Monday, September 27, 2004
i m so happie. yeahz. though i may be failin promos. but i hav a new phone. n i m now officially vry broke. dotz. hahaz. yeahz. aniwae muz tok abt last fridae first.
24 Septembererhz.
fridae lahz. quite nua lahz. survive thru e dae. yahz. aniwae alot of pple pon lahz. so yahz. sianz. went 4 physics remedial after sch. b4 tt went 2 xplore e ulu pandan cc lahz. was lookin 4 e study rm. but cannt find it lehz. yahz. went 4 physics remedial lahz. w marlom khar. hahaz. hav alot of fun w ms tan. reallie luv her alot. she is such a nice person. hahaz. then after tt when yijing n chong keat cum n join us. i n marlom nua outside lahz. n he climbed onto e roof of e covered walkwae. hahaz. so hilarious. he was almost caught in e act. hahaz. went 2 yijing's house after tt w zhao yi. chong keat. marlom. so tt zhao yi n yi jing can do their pw. basically was nuain there lahz. did abit of maths. then start 2 slack n sleep. hahaz. aniwae my daddy's new car is out. hahaz. so call my dear papa 2 fetch mi. so nice can. hahaz. i still like my daddy's drivin skill best. yahz. hahaz.
25 September
didnt do much lahz. yahz. call yee ke-ow 2 go n buy phone. coz gorgeous's phone. sony ericsson k700i price dropped by $200 plus. so went 2 westmall lahz. queue until like rubbish. then realise tt i need my papa 2 sign e papers n stuff. so went 2 hav dinner n call my papa. finally manage 2 get my phone. wahahaz. i m makin marlom jealous. hahaz. but then i m like how broke lahz. i paid everytin w my own money lorz. dotz. sighz. got e bluetooth headset also. but e prob is no matter how mani times i try. i juz cannot pair it w my phone. i m so pek chey. wow liao. n i spent like dun noe how mani hours retypin all e contacts i hav into my phone lahz. yahz. considerin i hav 2 copy them out first. lets juz hope tt i didnt copy ani nos wrongly. hopefully. sighz.
26 September
yahz. wat i was doin was descibed above lahz. tryin 2 get use 2 my new phone. n i hav 2 send my 8310 for service soon. so tt my daddy can use e phone. went 4 dinner w my family lahz. a total of 7 pple includin my sis n bro in laws. dotz. n e durian mooncake is nice. hahaz.
27 September
2dae i m like how unlucky. wow liao. i miss my shuai ge again. i m goin 2 complaint to smrt lorz. wow liao. everytime e jurong east train will be late. n i will miss e pasir ris bound train. dotz. e train stop at bukit batok supreme long 2dae lahz. sianz. sighz. nua lahz. i wan 2 c my shuai ge. i like how long nv c le. wow liao.
aniwae w my new phone i took pics of ms tan's rabbits n 3 other bears. she so nice lahz. i sae i wan 2 take rabbit's pic then she gave mi e other 3 bears as company 4 e pics. hahaz. i m abit nua lahz. buy camera phone 2 take pics of soft toys. hahaz. ok nvm. i m childish can. dotz.
was piain maths differentiation after sch lahz. not bad lahz. pia until last few qns le. quite proud. hahaz. okok. actuallie now online 2 do pw lahz. but e prob is e file didnt reach mi lahz. so. yahz. waitin 4 jon 2 reach home n resend mi e file. hopefully i can receive it soon. coz bro is cumin home in another one n a half hr time. n i will be dead meat by then. sighz.
oh yahz. we were teachin marlom how 2 walk 2dae. n i muz sae. my shuai ge is reallie a model example. hahaz.
dreaming awae at 9:58 PM
Thursday, September 23, 2004
erhz. wat can i sae. i m e world's no one slacker. wow liao. i m reallie in big trouble manz. dotz. tryin 2 blog now b4 my bro cum home. yahz.
21 september
erhz. 2dae hav bio spa lahz. skill c n d. e horrible skills. yahz. n i missed one of the practise prac so basically i m vry unprepared. dotz. e creatures r cricket n sum worm which i dun reallie noe is wat lahz. n my calculated t-value is like how off lahz. wow liao. i dun wan 2 flunk my spa lehz. i hav alrdy flunk my physics wan alrdy. dotz.
hav pw lahz. wat can i sae. pw sucks. n tt mrs singh is like how slack. she didnt even bother 2 read our written report lahz. juz straightawae write there "no substantiation" juz becoz we write in prose n not in footnote. wat rubbish lahz. if e moe pple were 2 read e report they will realise tt she didnt bother 2 read thru e report at all lorz. rubbish woman. dotz.
went 2 c mr tay 2 clear sum qns over complex nos n summation/induction. yahz. feel much knowledgeable now. hahaz. but seriously speakin. i tink i m goin 2 fail promos lahz. dotz. i cant remember anitin. rubbishz.
went home w yee ke-ow. went 2 c e phones at e m1 shop at westmall. erhz. i dun tink i m buyin gorgeous' s phone. which is like how x. dotz. saw another sony ericsson phone t630 which cost like $80 less than gorgeous's k700i. but e design is like how stylish. hahaz. tink i will buy e k500i coz i dun need all those java games tinggy since i dun play phone games n i dun need e email stuff since i didnt sign up 4 such service. yahz. n it cost ard $300. which i can afford. yahz.
22 september
was rushin paula's sis card in e mornin. erhz. muz sae i m reallie not vry creative lahz. hahaz. i m brain dead. yahz. went 4 pe. play inter class games again. tis time it is floorball n netball. erhz. yahz. kana trashed. hahaz. dun like inter class games lahz. still prefer normal pe games. which will be 2molo. yahz.
went 2 gorgeous's house 2 do pw. erhz. spent more than 4 hrs there. managed 2 complete abt half of e report. tt look quite nice also. hahaz. muz thanx gorgeous. coz i reallie nua lahz. was incoherant. n not makin sense at all. hahaz. yahz. n felt quite nua by sum wan lahz. yahz. shldnt elaborate. was vry tired when reach home. then i realise tt my gp compre answers were missin. so redo e whole compre again. was so tired tt i do until i sleep. so wake up at 4 plus in e mornin 2 continue doin. still cannt finish. sighz.
todae.
take e earlier train 2dae. yee ke-ow's timing train n met my fav bus uncle. hahaz. n i m so unlucky 2dae lahz. while waitin 4 e train. my eyes felt vry dry. so i took out my eye drops 2 rewet my left eye. then becoz alot of e drops came out. i blink my left eye 2 clear them. then i realise tt there is tis small puddle of liquid on e platform beside my feet. then my vision is like how blur lahz. after checkin. i realise tt my left eye contact lens was missin n it's lyin in tt puddle of liquid. oh goshz. so i tried 2 rinse it w my eye drops. which is vry unsuccessful. but i still put e lens back into my eye. n it's so painz lahz. dotz. so i keep on putin drops in my eye 2 soothe it. dotz. n pple was like starin at mi lahz. nuaz.
still didnt c my shuai ge lahz. wow liao. sighz. i muz stop being so obsessed. dotz. n concentrate on my promos.
pon maths lect 2dae coz e previous period was gp n mrs yeo is not here. so i was studyin chem spa skill a in an empty classroom lahz. due 2 e lack of sleep last nite. i fall asleep while studyin. when i woke up i was 15 mins late 4 e lect. n i didnt bring my lect notes lahz. so decided 2 juz pon n sleep in e classroom. alot of pple pon e lect lahz. n was kana caught in e library. hahaz. i m like how clever lahz. hahaz. but my head is like throbbin w pain after tt nap lahz. so it did mi more harm than good. dotz.
as 4 chem spa dun reallie hav e time 2 finish lahz. my detailed procedures n reliability n safety was written in reallie horrible handwritin within like 20 mins. coz my theory took too much time lahz. i wrote 2 pages on theory lorz. dotz.
went home alone 2dae lahz. n met du yang. terrance. gary. at e mrt station. hahaz. reallie enjoy being w du yang. nv fail 2 cheer mi up. hahaz. n was sleepin on e train frm jurong east 2 woodlands.
hav alot of work 2 do 2dae. muz try 2 finish sumtin. i hope. sighz.
n last but not least.happie birthdae paula sis. muack. i luv u. hahaz.
dreaming awae at 7:54 PM
Monday, September 20, 2004
well i realise i quite long nv blog. not my fault ok. but becoz i dun hav e chance 2 use com lahz. hahaz. n tt flooble chatterbox is unavaliable. so yahz. sighz. ok shld tok abt last thursdae.
16 sept
screwed up my physics spa vry badly. yahz. basically i failed my skill c lahz. coz i brain dead n cldnt tink. so sub wrong values. plot wrong graph. good grief. sighz. n tt experiment is so nua lahz. cannt take it manz. dotz. went 4 lion dance trainin lahz. i dun noe lahz. my sense of responsiblity n enthusiasm r disappearin. help mi. sighz. went home w zhaoyi. hahaz. n xiang wei. so funnie manz. reallie enjoy their company. n i miss my shuai gor gor runnin. dotz. sighz.
17 sept
hav a nua dae lahz. sighz. was supposed 2 do gp compre but then mrs yeo nv cum. so i was rushin my physics remedial worksheet instead. after tt started 2 do abit of maths. yahz. went 4 pe. quite enjoy it lahz. at least i m playin w onli gurlz. yahz. sorrie but i dun like 2 play w guys. hahaz. n so funnie lahz. make mi laugh non stop. it's like e ball after goin into e net wun cum down. it juz stuck in e net. hahaz. everytime we score. ymw n birdie hav 2 take turns 2 hit e ball down. hahaz. n i fall down yet again. wow liao. i seriously tink tt there is sumtin wrong w my balancin manz. dotz. went 4 physics remedial. find it so much more useful than mass remedial. yahz. n still luv ms tan alot hahaz. brought rabbit home again. like it so much. n saw my shuai ge hahaz. but e prob is. he is wearin his shirt. dotz lahz. but then when he run. e wind blow against him. n his shirt sorta pressed against him. but i didnt c vry clearly. coz got 3 pple nuain in front of him le. so i decided not 2 join them n spoilt my reputation. nt tt i hav ani left lahz. hahaz. n i reallie like his dog. it's so cute. n curious. hahaz. keep on sniffin ard. yahz. decided 2 wait 4 him 2 cum back. unfortunately didnt c him lahz. so went home. n my contact lens is like how blur lahz. dun noe y also. so while walkin to e train station. all e lamps r blurry lookin. it's sorta nice u noe. n dreamy. yahz. enjoy e walk by myself. hahaz.
18 sept
went 2 sch 2 mug 4 awhile while waitin 2 go 4 e lion dance performance. yahz. at uob plaza 4 e lilies on e river charity ting. was quite nua lahz. hahaz. c e RIMB there lahz. n i tink sum of them recognise mi. dotz. aniwae. was sittin by e river w chong keat. i like 2 juz sit down sumwhere n relax. xcept tt chong keat erhz. stink. hahaz. okok. went 2 buy a lily n place it in e river. hahaz. e performance is not bad. yahz. aniwae. went 2 buy another lily w e leftover coupons n wrote my wishes 2 pple i noe. esp 408'03. 1S03K. RJSB. may all of us hav a bright future. yahz. rush 2 hc after e performance 4 their mid autumn festival celebrations. hahaz. erhz. was quite nua lahz. didnt feel like goin ard coz i was havin chest pain at tt time. yahz. due 2 my supreme sensitive airway. unfortunately e medication didnt work. so i seriously feel like stop breathin lahz. luckily e pain subsided after restin at xiang2 stall. so ended up doin sum stuff 4 myself n boon2 n xiang2. hahaz. muz sae sumtin.
happie birthdae xiang2. sorrie dear. i remember ur birthdae. but i 4got 2 express my wishes. hahaz.
sang happie birthdae song so mani times w fellow 408ers 2 celebrate 408 birthdae. hahaz. reallie luv 408 vry much. yahz. reallie vry much. hmmz. if i ever get married i make sure they r in my grp of sisters. hahaz. which i doubt i will lahz. dotz.
19 sept.
yesterdae didnt do much stuff lahz. went 2 hav dinner w my sis n sis in law family lahz. 2 discuss my sis's wedding at e end of e yr. yahz. n my sis is abit e nua lahz. other gurlz get married will like wan 2 make it as perfect as poss. she on e other hand. wan e least trouble as poss. she dun even wan 2 try more than like 2 wedding gowns. i felt nua lorz. hahaz. ok lahz. up 2 her lorz. hahaz. bro gettin married end of next yr. hahaz. in case u still dun noe. my bro is 26 yrs old while my sis is 25 yrs old. yahz. so dun even bother abt mi. hahaz. tried 2 do sum stuff. but is unsuccessful lahz. yahz.
20 sept.
2dae i skipped my breakfast 2 chase after my bus. took my normal train 2 jurong east. n wow liao. tt 2pid pasir ris bound train left e station liao. 2pid lahz. make mi squeeze w so mani pple in e next train. dotz. n i miss my shuai ge. wow liao. 2dae is reallie vry unlucky manz. dotz. manage 2 survive thru until chem mock promos. reallie feel like dyin. topics tested r chemical equilibrium n ionic equilibrium. didnt study. so basically dun noe how 2 do lahz. my head was throbbin lorz thruout e test. cannt take it manz. dotz. n i got 8 out of 30. hahaz. my index no. n e so called lucky no. then ms tang said. she xpect mi 2 get e lucky 88 4 my promos. erhz. i dun tink tt's poss. hahaz.
need 2 get a new phone soon. coz i need 2 pass my tis phone 2 my daddy. whose phone is spoilt again. hahaz. like gorgeous phone vry much. shld check out e prices. hahaz.
n darlin dun worry lahz. mummy luv u vry much. no matter wat others sae. u will always hav mi. n all e other 408ers who luves n noe u vry much. yahz. sooner or later. pple's true colours will show. n i tink i noe who she is lahz. yahz. dun worry ok. go mug now. hahaz.
dreaming awae at 7:51 PM
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
hahaz. i saw my shuai ge 2dae! arhz. after not cing him 4 ard 11 daes. hahaz. n 2dae is even funnier lahz. hahaz. okok. erhz. shld juz give a narration. met yee ke-ow on e bus. took e train 2gether. n on e train 2wards pasir ris direction met my charge 4 e drama cip camp again. hahaz. she is e other person besides shuai ge tt i c every mornin when i go 2 sch. yahz. so reach buona vista. b4 alightin wave bye2 2 her. yu ting. n when walkin out. i 4got 2 wave at her again. but yee ke-ow saw it lahz. n sorta informed mi. but when i turned back. she wasnt lookin out of e train animore. sighz. so i turn back n look 2wards e escalator direction. which is wat i do everydae. 2 decide whether 2 walk slowly or walk faster. coz if alot of pple then i walk slowly lahz. n...i saw my shuai ge. hahaz. i tink i shld juz call him shuai gor gor. yahz. standin near e escalator on e opposite platform. n hahaz. he is lookin at both of us. as my contact lens r always dry. especially in e mornin. so i ask yee ke-ow whether is he e wan. at tt time. both of us r listenin 2 my discman. so i wasnt sure whether i was vry loud. imagine e pai sehz ness if i was vry loud. dotz. yahz. n so yee ke-ow did e normal ting tt she always do when she c him. she smiled at him. n i nua. hahaz. i juz gave him e sianz look again. juz rite after i gave him e sianz look. both of us turned 2 e escalator n walk in e opposite direction. (yk 2 e left. i 2 e rite). resultin in my ear piece almost flyin out of both of our ears. so nua lahz. hahaz. i tink i m reallie vry diu lian. nvm. hahaz. n horz. wei jie saw him runnin away yesterdae evenin. juz like usual. w his dog which is quite cute. hahaz.
erhz. hav inter class games 4 pe 2dae. didnt do much 4 e basketball game lahz. coz basically i cant throw. dribble. catch n shoot. so i m useless lahz. n playin w guys is abit e nua lahz. coz. yahz. i tink u shld get wat i mean. but i muz sae i hav sum usage in e frisbee game. hahaz. i realise tt if i can persuade myself 2 run rite. i can actuallie produce sum results. hahaz. yahz. coz i manage 2 intercept sum of e throws n birdie sae tt i m zai. hahaz. feel so honoured. thanx birdie.
n tt marlom arhz. denounce mi until i m like quite worthless lahz. nua. he sae tt i can catch e frisbee becoz i exert a stronger gravitational force on it. so i attract stuff 2 mi. tt i m a gravity lady. dotz. i m quite speechless lahz. but muz sae sumting here. sumtimes jokes shld be within an acceptable range. once out of it. erhz. i dun noe lahz. c pple mood tt dae lorz. hahaz.
celebrate quite alot of pple's birthdae 2dae. shen ye. jensen. brian neo. osh. yahz. so still muz sae happie birthdae! hahaz.
went 2 popular w yee ke-ow after sch. n browse thru e body language bk tt she was tokin abt earlier in e dae. set mi tinkin lahz. quite interestin lehz. hahaz. n i realise tt most guys r wooden blocks. hahaz. cant even get e hint. nua. hahaz. hmmz. will like 2 get my hand on more of such bks. after promos of course.
oh yahz. muz tok abt yesterdae. saw my daddy gabriel lahz. while i was waitin 4 e train. he was on e train tt was cumin into e station at buona vista. it's like slow motion like tt. e train cumin 2 a stop n my daddy pass by mi slowly. wave 2 my dear daddy b4 boardin e train. hahaz. tis is wat i call fate. luv daddy vry much. n mummy too. hahaz. muz score well 4 prelims horz. muack.
dreaming awae at 7:49 PM
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
As you can c. i hav severely limited vocab. but nvm. hmmz. shld tok abt e channel u variety show. e seach 4 e idol wan. muz sae i m quite entertained lahz. hahaz. n i tink e show is gd. hmmz. hope 2 c it next yr. hahaz. but i still tink one of e gurlz shld hav won. nvm.
was a supreme slacker lahz. slack so much. n watch so much television tt i dun noe wat 2 sae. hahaz. aniwae. e most productive dae thruout e whole wk was on sundae nite after i watched channel u drama serial until 9pm. started 2 pia my ionic equilibra until one in e morning. was listenin 2 radio at e same time. but feel reallie productive. hahaz.
brought rabbit to sch n put it back on ms tan's table. it is quite clean. hahaz. of course lahz. since i washed it. hahaz. will not be bringin it back animore. feel quite pai sehz tt i hav been kidnappin ms tan's rabbit. n i tink it misses physics aniwae. hahaz.
yesterdae is quite ok lahz. xcept tt i suffered frm a splittin headache after e chem mock promos. topics energetics and kinetics. i feel like dyin after tt. was studyin durin lects n breaks. sighz. feel like such a failure. i noe how 2 do wan lorz. but juz cant do. sianz. but still muz thanx president yuen. hahaz. 4 givin mi sum help. hahaz.
was piain pw after sch. sighz. e prob is i cant use e com. so hav 2 use my sis's laptop. which hav no internet access. so i hav 2 plot e graphs usin excel. n e prob is i dun noe how 2 plot. gosh. n my sis wanted 2 use her laptop lorz. sighz. in e end coz e laptop hav no internet access. i hav 2 retype everyting tt gorgeous hav written into e com again. n add more stuff n correct sum mistakes. n my sis cannt burnt e file into my cd. i dun noe wat 2 sae. so she brought it 2 sch n send it 2 mi 2dae.
n i was like checkin my mail after every lesson lorz. n i miss my doc's call again. hahaz. supposed 2 go back n c her on fridae 2 get e result 4 e test tt they conducted on my phlegm. 2 c wat bacteria was there. therefore decided 2 take blue slip n go c her. printed e stuff b4 leavin. n i cldnt find mr loh 2 sign e blue slip. in e end. mr leong. our new vp signed 4 mi. hahaz. i hope e pw draft is ok. seriously. sighz. i m so slack. i cant take it. dotz.
my headache is cumin back. aniwae e doc sae e test turn out no pathogens. nua lahz. wow liao. which is 2 sae i wasted $44. wow liao. dotz. but i get 2 noe more abt myself lahz. i hav xtremely sensitive airway. i hav chest pain if i drink too much carbon dioxide ladened drinks like soft drinks. n my non stop phlegm may be due 2 tis again. sensitive airway. sighz. so i got a mouth spray n i was 2 continue my nasal spray. was quite relieved tt i can stop poppin pills. was quite sick of antibiotics. so frm 2dae onwards. u will c mi carryin 2 sprays whereva i go. hahaz.
shld go take a rest. n pack n arrange all my worksheets. lecture notes into e file. do finish my maths n bio tutorials. n if there is time left. do my articles review. sighz. n i haven even started muggin. dotz.
didnt c shuai ge 4 2 daes le. feel abit e disappointed. hahaz.
juz wan 2 wish my daddy gabriel. amir mummy. n all other j2s all e best 4 their prelims. jia you! hahaz. n 2 all my fellow j1s. muz mug horz. hahaz. i m down 4 physics remedial again. sighz. nicely put in ms tan's words. cordially invited. hahaz.
dreaming awae at 10:47 PM
Friday, September 10, 2004
watch e singapore idol yesterdae. is totally grossed out by e results. wow liao. those 2 guys dun reallie sing tt well lahz. n tt poor nana. she is reallie a vry good singer. reallie. her voice is like how power lahz. remind mi of my A*Mei. dotz. n now. she has 2 fight w other 8 pple 4 tt wild card place. so rubbishz lorz. wat's wrong w singaporeans yesterdae. nvm. i will be glad 2 c e two of them kana kicked out vry soon in e show. i cant wait manz. 2pid lahz. tt jerry arhz. his voice is unique. but it sound 2 hoarse n irritatin. cannt make it. hello. we r lookin 4 idol. not weirdo. idotz.
n i realise i quite like ken e judge. hahaz. he is vry 2 e pt. n i tink he is a vry logical person. hahaz. hmmz. vry good person.
n yahz. muz tok abt yesterdae. went 2 e market 2 help my mum buy stuff. sighz. hav 2 make two trips. coz after e first trip. due 2 e unforeseen circumstances. i hav probs buyin sufficient amt of vegetables. all i can sae is tt buyin frm e wet market require sum skills arhz. n was quite tired after tt. hahaz. can see how slack i m. dotz.
went 2 library 2 finish my search 4 e articles. got more than enough. yahz. will be piain e analysis n all other stuff later 2dae. hmmz. hope i can finish them. n horz. e whole library is flooded w pple muggin 4 exams. make mi feel sianz lookin at them. n they r like crowdin e whole place lahz. feel kinda irritated w them. coz i hav no space 2 read thru e bks i found in detail.
sighz. shall go n do work now.
dreaming awae at 4:46 PM
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
erhz. well 2dae went 2 win2 house lahz. was suppose 2 study lahz. but didnt reallie lahz. sighz. onli did a few qn of maths. wow liao. i m dead liao lahz. but then w win2 help. i manage 2 do sumtin else. hahaz. hmmz. e list is narrower now. hahaz.
erhz. went 2 c e doc b4 tt. n took my phlegm for testin lahz. e doc send it 2 e lab 2 be cultured so tt we can noe wat virus/bacteria is makin my sick 4 so long. n it cost $44. oh my goodness. i almost fainted. sighz. so now i m like how poor. sighz. poor mi. n once e test results r out. i m to be on anitbiotics again. sighz. i m so sick of antibiotics.
puppy is still so cute. i luv her so much. sighz. luv u. hahaz.
shall go n cook dinner now. i m hungry. hahaz. n try 2 mug after tt. thanx jon 4 e prompt 2 mug. i try. i promise. but i dun guarentee results.
dreaming awae at 8:45 PM
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
erhz. before sae anitin juz wan 2 wish debra all e best in canada. hahaz. i feel guilty for not sendin her off. but sighz. i hav 4 tings 2 do at e same time on sat so. erhz. yahz.
so on sat was down 4 e cip camp in sch 4 henry park pri kids. was also down 4 avu. n supposed 2 hav band 2. so in e end didnt go 4 band lahz. sighz. feel even more guilty coz i so long nv play liao. went 4 e cip tinggy. was workin w mo yin. yi ting. shao peng. n e kids r nancy. amanda. li xin. bryan. da wei. qi long. they r so cute. n nancy's command of e chinese language is like how zai. wow. i dun noe wat 2 sae. hahaz. hav alot of fun lahz. n i did tis act of a dinosaur. hahaz. which they wanted 2 put into e video. luckily didnt manage 2. or else my reputation will be in e rubbish dump. hahaz.
help 2 make e video too. hahaz. it's so funnie lahz. esp lookin at how president yuen is doin it. make mi laugh until i wan 2 die. n he is nt bad siahz. manage 2 produce e video. hahaz. great job manz.
after tt went 2 eat w marlom. n we were tokkin lahz. hahaz. hmmz. which prompts mi 2 tink abt sum stuff.
later tt nite. was tokin 2 yee ke-ow. n was doin sum analysis. which appear 2 be quite accurate. yahz. but will be doin more of e processin work later.
as 4 sundae i juz slack at home. n was rushin 2 do e presenz 4 react in e nite. n i saw jensen n his family. hahaz.
as 4 yesterdae. it's react lahz. n i finallie understand y pple always sae tt pple frm single sex sch cannt make it. reallie lorz. yesterdae. e rgs n ri pple r like nv seen e opp gender b4 like tt. i reallie dun noe wat 2 sae lahz. keep on stickin 2 each other. n we muz like slot e guys between e gurlz 2 get e alternate gender circle. i feel so nua. i can picture next yr durin orientation wat will happen. sighz.
my grp is e jellyfish. w paulie n valerie. one bassoon w 2 flutes. hahaz. n we hav 7 children in our grp. xi ling. elisa. jolyn. hao hui. yi heng. winston(jensen's bro). wen tao. yahz.
i feel so depressed when we hav sectional. coz i so long nv play. then reallie cannt muster up e courage 2 play w them lahz. so nua. was slackin away lorz. hahaz. but muz sae tis is e wake up call 4 mi on how lousy i m. reallie vry lousy. wow liao. sighz.
hav lunch w e section. hahaz. n on our way back. it started 2 rain. so i was runnin lahz. n i fall down. after lettin out a loud scream. dotz. frm then onwards. amir n nigel wun let mi off. keep on teasin mi. dotz. so pai sehz. i hav no face liao lahz. sighz.
e storyline is like how lame lahz. esp marlom part. e gay shark. dotz. i reallie dun noe wat 2 sae. sighz.
was carryin yee ke-ow on my back. in other words. piggybackin her. manage 2 do tt frm inside band rm. up e stairs 2 e further end of e lecture theatre 1 n 2 e centre of e lecture theatre. hahaz. she's like tellin mi how secure she feels. hahaz. maybe i shld juz be a guy n be her boyfren. hahaz. since i always lend her my shoulder 4 her 2 lean her head against. hmmz.
e games at end i feel vry sabo lahz. coz when playin e slippery bench ting. which is my ah ma zhong ye's station. i was e onli wan wet due 2 water bombs. b4 tt i got chili sauce. tomato. n mayo on my knees. chin. n grass also. nua. then at marlom's station. i was kana flour on my hair. my whole head. after tt my nanny jun yan cum after mi w a handful of flour n kana my left ear n cheek. tt paulie place e half eaten watermelon on my head. dotz lorz. i m like how dirty lahz. n i m wearin my nanny shirt coz it's dark coloured. dotz. i reallie dun noe wat 2 sae liao lorz.
was cleanin up after tt. busily scrubbin e floor n e table 2 get rid of e flour. was quite bad lahz. then realise tt i nv pass e presenz tt i make until 12 midnite 2 them. was like runnin after them lahz. dotz. sighz. after tt went 2 wash my hair at e sink. which is not vry successful. so hav 2 wash in e shower. so gross. yuckz. but i muz sae i hav alot of fun lahz. reallie alot. yahz.
was vry tired. vry vry tired when reach home. so slept at ard nine last nite. sighz. muz mug le. need 2 find my pw articles too. sighz.
dreaming awae at 12:41 PM
Friday, September 03, 2004
well erhz. yesterdae is reallie vry 2pid lahz. i pass my dae quite peacefully. if u xclude kana check maths complex no tutorial n mr nah no lecture notes bio lecture. was piain physics prac skill c n d n a at e same time. phew. finallie manage 2 finish w yii ean's help of course. hahaz. after prac went ard nuain lahz. then went 4 physics remedial. n sneak out halfway 2 go n look 4 my shuai ge. w marlom n yee ke-ow. i cant believe tt i m actuallie tis crazy. oh my goodness. wat hav happen 2 mi? sighz.
n we were like gone 4 more than half an hour. then ms tan was like where r mi n marlom. n she went ard e sch lookin 4 us. oh my goodness. i feel so bad lahz. coz she gave us chocs n sweets earlier in e dae. she also treat those of us who help us blow balloon e black forest ice cream. i luv her so much. she is reallie vry vry nice. then guess wat. i m 2tally grossed out by marlom. first of all is e way he eat ice cream. it's like he didnt help ms tan n he ate ard 1/3 to 1/2 of e ice cream? n next is e way he treat ms tan's rabbit. oh my goodness. i m so thanxful tt i did nt hav nitemares yesterdae.
aniwae. tok abt my shuai ge. frm wat marlom observed. he will jog ard 5.40 to 6 plus on thurs n fridae. so we were like goin 2 c him n confirm tt e guy marlom saw is reallie my shuai ge. n it's we walk ard e side gate. 2wards e main gate we still didnt spot him. but we did spot sumwan. mr hodge. my principal. n he is so nice lorz. he actuallie ask whether e 3 of us need a lift 2 aniwhere. wow. i luv him manz. hahaz. oh yahz. then after tt rite. president yuen called mi. 2 tell mi tt he juz spotted my shuai ge near e carpark. n marlom started runnin like as though sum dog is chasin him like tt. dotz. n i muscle cramp can. sighz. in e end we still cldnt find him lahz. so decided 2 go back 2 sch. n juz as we were nearin e sch. we saw him. w his. in my opinion. not vry small dog. but vry cute. hahaz. i feel so embarassed. reallie. sighz. i cant believe i m doin all tis. sighz. then after went back 2 physics remedial. n cook up sum lame xcuse 4 ms tan 4 missin e remedial. sighz. then yee ke-ow. marlom. hui yun n my nanny went 2 eat kfc at westmall. n i went home alone lahz. was suppose 2 pia chem ionic equilibrum tutorial. but reallie vry xhausted. so fall asleep n wake up at 3 plus 2 pia awhile until 4 plus. n go back 2 sleep until 5.15. dotz.
as 4 2dae. went 2 sch w yee ke-ow. n saw my shuai ge. actuallie cldnt reallie c him lahz. he is like. kana blocked by e van. hahaz. n was piain e chem tutorial lahz. went 4 maths tutorial n get back my maths test paper. i fail lahz. by like 1 mark. i m so pek chey. wow liao. then mrs kuan said sumtin which i tink reallie apply 2 mi. when we ask those who dun do well y they dun do well. they sae it's becoz they nv study. n tt if they study. they will definitely do betta. but y izzt tt they nv put e 'if' into use. maybe it's becoz they r afraid tt if they reallie put in e effort 2 study. n yet still get back e same results. tis show tt they hav fail. reallie fail. i 2tally agree tt i m like tt. sighz.
then get back chem test lahz. i fail by 1/2 mark. u noe how frustrated it is. sighz. good luck 2 mi 4 promos. at e rate i m goin. i m goin 2 be retained. but overall my class did quite badly 4 e test lahz. n ms tang was vry disappointed lahz. coz we supposedly 2 be vry strong in chem. at least e rest of my class xcludin mi. chem mock spa was so nua lorz. ms tang let us discuss while we r writin our skill a. hahaz. so nice. went 2 collect all e worksheet n stuff. n realise tt e class fund is like how broke. n i hav 2 pay like 30 dollars first. luckily now is e beginnin of e mth or else. i cant save e class too. got back gp compo n compre. i like juz pass both again. i dun noe wat 2 sae lahz. reallie vry irritated w myself. y cant i juz start muggin. start studyin. i m like how far frm my goals n i like nv do anitin 2 correct tis. i m kinda disgusted w myself. reallie disgusted. sighz.
pe is quite ok lahz. play an alternative version of basketball. then went 2 play badminton w ms tan. hahaz. n realise tt she vry hiong arhz when playin. wow liao. vry powerful. hahaz. n i was nua lahz. 2 long nv play. then cannt like wreck e ball at all. so diu lian. hahaz. n i was like laughin non stop. which doesnt help e situation lahz. then chong keat n zhaoyi is like fightin lahz. hahaz. vry fun reallie. oh yahz. yi jing. wang yang. wei jie. yingmeiwong. jasmine. n another gurl also got play. reallie vry fun. 2 bad tt marlom went 2 c e doc 4 his back or else he can join us 2. n zhao yi play until a racket is like 2tally bend? hahaz. n i realise tt ms tan is e same age as my sis. hmmz. oh yahz. after ms tan left. i continued 2 play w zhaoyi n weijie. n wei jie saw my shuai ge runnin w his dog. oh my goodness. by e time i turn ard. i onli c his back. which is quite muscular. hahaz.
on e way home w weijie. on e train. saw tis china man hurlin insults at tis man A lahz who was juz coughin abit. abit onli ok. not like mi or yee ke-ow when we were at our worst. he was saein sumtin like tis in mandrain: u dun hav manners izzt. u reallie is not fit 2 be a pig or a dog.
then tis other man B was like tryin 2 help e coughin guy. n he rebuted n sae tt tt guy is juz coughin wat. u dun need 2 hurl insults at him wat. then tis china guy rebuted n sae tt wat's e prob w u to B. wow liao. mi n weijie cant stand tt china man lahz. he is like how obese. n his is like wearin his pants above his waist. if he hav one. n his glasses is like twice my size. n he is like baldin. gross. hello. cum on lahz. u tink u who. scare then dun take train lahz. wow liao. mi n wei jie were like debatin whether 2 scold him in eng. but decided against him. n started critisin his sense of fashion. when we reach woodlands. we purposely squeeze him in between us. reallie feel like kickin his ass lorz. n i smiled at B. great job manz. hahaz.
feel so tired now. no one is at home. goin 2 cook moi dinner le. n try 2 4get my shuai ge. coz it's reallie 2 much le. sighz.
did u ever realise tt when u wish 4 sumtin 2 happen it nv happen. but when u dun wan tt tin 2 happen it will happen. e same ting apply 2 pple. i wonder. y is it so?
dreaming awae at 8:39 PM
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
hahaz. ok hmmz. well 2dae i didnt do much lahz. wake up quite late. then was watchin tv n waitin 4 sis 2 call mi lahz. then yee ke-ow msged mi 2 complaint tt she vry sianz. so we decided 2 get e cd frm marlom 2dae. hahaz.
went 2 get e cd frm him w yee ke-ow at westmall. hahaz. was browsin thru e handphones at e m1 shop. n tink tt gorgeous's phone is still e best. hmmz. muz save money 2 buy. but quite hard arhz. considerin how much i spent on medication. sighz.
get e cd liao then went macs 2 eat lahz. n saw tis gurl frm rj arts. w her bf. hahaz. okok. then yee ke-ow n marlom were playin e toy frm macs which supposedly is 4 her bro. hahaz.
oh yahz. frm e cd. i found out who my shuai ge is liao. actuallie i m not reallie sure lahz. coz rite. e cd cum yr bk. is abit e nua. they nv specify who is who juz flash e names across. e whole class's names. so i n yee ke-ow hav 2 guess lahz. luckily 4 both of us. his class onli got 5 guys. abit e unbalanced. hahaz. even worse than yee ke-ow class n my class. n muz thanx yee ke-ow coz i didnt spot him at all. wat a failure. he's my shuai ge n i dun recognise him. hahaz. juz like yesterdae. hahaz. n we narrow his cca 2 either Outdoor Activities Club or Rugby. nua. marlom. i m sorrie. hahaz.
oh yahz. hmmz. i noe which class liao. so muz trouble pple 2 help mi da ting da ting yi xia. hahaz. aniwan noe jj pple who can keep secrets? hahaz. tell mi ok. hahaz. but he is reallie vry short. sighz. can he grow taller? i m so sad. it's e perfect height 4 yee ke-ow but not mi. wahz. y like tt? sighz.
yee ke-ow is sittin beside mi now. n she juz drop her toy 4 her bro into my cup of water. nua. n she sae tt i can type "i luv yee ke-ow". hahaz.
guest star: yee ke-ow
speech:saya now camping at estella's house. as you can see. i'm typing in perfect english. -_-". a bit. nua. anyway. i realise. i should stop using the word 'shit' everywhere. it's like. i'm talking with people halfway or something. then they'll ask me. what i want to eat. then i say. 'i don't feel like eating leh. nvm. let's go ghim moh eat some shit.' then everyone will -_-''. this is duyang's influence. coz he'll use 'wah shit' like. a million times a day. ok. enough. time to balik kampung. muahahha. ok.
so tt's e end of our guest performance. stay tuned 4 e next wan. hahaz. i m goin 2 dream of my shuai ge 2dae. erhz. wout his face. hahaz. since i cant remember his face. sighz.
dreaming awae at 5:37 PM