house. n we watched jap anime. vry funnie. hahaz. quite a nice show. hmmz. how i wish i can finish e show. went 4 dinner later n went 2 e library after tt 2 borrow 2 bks. yahz. was designin e logo 4 e orientation but then yahz. i m brain dead lahz. all my creative juices hav dried up. so yahz. noting productive came out. dotz.
25 October
erhz survive thru e dae lahz. my throat is like killin mi. dotz. hav pw again. yahz. she went thru a lot of stuff. n basically we hav 2 redo our whole group project file (gpf) lahz. dotz. wow liao. sighz. went 2 gorgeous's house 2 do e oral presentation slides. n her com broke down. yahz. basically died on us lahz. dotz. went 2 c doc after tt. becoz i reallie feel vry sick. yahz. n she hav 2 medical students observing her lahz. yahz. feel quite nua. dotz. so didnt crap w her as much as i used 2 lahz. toking abt tt. she sae i m well enough 2 go 4 e indonesia cip trip. but. i haven ask my daddy yet. yahz. n frm past experiences. i most prob cant go. sighz. how?
26 Octoberyahz.
so now i m at home. preparin 2 redo almost everyting 4 pw. yahz. hopefully 2dae will be a productive dae. yahz. hopefully. sighz. my eyes r swollen. n i dun noe y. sighz.
dreaming awae at 5:19 PM
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
wahhaha. yeekeow's typing this as a guest. this is stupid. we are camping at marlom's house and i don't know what i'm here for. i'm here for something. but what is that thing? i can't remember. this is bloody stupid. haiz. life rocks man. WHAT AM I HERE FOR?? shit. my memory is failing. SHIT. SHIT.
ok i m back in action. yahz. e past 3 daes hav been rubbish lahz. wow liao. keep on doing pw. dotz. it's so rubbishz. pls. can we juz scrape it? dotz.
17 October
yahz. was doin pw at zy's house lahz. feel so guilty lahz. coz his other coms all died lahz so onli left 1 com n i m fightin w him 2 use it. dotz. yahz. aniwae i manage 2 complete sum stuff b4 i left his house 2 go orchard n meet my daddy gabriel. tze hui twin sis. n marlom 4 dinner at e hard rock cafe. yahz. n marlom treat mi lahz. yahz. he paid more than half of the meal 4 mi. as a way 2 thanx mi 4 becumin a fossil when he was spending 3 hrs in e reds academy trimmin his hair. yahz. hahaz. aniwae. marlom khar. u still owe mi my BIRTHDAE PRESENT. pls be more initiative. yahz. hahaz. n my daddy almost hav an affair w sumwan. sumwan by e name of amanda. quite pretti i muz sae. n quite tall also. hahaz. yahz. n e pork ribs n chicken is nice. but e prob is i dun noe how 2 cut. yahz. so spent alot of time n energy tryin 2 eat e meal. abit e off lahz. hahaz. n tokin abt tt. daddy u owe mi a favour 2. 4 e opportunity 2 interact w amanda. hahaz. hav a reallie great dinner. it will be betta if pw wasnt at e back of my mind. naggin at mi.
18 October
erhz. 2dae sch start. i m so tired lahz. reach home so late. wanna pon sch lahz. sch is nua. hav pw. n feel like dyin. yahz. realise tt we hav alot of tings 2 rush. dotz. yahz. stayed back in sch 2 do pw lahz. manage 2 complete more mins n edit sum part of wu di's transcription of e interview. went 2 marlom's house 2 camp until 9 plus 2 finish editin. wat can i sae. i almost vomit blood lahz. wow liao. so nua. i started 2 feel betta abt my command of english. nua. n e most nua ting is when i went 2 marlom's house. i take 970. n when i was alightin. i was caught between e door. my arm is like squashed n e whole bus was lookin at mi. 2pid bus uncle. wow liao. he almost drive off w mi in tt position. then when i alighted. e pple at e bus stop. ard 20 plus of them were starin at mi. esp one acjc guy who was sitting in front of e door at e bus stop. i feel so no face. nua. when i walked off. they were still starin at mi. wow liao. dotz. then when i went home at 9 plus. i waited 4 tt horrible 961 4 ard 25 mins lahz. n e bus is like how packed. then tt uncle braked n i knocked into a guy. my bag banged against his chest. n he is quite a gd lookin guy u noe. i feel so nua. yahz. sighz. my reputation is in tatters. dotz.
2dae
erhz. was vry nua lahz. daddy fetch mi 2 sch. hahaz. coz i was laggin basson along. hahaz. yahz. got back all my results by 2dae lahz. xcept gp. yahz. was xcuse at 12 plus 4 rehearsal lahz. but then i went 2 do pw lahz. was transcriptin my interview w mr oura. yahz. then i realise tt i dun hav my diskette w mi. thanx goodness it's in marlom's com. thanx goodness. or else i hav juz declared a death sentence 4 my grp. phew. jon jia you. hahaz. u can do it. our report is in ur hands. hahaz. okok. yahz
erhz. yahz. my promos results r gross lahz. wat can i sae. i tink tt i m like behind alot of pple lahz. e grades i m gettin now shld be e grades i would get 4 common test earlier in e yr. yahz. so tt now i will score like how well. but i muz sae got study reallie make a diff. yahz. coz out of e 4 subj. i studied e most 4 bio. my grades r B (bio). D (chem). D (maths) n E (physics). i m hopin 2 jump grade 4 physics lahz. so tt i can get an ice cream frm ms tan. feel so disappointed lahz. esp 4 chem n physics. yahz. nvm. i shall work harder. yahz. i m goin 2 mug durin e hols when i go 2 KL 2 visit my godmother. yahz. feel so tired lahz. pw is reallie vry drainin. sighz. luckily it's goin 2 be over soon. yeshz. coz my patience is runnin out w sumwan. yahz. if u noe. u noe. i wanna go kboz 2 sing. i wanna. i wanna. yeshz.
dreaming awae at 8:10 PM
Sunday, October 17, 2004
well. i realise how long i nv cum online le. a total of 5 daes. i m out of touch w alot of stuff. nvm. yahz. aniwae tt zhai sheng yuan show's endin vry nua. seriously cannt make it. but overall e whole show is nice. yahz.
13 October
went 2 sch in e mornin. lagged my bassoon along w mi. finish my physics spa skill a. hand in 2 ms tan. nua w ms tan 4 awhile. then practise bassoon. then went 2 zy's house. n nua summore. hahaz. i start 2 camp at zy's house liao. hahaz.
14 October
went 2 sch 2 practise bassoon again. practise n practise but still nt much improvement. nua. then hav e farewell assembly rehearsal. n play more bassoon. carry e instruments up 2 e hall. yahz. then heard abt e fact tt band is nt gettin a band rm in e new rjc campus becoz co is takin e band rm. becoz strings is takin co rm. big play. wow liao. coz e ccas r combinin. ri n rjc strings r combinin. ri n rjc co r combinin. but band is not. so we dun hav a band rm. we hav 2 share w ri. while e instru put in an empty classrm. nua. tis is like ill treatin us? ask e admin 2 nua lahz. wow liao.
15 October
farewell assembly. arhz. reach sch 2 practise bassoon again can. coz i m vry traumatised by my lousy playin. dotz. force marlom 2 cum early 2 help mi open e band rm. nua. yahz. n practise lahz. yahz. then went 4 e rehearsal. n play. n marlom n my daddy gabriel can actuallie hear mi. i m like how nua lahz. dotz. didnt manage 2 go 4 e og meetin. coz of miscommunication lahz. quite sad lahz. sighz. yahz. then farewell assembly start lahz. e most nua wan is e wan when e whole saxes went on stage 2 play if we hold on 2gather. n i saw ms poon wearin a pink blosue w skirt n heels. i tell u. mi n jeanette almost fainted. we stared at each other after tt. hahaz.
n chong keat. wow liao. i m on e road 2 4get shuai ge liao. n u drop e bomb on mi can. nua. hahaz. now i hav more of his back photos n back video can. nua. i dun noe wat 2 sae. can i hav a photo of his face? hahaz. n i keep on cing him in orange shirt now. dotz.
play college song at e end. pple r playin w sparklers lahz. i wan 2 play also. but then. sighz. cannt lahz. sianz. will miss daddy n mummy vry much. sighz. jia you 4 e As levels can. luv u all always.
16 October
came 2 sch 4 ohana stuff lahz. rjc open house. nua. i feel so tired lahz. sighz. haven even play at all. sianz. was carryin newater bottles ard. packin sum stuff into e goodies bag. n paintin e goodies bag. my back is goin 2 break liao lahz. it has been how long since i dance liao dance liao lahz. cannt tahan manz. e non stop bendin of e back. dotz. after tt went 2 practise abit of bassoon. sighz. dun tink i will be performin 4 e open house lahz. i cant make it lehz. nua.
as 4 2dae. i m campin at zy's house. suppose 2 be doin pw lahz. but like i m online. hahaz. okok. muz go n do now. got alot of stuff 2 do. dotz.
dreaming awae at 12:08 PM
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
aniwae. yahz. i m traumatised. nuaz. e chem paper rite. wat can i sae. dotz. i will be amused if i pass. yahz. it's tt bad. 4 those of u out there who tink tt it's an easy paper. go awae. dun make mi feel worse. nua. yahz. i didnt do e organic chem qn tt is worth 10 marks. coz i spent 15 valuable time starin at e qn. tryin 2 figure out wat saturated organic compounds will give u C7H14 which is e formulae 4 alkenes. dotz. at e last 3 mins. did i realise tt it's in a cyclic form. oh my goodness. basically. i m gone lahz. reallie gone. gd luck manz. i dun wan 2 get back my results.
didnt c shuai ge 2dae. sighz. i tink tt's it. i will nt c him animore. coz i tink their study breaks shld start liao lahz. yahz. 4get it manz. since i tink he also abit e off. sae i follow him home. wat rubbish. tt time i didnt follow him. it's marlom. wat eva lahz.
went 2 e reds academy w marlom n zhao yi so tt marlom can cut his hair. we spent a total of 3 hrs there. mi n zhao yi hav alrdy fossilised. but muz sae sumting. marlom becum betta lookin. yahz. if u dun believe it. go c him soon. like real soon. b4 he ruin his hair. hahaz. 2wards e end mi n zhao yi hav alrdy wait until we hav gone crazy. yahz. so nua. n yee ke-ow came frm bukit batok 2 bugis 2 c him and e 2 fossils. dotz. n like we spent like dun noe how mani mins walkin ard bugis area tryin 2 find e reds academy. nua. aniwae. marlom khar. u owe mi sumting ok. not one but 3. yahz. THREE. yeshz.
zhao yi cut his hair at e salon near his house. oh my goodness. he look like my shuai ge frm e back. i m severely traumatised. dotz. luckily e face is vry diff. nua. sighz. so basically 2dae i spent my onli free dae accompanyin pple cuttin their hair. both males. both w disasterous hair initially. both w betta lookin hair now. yeshz. so i feel quite accomplished. dotz. wat abt mi? can i hav a makeover 2?
now i m at zhao yi's house. he sittin beside mi n nua. hahaz. okok. yahz. 2molo shld be cumin 2 his house n nua i hope. hahaz. yahz. 2dae is zhai sheng yuan last episode. i muz watch. supreme nice show. wow. hahaz.
dreaming awae at 6:06 PM
Monday, October 11, 2004
ok. erhz. i m now awake lahz. thanx 2 zhao yi lahz. wow liao. nvm. shall make full use of tis opportunity online 2 blog. hahaz.
9 October
erhz. went 2 sch in e mornin 2 take e mock chem promos lahz. wow liao. yahz. took my papa's car n went 2 six avenue 2 eat wanton mee. hahaz. vry nice. yahz. so reach sch. didnt study much e dae b4 lahz. so yahz. went in take e test n i juz manage 2 pass. unlike sumwan who nv study n still get 27 out of 39. nua. wow liao. ok. hahaz. went 2 ghim moh after tt 2 eat breakfast. actuallie it's my lunch lahz. nvm. ate char kway teow. e vry famous one. my first time eatin lorz. n it's gd. hahaz. alot of e cockles. yahz. after tt went home 2 sleep. sleep like a pig lahz. then watch e whole evenin of tv. dotz. i can juz fail chem. nua.
10 October
watch e last episode of e channel 8 show. the switch. e endin abit e off lahz. hahaz. after tt tried 2 study abit. but 2 no avail. nua. yahz. aniwae. my whole dae was basically slack awae. aniwae tt huan zhu ge ge 3 rite. wow liao. e actors all changed. even e emperor also changed. feel vry nua lahz. yahz. dun even feel like watchin. i tink onli qing er. er kang. lao fo ye. nv change. e rest all change. yahz. so 2pid. ok. nvm. n e whole dae hav passed. i still haven finish my notes. wow liao. dotz. n onli hav 2molo left 2 study finish everyting. nua.
aniwae e overseas cip person call mi n yee ke-ow. hopefully we can go 2gether. hahaz. i feel so bad lahz. coz in order 4 us 2 go 2gether. sumwan hav 2 cannt go. so nua. hahaz. ok. yahz. n i tink i make tt person feel so nua. tok so much rubbish. if u wan 2 hear e lame tings i sae. tag lahz. then i go n find u 2 elaborate. pls take note tt i m vry longwinded.
2dae
ok can. yahz. i woke up fairly early lahz. dotz. shall persuade myself 2 start studyin. yahz. i seriously tink tt i m baldin. nvm. i will survive. hahaz.
ok i m slackin. nvm. yahz. was browsin thru friendster. then feel so sianz. so decided 2 change my profile. after tt went 2 search 4 pple w my name. yes. estella. n found alot of other 'Estella'. dotz. hahaz. aiyohz. i still thot my name vry unique. nua.
dreaming awae at 9:04 PM
Friday, October 08, 2004
i m severely traumatised. supreme traumatised. dotz. n i m in sch now. browing thru e sif website 2 look 4 overseas cip trip 2 do. yahz. since my results r 2 lousy 2 be taken into consideration 4 e cip trip organised by my dear rjc. so yahz. i m nt goin 2 sit back n wait 4 e chance 2 land in my lap. dotz. but i realise tt there's nt much options left. yahz. sighz. aniwae muz tok abt yesterdae.
7 October
2dae is physics paper. my worst subj. n after e paper. i tink it's still e worst. sighz. truthfully speakin i tink i may nt get e treat frm ms tan after all. dotz. i m gone liao lahz. sighz. i feel so guilty lahz. like ms tan put in so much time n effort 2 coach my physics n i still did so badly. i let her down. sobz. i m finished manz. n guess wat. i still watch tv in e evenin. n i nv study 4 maths. i m reallie a slacker. i tink i deserve it. e bad results. y cant i learn frm my mistakes. failure. dotz.
as usual e onli consolation 4 mi is tt i c my shuai ge. n i almost knocked into him. yahz. coz i was turnin a corner lahz. dotz. sighz. nvm. feel vry happie 2 c him. hahaz.
but then my happiness is like squashed by sumwan lahz. sumwan who told his senior my name. so yahz. so now i noe my shuai ge's name n he most prob will noe my name. nua. i feel like diggin a hole n hidin in it. i m severely traumatised. dotz.
8 October
woke up at 4 plus 2 study lahz. study on e bus. study on e train. yahz. n tt 2pid pasir ris bound train is like how dotz lahz. e train i was on was pullin into e jurong east station. then tt train was pullin out lahz. wow liao. wait 4 1 more min will die izzt. make mi squeeze w so mani pple in e next train. i m nt thin lahz. dotz. but nvm i still manage 2 c my shuai ge. hahaz. quite happie. hahaz. ok i m off.
maths 2dae is like how rubbishz. i didnt even finish studyin e notes dun even need 2 sae practise e qns n i went in 4 e exam. all i can sae tis is even worse than common test. i can juz sae tt my maths may replace my physics 2 be e worst subj in my life. feel so guilty lahz. dotz. i wan 2 pass so desperately. but i tink i m nt goin 2 make it. how? i dun wan 2 be retained. i m sorrie mr tay. sighz. hav a chem test 2molo lahz. mock promos w ms tang. sighz. i m left w e last chance. chemistry. i destroyed my chance 2 score well at bio. hopefully i will do alot betta 4 chem. frm my common test result of an O 2 an A or B. yesh. muz mug le! n i m still traumatised. dotz.
dreaming awae at 7:03 PM
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
erhz. notin much 2 blog abt lahz. 4 sat n sundae. stayed at home 2 mug lahz. or at least try 2. i can count e no of times i reallie mug w one hand. yahz. n guess e topic. yahz. none other than e mugger topic. biology. dotz.
4 October
well 2dae first paper. n it's gp lahz. sighz. dotz. wat can i sae. i seriously cannt make it lahz. at least if i m writin in chinese i can tell u straightawae tt i will write betta. dotz. yahz. my compo is out of pt lahz. sighz. coz i wrote on my pw topic lahz. arts. n in my intro i nv reallie narrow e range 2 singapore. so i m out of pt lahz. basically. dotz. as 4 compre. i m like how nua. i hav 20 mins 4 apq. then i spent more than 5 mins being stunned by e qn. so wat i did 4 passage b is juz a quotation. w no elaboration n e time is up. wow liao. i m reallie dotz. went home 2 pia 4 bio lahz. n i muz sae. bio is e onli topic out of e 5 subj tt i reallie got study. sighz. aniwae so went home w amir mummy lahz. so i ended up muggin bio w zhao yi n yi jing 2 wait 4 mummy. hahaz. n i saw my shuai ge. tis is e consolation 4 mi manz. tis is e first time i met him while goin home. hahaz. n i met him in e mornin 2 while cumin 2 sch. hahaz. i m so happie. tis is e first twice in a dae. hahaz. aniwae it's vry funnie lahz when i met him in e mornin. tt mi n yee ke-ow cannt stop laughin. ok. i m nua. dotz.
5 October
bio. oh my goodness. wat hav i done. wat hav i done. i mug so much 4 it. n i cldnt remember respiration. at all. at all. which i was readin e nite b4 n in e mornin. oh my goodness. there goes my 10 marks. 10 marks. dotz. when i saw e question. i reallie feel like cryin manz. i m depressed. severely depressed. dotz. went home 2 sleep 4 5 hrs. coz e nite b4 i slept at 2 plus. dotz. sighz. n i saw my shuai ge again. hahaz.
6 October
2dae no paper. n is my muggin dae 4 physics. my worst 2pic. w a grade of F n a percentile of 4. dotz. muz study. so tt i can get e ice cream frm ms tan. who promised mi an ice cream if i get c or d. which is a 3-4 grade jump. i wan my ice cream! yahz. tt's e attitude. nua.
n i realise how long i hav nt cum online. at least 2 browse thru e blogs. 2 update myself of pple's lives n thots. n i realise how much tings i hav missed.
2 win2. i didnt noe tt puppy left. though it is late. but still wan 2 give u a hug n tell u tt i luv puppy alot 2. take care. ur promos shld be finished by now. jia you.
dreaming awae at 1:01 PM
Friday, October 01, 2004
b4 anitin. juz wan 2 wish everywan. a vry HAPPIE CHILDREN DAE! esp 2 my children. u shld noe who u r lahz. hahaz. muz sae thanx 2 my four teachers: Ms Tan. Mr Tay. Mr Loh n Ms Tang 4 e packet of nuts. luv them so much. hahaz. i miss children dae. i miss my pri sch life. oh my. how far tt seem 2 be now. sighz. as usual muz update my life lahz.
28 September
well we hav pw lahz. n hand in our second draft. apparently we hav 2 put in appendix lahz. which my grp didnt. n i muz sae tt jon u r reallie an xcellent written report writer. thanx so much. i feel vry guilty tt u r doin e bulk of everytin. yahz. sorrie. aniwae tis remind mi tt we haven type out a complete set of survey questions (gorgeous take note) n e collaboration of e results n my interview w mr oura. dotz. sighz. well dun care liao lahz. tt will cum after promos. yahz. n i m gettin irritated by jai singh lahz. was let off early coz no bio prac. quite happie but then i lost my wallet lahz. yahz. in e end found it e next mornin back at e same place in e com lab. hahaz. tis is e second time i lost my wallet n found it back at e place i left it. hmmz. rjc pple quite honest horz. hahaz.
29 September
manage 2 persuade birdie 2 cum 2 sch 2dae. but it's one of my worst dae lahz. feel nua lahz. first period is pe. well. i ended up playin basketball. sumtin i dun reallie like coz i cant dribble etc. yahz. n i was injured twice by e same person. i sprained my rite ankle n my left thigh has a bruise. n i cried lahz. becoz of e second injury. coz e pain is so intense n sudden tt i hav no control of e tears. i didnt even noe i was cryin until i feel e tears on my cheeks lahz. dotz. so no face. nua. hahaz. yahz. muz sae thanx 2 geri who helped mi get e ice n look after mi lahz. thanx so much. 2 thanx her i m havin an affair w her now. hahaz.
30 September
erhz. did e hcjc physics prelims 2003 lahz. wan 2 die can. well wat can i sae. i m goin 2 fail physics lahz. then i was like tellin ms tan tt if i get a or b 4 physics i treat her 2 dinner. n she nua can. she tell mi tt if i can get c or d she treat mi 2 ice cream. ok. i m reallie vry lan. dotz. hahaz. went home w wei jie. yahz. n was tokin n crapin 2gether. realise tt he is a vry nua person. n a great fren. yahz. hahaz. n i still didnt c shuai ge lahz. it has been 2 wks le. sighz. hav been sleepin vry early 4 e past few daes lahz. coz i m sick lahz. yahz. my sinus is cumin back i tink. sighz. feel so lethagic. dotz.
2dae 1 October
well wake up abit e late 2dae lahz. didnt wan 2 cum 2 sch at all lahz. but then i need 2 get sumting frm zhao yi lahz. so force myself 2 show my face in sch. promos is cumin n i haven revised yet. dotz. but i muz sae forcin myself 2 cum 2 sch got its gd pt. coz i finallie get 2 c my shuai ge. oh my goodness. hahaz. yahz. i m so happie. hahaz. wow. hahaz. nv c him 4 2 wks le. hahaz. yeahz. n tis remind mi tt j2s hav finish their prelims liao. n hav also finish playin liao. so yahz. muz wish them gd luck when they receive their papers. hahaz. esp my dear mummy n daddy. so smart. so muz pass sum genes 2 mi. dotz. hahaz. aniwae 2dae is like how nua lahz. such a nua dae. hahaz. so half of e dae i m doin chem. sighz. aniwae lesson end early lahz. coz e whole class pon gp n pe. yahz. after tt went home lahz. w none other than my fav companion. yee ke-ow. hahaz. so funnie. ok. i admit i m supreme kor eye. always nv c pple wan. though i m lookin in their direction. hahaz.
dreaming awae at 7:59 PM