Friday, July 29, 2005
ok. tis will be a relatively short entry. yupz. lets c. erhz. i get over my nafpa lahz. but i will be retakin my 5 items next tues if poss. yupz. so goin 2 train lahz. since my muscle ache has subsided. hopefully i will do betta. yupz.
didnt go 2 sch on wed coz ms tang is nt ard. then if i go 2 sch i onli hav 1 period of lesson n tt is physics lecture. abit dotz lahz. summore my whole body ache so badly tt movin is a chore. so decided i shld juz pamper myself n stay in my bed. hahaz. my bro was quite pissed w mi lahz. oh well. but i refused 2 wake up n go 2 sch. hahaz. planned 2 mug at home b4 goin 2 sch but then. little did i noe. e house above mi is havin major renovations! goodness. so noisy. i can barely hear anitin else besides e drillin. so decided i shld be more hardworkin n go 2 sch early 2 do maths. yupz. e nus science. medicine n dentistry talk is abit e sianz lahz. yahz. nt reallie vry helpful since most of e tings i noe le. n frm wat e medicine person sae. i can gladly announce tt my chance of studyin in singapore is practically non existent since my chances of gettin to e interview round is so low. yupz. but i dun mind. as long as i can do sumtin i like. i dun mind where i hav 2 go n how much sacrifice i hav 2 make. yupz. so now muz study le! gd results will help mi 2 go where eva i wan.
as 4 yesterdae. erhz. hav a peaceful n unhappenin dae lahz. went home n swept e floor. mopped e floor. washed e clothes. hang e washed clothes 2 dry them. folded e clothes. n ironed my uniform. i tell u can. hahaz. i did so much household chores tt i didnt study. oopz! hahaz. n i watched project superstar!!! hahaz. erhz. basically almost all e contestants cannt sing fast songs. esp e guys. felt like coverin my ears n eyes manz. eekz! e gurlz r betta! yupz. slept rather late lahz.
n 2dae i felt so tired. oh well. wrote my gp essay outline in e mornin b4 assembly n durin civics. then wrote e actual essay durin gp. erhz. was quite badly done lahz. but then. my gp was nv gd so yahz. sighz. my handwritin is reallie unreadable towards e end. coz i hav like 5 mins 2 write my last pt n conclusion. hahaz. confirmed died. oh well. hav physics remedial which is reallie quite useful. but i was havin a splittin headache. pain u noe. after tt went 2 e gp talk by tis reallie gd writer n speaker. quite enjoyed myself. yahz.
n my papa n mama r back frm aust le!!! yeahz! so frm now on i dun hav 2 do so much household chores le. n my papa will be fetchin my 2 sch frm mondae onwards! hahaz. walkin 2 sch in e mornin made mi feel so sweaty n hot early in e mornin. summore got so mani ri didi blockin my wae when walkin. irritatin. yupz. so i still prefer my papa's car!
n tada! tis is my niece. nt mi arhz! though we looked like one another. but then. sighz. she dun like mi. everytime she c mi. she will cry! oh gosh! dotz.
i hav cuter wans. but they r in my phone n i dun noe how 2 activate e bluetooth in my com. so yahz. can sumwan pls tell mi? so i can post her pics up here! she is cute rite? hahaz. juz like mi. my cousins keep on saein tt i looked more like her mother than my sis. abit e off. hahaz. oh well. i shld end off here le. blog next time ba.
ok. tis will be a relatively short entry. yupz. lets c. erhz. i get over my nafpa lahz. but i will be retakin my 5 items next tues if poss. yupz. so goin 2 train lahz. since my muscle ache has subsided. hopefully i will do betta. yupz.
didnt go 2 sch on wed coz ms tang is nt ard. then if i go 2 sch i onli hav 1 period of lesson n tt is physics lecture. abit dotz lahz. summore my whole body ache so badly tt movin is a chore. so decided i shld juz pamper myself n stay in my bed. hahaz. my bro was quite pissed w mi lahz. oh well. but i refused 2 wake up n go 2 sch. hahaz. planned 2 mug at home b4 goin 2 sch but then. little did i noe. e house above mi is havin major renovations! goodness. so noisy. i can barely hear anitin else besides e drillin. so decided i shld be more hardworkin n go 2 sch early 2 do maths. yupz. e nus science. medicine n dentistry talk is abit e sianz lahz. yahz. nt reallie vry helpful since most of e tings i noe le. n frm wat e medicine person sae. i can gladly announce tt my chance of studyin in singapore is practically non existent since my chances of gettin to e interview round is so low. yupz. but i dun mind. as long as i can do sumtin i like. i dun mind where i hav 2 go n how much sacrifice i hav 2 make. yupz. so now muz study le! gd results will help mi 2 go where eva i wan.
as 4 yesterdae. erhz. hav a peaceful n unhappenin dae lahz. went home n swept e floor. mopped e floor. washed e clothes. hang e washed clothes 2 dry them. folded e clothes. n ironed my uniform. i tell u can. hahaz. i did so much household chores tt i didnt study. oopz! hahaz. n i watched project superstar!!! hahaz. erhz. basically almost all e contestants cannt sing fast songs. esp e guys. felt like coverin my ears n eyes manz. eekz! e gurlz r betta! yupz. slept rather late lahz.
n 2dae i felt so tired. oh well. wrote my gp essay outline in e mornin b4 assembly n durin civics. then wrote e actual essay durin gp. erhz. was quite badly done lahz. but then. my gp was nv gd so yahz. sighz. my handwritin is reallie unreadable towards e end. coz i hav like 5 mins 2 write my last pt n conclusion. hahaz. confirmed died. oh well. hav physics remedial which is reallie quite useful. but i was havin a splittin headache. pain u noe. after tt went 2 e gp talk by tis reallie gd writer n speaker. quite enjoyed myself. yahz.
n my papa n mama r back frm aust le!!! yeahz! so frm now on i dun hav 2 do so much household chores le. n my papa will be fetchin my 2 sch frm mondae onwards! hahaz. walkin 2 sch in e mornin made mi feel so sweaty n hot early in e mornin. summore got so mani ri didi blockin my wae when walkin. irritatin. yupz. so i still prefer my papa's car!
n tada! tis is my niece. nt mi arhz! though we looked like one another. but then. sighz. she dun like mi. everytime she c mi. she will cry! oh gosh! dotz.
i hav cuter wans. but they r in my phone n i dun noe how 2 activate e bluetooth in my com. so yahz. can sumwan pls tell mi? so i can post her pics up here! she is cute rite? hahaz. juz like mi. my cousins keep on saein tt i looked more like her mother than my sis. abit e off. hahaz. oh well. i shld end off here le. blog next time ba.
dreaming awae at 8:19 PM
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
followin my usual style. let mi juz warn u tt tis entry is goin 2 be long. yup. since i didnt blog 4 a wk le. so shld recall lahz. erhz. wat happen last wk.
last tues is pretti normal lahz. juz tt we cut up a pig's heart in a rather disgustin manner. hahaz. yahz. was pretti bored lahz. coz notin much 2 do. after tt went 2 watch 'Fantastic Four' w zhao yi n marlom. went 2 j8 2 watch lahz. n we were seated in between 2 couples who knew each other. abit off lahz. erhz. e show is nt reallie vry gd lahz. in my opinion lahz. as compared 2 batman! arhz! coz e endin vry anti climax. yahz. abit e sianz diao towards e back.
as 4 wed. erhz. hav pe. yahz. n becoz my class's gurlz all thot tt it is lecture no wan except mi. birdie n ymw brought pe shirt. so in end. we r e onli 3 gurls frm our class playin lahz. hahaz. erhz. let mi juz sae tis. floorball is a vry dangerous game. coz no 1. u will get wrecked unexpectedly. no 2. if ur shoes hav no grip(like mi) then gd luck 2 u. hahaz. i ran straight into e wall while tryin 2 get e ball n almost knocked ms sim down. hahaz. so funnie.
then on thurs i went 2 get my sari frm xiang2 after unsuccessfully waitin for her 2 come back e previous dae. yupz. after tt went 2 sch 2 change. quite relieved tt i still remember how 2 wear e sari. hahaz. n as expected. my class reallie nt enthu. hahaz. onli mi. marlom n kevin wore lahz. my reason for wearin is tt i wun get e chance 2 wear it animore le. yahz. for goodness sake. who will wanna wear a sari n walk ard in town? dun make sense rite. summore my sari is so pink. so AA. n it's so difficult 2 walk in e sari. movements r reallie restricted. yahz. juz wanna 2 hav a gd memory. yupz.
the 3 lone survivors frm 3K. hahaz.
my lao gong! wei ting!
Shi Hui! who looked reallie cute! hahaz.
Vicky n Shen Ye!
hav chem remedial after tt. find it quite productive. e onli subj i started revisin is chem. n all i did is juz 2 read thru e notes. erhz. i tink i need 2 work reallie harder liao. hmmz.
fridae. hav a rather peaceful dae lahz. erhz. hav physics remedial after lessons. i dun noe lahz. sumhow feel tt teachers still hav sum faith in mi no matter how lousy my grades r. n i reallie mean lousy. wat's wrong w mi lahz. i seriously dun noe. at e rate i m goin. i m headin towards doom. aniwae my parents left 4 australia 4 hols w their frens lahz. was sendin them off at e airport frm 10 plus to 11 plus. was so tired when i reached home. so startin frm then. i begin 2 do household chores le. sighz.
saturdae went 2 teach tuition. yahz. n it was my tutee's birthdae. felt rather bad tt i didnt prepare a presenz. but i noe wat 2 get 4 her le. juz need 2 settle down n go n buy n do. yupz. after tt was playin a vry intellectual game at her house. which is called 'Rush Hour'. erhz. dun be mistaken. it's nt e movie. but a game lahz. wow liao. vry addictive. i dun mind purchasin it lehz. vry fun!!! arhz.
sundae was basically spent slackin at home lahz. i cannt believe tis manz. sighz. prelims is like how near. n i m still like tt. when m i goin 2 wake up? gosh.
as 4 yesterdae. i was almost late lahz. coz my phone in e middle of e nite. hanged n shut itself off. so my alarm didnt ring lahz. woke up at 6.02 am after my bro woke mi up. gosh. when i m supposed 2 wake up at 5.35 am. erhz. almost kana a scoldin frm my bro. oopz. yahz. was supreme hungry lahz. thanx goodness my locker is loaded w food. or supposedly. or else i will need 2 starve le. e dae passed reallie peaceful lahz. hav dinner w yee keow after tt.
but 2dae is a different case lahz. hav bio prac which involved dissectin e kidney of a goat lahz. quite fun. yupz. enjoyed myself. after tt hav nafpa. which i m reallie disappointed lahz. i did e worst in items which r supposed 2 be strongest. n one of them is sit ups. my retribution for laughin at hu chen. oh my goodness! n my 2.4 is reallie cannt make it. cannt make it at all. i was so tired after e 5 items tt i feel like juz dyin rite at tt moment. hav chest pain becoz i drank cold water after doin my 5 items n b4 my 2.4 run. i feel so stupid. how can i 4get tt i cant drink cold water? how can i forget? was so tired when i was runnin e 2.4 tt i was juz shufflin my feet along. n when i tried 2 run faster in e last 2 rounds. my chest pain became worse. i hate tis! i hate tis! i juz need one more point 2 get gold. i m nt aimin much. juz a gold! y cant i get it? yahz. i noe. no 1. i onli trained like in last wk. n tt i m takin everyting at one go in 1 dae. but. y cant i juz do it? y??? i was so disappointed lahz. disappointed until i cry. it may sound silly. but i did reallie push myself. but i still cant make it. i can make it for my shuttle run which improved 1 s in e 2nd try. but y overall still like tt? n takin it alone w a whole bunch of pple whom u dun noe is horrible. reallie horrible. but ms joyce tan is reallie nice lahz. she kept on encouragin mi. n it sorta help lahz. but i tink i will be retakin my 5 items lahz. i m nt goin 2 give it up wout tryin again. i noe i can do betta. w more trainin definitely.
i realised tt i reallie cried alot tis yr lehz. every single ting also cry. abit off. oh well. i guess. i experienced more failures tis yr than in e past lahz. shld nv take tings for granted. yupz. oh well. i hav muscle ache all over now. muz thanx yee keow for accompanyin mi thruout nafpa rite. hahaz. n of course 4 being my dinner partner for e past 2 daes. doin household chores is reallie not fun. tokin abt tt. i betta go n dry e clothes n iron my uniform. or else i hav notin 2 wear 2molo. will blog soon ba.
followin my usual style. let mi juz warn u tt tis entry is goin 2 be long. yup. since i didnt blog 4 a wk le. so shld recall lahz. erhz. wat happen last wk.
last tues is pretti normal lahz. juz tt we cut up a pig's heart in a rather disgustin manner. hahaz. yahz. was pretti bored lahz. coz notin much 2 do. after tt went 2 watch 'Fantastic Four' w zhao yi n marlom. went 2 j8 2 watch lahz. n we were seated in between 2 couples who knew each other. abit off lahz. erhz. e show is nt reallie vry gd lahz. in my opinion lahz. as compared 2 batman! arhz! coz e endin vry anti climax. yahz. abit e sianz diao towards e back.
as 4 wed. erhz. hav pe. yahz. n becoz my class's gurlz all thot tt it is lecture no wan except mi. birdie n ymw brought pe shirt. so in end. we r e onli 3 gurls frm our class playin lahz. hahaz. erhz. let mi juz sae tis. floorball is a vry dangerous game. coz no 1. u will get wrecked unexpectedly. no 2. if ur shoes hav no grip(like mi) then gd luck 2 u. hahaz. i ran straight into e wall while tryin 2 get e ball n almost knocked ms sim down. hahaz. so funnie.
then on thurs i went 2 get my sari frm xiang2 after unsuccessfully waitin for her 2 come back e previous dae. yupz. after tt went 2 sch 2 change. quite relieved tt i still remember how 2 wear e sari. hahaz. n as expected. my class reallie nt enthu. hahaz. onli mi. marlom n kevin wore lahz. my reason for wearin is tt i wun get e chance 2 wear it animore le. yahz. for goodness sake. who will wanna wear a sari n walk ard in town? dun make sense rite. summore my sari is so pink. so AA. n it's so difficult 2 walk in e sari. movements r reallie restricted. yahz. juz wanna 2 hav a gd memory. yupz.
the 3 lone survivors frm 3K. hahaz.
my lao gong! wei ting!
Shi Hui! who looked reallie cute! hahaz.
Vicky n Shen Ye!
hav chem remedial after tt. find it quite productive. e onli subj i started revisin is chem. n all i did is juz 2 read thru e notes. erhz. i tink i need 2 work reallie harder liao. hmmz.
fridae. hav a rather peaceful dae lahz. erhz. hav physics remedial after lessons. i dun noe lahz. sumhow feel tt teachers still hav sum faith in mi no matter how lousy my grades r. n i reallie mean lousy. wat's wrong w mi lahz. i seriously dun noe. at e rate i m goin. i m headin towards doom. aniwae my parents left 4 australia 4 hols w their frens lahz. was sendin them off at e airport frm 10 plus to 11 plus. was so tired when i reached home. so startin frm then. i begin 2 do household chores le. sighz.
saturdae went 2 teach tuition. yahz. n it was my tutee's birthdae. felt rather bad tt i didnt prepare a presenz. but i noe wat 2 get 4 her le. juz need 2 settle down n go n buy n do. yupz. after tt was playin a vry intellectual game at her house. which is called 'Rush Hour'. erhz. dun be mistaken. it's nt e movie. but a game lahz. wow liao. vry addictive. i dun mind purchasin it lehz. vry fun!!! arhz.
sundae was basically spent slackin at home lahz. i cannt believe tis manz. sighz. prelims is like how near. n i m still like tt. when m i goin 2 wake up? gosh.
as 4 yesterdae. i was almost late lahz. coz my phone in e middle of e nite. hanged n shut itself off. so my alarm didnt ring lahz. woke up at 6.02 am after my bro woke mi up. gosh. when i m supposed 2 wake up at 5.35 am. erhz. almost kana a scoldin frm my bro. oopz. yahz. was supreme hungry lahz. thanx goodness my locker is loaded w food. or supposedly. or else i will need 2 starve le. e dae passed reallie peaceful lahz. hav dinner w yee keow after tt.
but 2dae is a different case lahz. hav bio prac which involved dissectin e kidney of a goat lahz. quite fun. yupz. enjoyed myself. after tt hav nafpa. which i m reallie disappointed lahz. i did e worst in items which r supposed 2 be strongest. n one of them is sit ups. my retribution for laughin at hu chen. oh my goodness! n my 2.4 is reallie cannt make it. cannt make it at all. i was so tired after e 5 items tt i feel like juz dyin rite at tt moment. hav chest pain becoz i drank cold water after doin my 5 items n b4 my 2.4 run. i feel so stupid. how can i 4get tt i cant drink cold water? how can i forget? was so tired when i was runnin e 2.4 tt i was juz shufflin my feet along. n when i tried 2 run faster in e last 2 rounds. my chest pain became worse. i hate tis! i hate tis! i juz need one more point 2 get gold. i m nt aimin much. juz a gold! y cant i get it? yahz. i noe. no 1. i onli trained like in last wk. n tt i m takin everyting at one go in 1 dae. but. y cant i juz do it? y??? i was so disappointed lahz. disappointed until i cry. it may sound silly. but i did reallie push myself. but i still cant make it. i can make it for my shuttle run which improved 1 s in e 2nd try. but y overall still like tt? n takin it alone w a whole bunch of pple whom u dun noe is horrible. reallie horrible. but ms joyce tan is reallie nice lahz. she kept on encouragin mi. n it sorta help lahz. but i tink i will be retakin my 5 items lahz. i m nt goin 2 give it up wout tryin again. i noe i can do betta. w more trainin definitely.
i realised tt i reallie cried alot tis yr lehz. every single ting also cry. abit off. oh well. i guess. i experienced more failures tis yr than in e past lahz. shld nv take tings for granted. yupz. oh well. i hav muscle ache all over now. muz thanx yee keow for accompanyin mi thruout nafpa rite. hahaz. n of course 4 being my dinner partner for e past 2 daes. doin household chores is reallie not fun. tokin abt tt. i betta go n dry e clothes n iron my uniform. or else i hav notin 2 wear 2molo. will blog soon ba.
dreaming awae at 10:10 PM
Monday, July 18, 2005
alrite. hahaz. as u can c. erhz. i m bloggin here. rite now. yupz. breakin my 'cycle' n e reason behind tis is. yesterdae n 2dae hav been rather interestin! yupz! hahaz.
erhz. i slept at 4 plus am on sundae. coz i was piain 'angels n demons'. yahz. tis is becoz i m tryin 2 finish e bk asap so tt i can return it 2 wang yang. slept until 9 plus n went 2 meet my darlin son at j8 at 11.30am. yahz. u didnt c wrongly. i went 2 j8. e place i hav 2 pass by every single sch dae. e place i nv bother 2 go shoppin in. e place which is so flooded w students frm dun noe how mani billions schs. e place (for dun noe wat weird reasons) always hold events n functions. n tis time. i m there 4 one of e function. e celebration party organised by Y.E.S 933. n unfortunately they dun hav A*Mei there. [sobz]. oh well.
hav brunch w darlin at long john silver. n we met tis group of guys who kept on flirtin w tis gurl who is workin there. n seriously i tink they abit e weird lahz. n maybe abit overdoin it. coz no 1. tis gurl is supposed 2 be workin. nt flirtin w customers. no 2. she is a malay. ok i m nt being racist here. but tt group of guys r all chinese. abit no link u noe? no 3. she is nt reallie pretti or hav hot bod. yahz. but she was like battling her eye lashes at them while talkin 2 them. mi n my darlin son abit e feel like pukin can. so gross. esp e guys. dotz. keep on like tokin stuff tt r reallie crap n makin a din at e place. feel like slappin them can. sighz. tokkin abt slappin them. i realised i met alot of irritatin pple recently. like tis 2 gurlz at e supermart near my house. they actuallie hav e audacity 2 cut my queue. n diaoed mi. n scold mi rite. if nt 4 e fact tt i was tired frm runnin n i dun tink they r worth my effort n energy 2 walk up 2 them. i will tell them off n sae they r 'ren2 zha1' or 'she4 hui4 pai4 lei4'. if ur chinese nt gd. erhz. dun bother tryin 2 decipher wat i m writin lahz. hahaz. i luved 2 scold pple in chinese. my fav cursin language!
aniwae. tt event starts at 2pm. but pple r alrdy there linin up at 11am? disgustin lahz. wow liao. but next wk i tink i will be one of them. since erhz. hahaz. i get 2 c pple i like!!! arhz. yesterdae was becoz my darlin son wanna support her kelly n derrick. hahaz. so i was there 2 lend her my support n my supreme gd quality camera. w it's supreme gd zoomin n stablization functions. i luv my cam! hahaz.
so here r sum photos lahz. if u wan them. erhz. can tell mi. then i send 2 u. but i may ask 4 a nominal fee. [heehee]
the 4 gurlz.
the 4 guys.
arhz. my darlin's fav...excludin e wan at e rite hand side. hahaz.
oh well. i hav more lahz. can go 2 my pictures at my 'links' 2 c. copyrited arhz. so if u wan tell mi. i send u e supreme gd quality wan. if nt erhz. then u juz hav 2 be satisfied w lousy resolution. hahaz.
then 2dae rite. i suffered severe muscle ache frm all e standin n tiptoein 2 e contestants. pain ok. then rite. we hav pe. n i ran w wu di. oh my goodness. i m goin 2 fail my 2.4!!! n i mean it. i spent abt 17 mins runnin 2.4. when my timin last yr is like 14 plus mins? i wanna die. n my standing broad jump still stagnant at 165 cm. i need at least 175 cm 2 get a C. my inclined can onli do 2!!! i wanna die! n shuttle run sure cannt make it wan. sighz. so obviously i m goin 2 do vry vry badly!!!
now all my leg muscles r screamin pain. oh well. n i hav 2 tolerate tt horrible rain tt leashed on mi. n make mi totally wet frm shoulder 2 toes. even though i m usin e umbrella. so i decided 2 wait 4 e bus n tt 2pid bus took so long 2 come!!! make mi wait 4 so long. my bag was totally soaked. so i need 2 change bag le. my tys is like wet lahz. n my shoes look rather horrid now. gosh.
but e gd ting 2dae is. i watched 'batman begins' for free!!! hahaz. causewae cathay having promotion n celebration. gosh. i like tt show! hahaz. reallie. hmmz. n i hav another shuai ge 2 add 2 my list of growin shuai ges. hahaz. gd can. i like tt show. ok enough liao. my bro wanna use com. shld blog another time ba. bye!
alrite. hahaz. as u can c. erhz. i m bloggin here. rite now. yupz. breakin my 'cycle' n e reason behind tis is. yesterdae n 2dae hav been rather interestin! yupz! hahaz.
erhz. i slept at 4 plus am on sundae. coz i was piain 'angels n demons'. yahz. tis is becoz i m tryin 2 finish e bk asap so tt i can return it 2 wang yang. slept until 9 plus n went 2 meet my darlin son at j8 at 11.30am. yahz. u didnt c wrongly. i went 2 j8. e place i hav 2 pass by every single sch dae. e place i nv bother 2 go shoppin in. e place which is so flooded w students frm dun noe how mani billions schs. e place (for dun noe wat weird reasons) always hold events n functions. n tis time. i m there 4 one of e function. e celebration party organised by Y.E.S 933. n unfortunately they dun hav A*Mei there. [sobz]. oh well.
hav brunch w darlin at long john silver. n we met tis group of guys who kept on flirtin w tis gurl who is workin there. n seriously i tink they abit e weird lahz. n maybe abit overdoin it. coz no 1. tis gurl is supposed 2 be workin. nt flirtin w customers. no 2. she is a malay. ok i m nt being racist here. but tt group of guys r all chinese. abit no link u noe? no 3. she is nt reallie pretti or hav hot bod. yahz. but she was like battling her eye lashes at them while talkin 2 them. mi n my darlin son abit e feel like pukin can. so gross. esp e guys. dotz. keep on like tokin stuff tt r reallie crap n makin a din at e place. feel like slappin them can. sighz. tokkin abt slappin them. i realised i met alot of irritatin pple recently. like tis 2 gurlz at e supermart near my house. they actuallie hav e audacity 2 cut my queue. n diaoed mi. n scold mi rite. if nt 4 e fact tt i was tired frm runnin n i dun tink they r worth my effort n energy 2 walk up 2 them. i will tell them off n sae they r 'ren2 zha1' or 'she4 hui4 pai4 lei4'. if ur chinese nt gd. erhz. dun bother tryin 2 decipher wat i m writin lahz. hahaz. i luved 2 scold pple in chinese. my fav cursin language!
aniwae. tt event starts at 2pm. but pple r alrdy there linin up at 11am? disgustin lahz. wow liao. but next wk i tink i will be one of them. since erhz. hahaz. i get 2 c pple i like!!! arhz. yesterdae was becoz my darlin son wanna support her kelly n derrick. hahaz. so i was there 2 lend her my support n my supreme gd quality camera. w it's supreme gd zoomin n stablization functions. i luv my cam! hahaz.
so here r sum photos lahz. if u wan them. erhz. can tell mi. then i send 2 u. but i may ask 4 a nominal fee. [heehee]
the 4 gurlz.
the 4 guys.
arhz. my darlin's fav...excludin e wan at e rite hand side. hahaz.
oh well. i hav more lahz. can go 2 my pictures at my 'links' 2 c. copyrited arhz. so if u wan tell mi. i send u e supreme gd quality wan. if nt erhz. then u juz hav 2 be satisfied w lousy resolution. hahaz.
then 2dae rite. i suffered severe muscle ache frm all e standin n tiptoein 2 e contestants. pain ok. then rite. we hav pe. n i ran w wu di. oh my goodness. i m goin 2 fail my 2.4!!! n i mean it. i spent abt 17 mins runnin 2.4. when my timin last yr is like 14 plus mins? i wanna die. n my standing broad jump still stagnant at 165 cm. i need at least 175 cm 2 get a C. my inclined can onli do 2!!! i wanna die! n shuttle run sure cannt make it wan. sighz. so obviously i m goin 2 do vry vry badly!!!
now all my leg muscles r screamin pain. oh well. n i hav 2 tolerate tt horrible rain tt leashed on mi. n make mi totally wet frm shoulder 2 toes. even though i m usin e umbrella. so i decided 2 wait 4 e bus n tt 2pid bus took so long 2 come!!! make mi wait 4 so long. my bag was totally soaked. so i need 2 change bag le. my tys is like wet lahz. n my shoes look rather horrid now. gosh.
but e gd ting 2dae is. i watched 'batman begins' for free!!! hahaz. causewae cathay having promotion n celebration. gosh. i like tt show! hahaz. reallie. hmmz. n i hav another shuai ge 2 add 2 my list of growin shuai ges. hahaz. gd can. i like tt show. ok enough liao. my bro wanna use com. shld blog another time ba. bye!
dreaming awae at 7:50 PM
Saturday, July 16, 2005
alrite. i m back 2 blog a supreme long entry tt's almost e same length as my gp essay. hahaz. so dun read if u dun like gp essays. hahaz. i m gettin siaoz. dotz.
ok. first of all. let mi announce 2 e whole world. i passed my common tests! yeshz! all of them. hahaz. oh gosh. i cant believe tt i m so happie abt tis. oh well. i shld be. hmmz. aniwae. i got all Es lahz. so 4 E for Estella rite. hahaz. maybe i shld change my name. wonder does it works? hahaz. as 4 gp. it's gone lahz. sighz. dun wanna tink abt it.
erhz. let mi recall wat happen in e past wk ok? lets c. hmmz. on mondae. went 2 e biopolis 4 our chem trip. erhz. fairly interestin lahz. yahz. but once again. i tink i wun embark on e journey of becomin a full time researcher. coz no 1. u hav 2 study all e wae up 2 a doctorate b4 u can be considered a scientist. aniting less than tt? a lab technician. wat a waste! no 2. u need 2 be careful n consise n hav alot of qns. which i dun. yahz. so erhz. dun tink i will enjoy doin e same ting over n over n over to e power of inifinity again juz 2 test out the hypothesis one by one. but it was an enrichin trip lahz. n i tink of e pple there quite gd lookin! arhz. her name is yan. n her voice is reallie nice! hmmz...
tuesdae rite. hav tok regardin stress management. n donita rose came 2 tok 2 us. whom i seriously dun noe who she is lahz. sorrie. i dun watch mtv. yahz. i m deprived. dun need further elaboration. after tt dr william tan tok 2 us. he is reallie inspirin. n becoz he has e belief he did it. i muz work 2wards tt frm now on. yupz.
wed rite. we played interclass games. my class played handball against 3Q. hahaz. everywan who turned up 4 pe played except mi. coz seriously i hav phobia lahz. reallie. if we r playin juz within e gurlz then i hav no worries. but we r playin w guys. who passed ball reallie hard. n i m vry scared. esp when i hav tis automatic reflex 2 try 2 intercept e ball. i dun wanna fracture my pinkie again. esp w e fact tt e 2 screws r there 2 stay till i die. if i fractured my pinkie again. i wun get juz 1 clean break. i will get mani breaks. in other words. my bone will shatter. n i dun wanna tink along tt line at all. so yahz. went 2 eat at kfc after tt w zhao yi. lilian n wei jie. n i met tt notorious ri pervert who preyed onli at ri guys. erhz. he doesnt reallie looked perverted. but after encounterin 3 perverts within 6 mths. i tink looks r reallie misleadin. hahaz. oh well. but 4 e first time. i m quite glad tt i m a gurl. hahaz. went swimmin w yee keow after tt. frm 2 plus 2 4 plus. yahz. n i m rather tanned now. hahaz. ok lahz. i look burnt. oh well. but i did exercise. after a long long while. first time i m swimmin after my fracture. notin much. except my pinkie hurts if i exert too much force. hmmz.
thurs erhz. noting much lahz. yahz. watch project super stars lahz. juz wanna sae tt those contestants r abit e stupid lahz. no offense but e songs they picked r reallie a big no no! no 1. e gurlz keep on singin stefanie's songs rite. abit e no brain lahz. come on. her album's producer+teacher+writer is sittin there among e judges. n her songs r reallie well known. once u off. everywan noes. iznt tt 2pid then wat it is? no 2. on thurs itself. i heard 3 songs frm A*Mei. my idol. yahz. u didnt c wrongly. i adore her singin. though pple complaint tt her voice hoarse n stuff. but tell u. in e mandarin pop. no wan can beat her voice. her worthy opponents r e.g. celine dion. u get my pt. n they all screwed up. esp tt 2nd female contestant. sang one of her most difficult song. aiyohz! lucky she got in or else can go n knock wall liao. so conclusion. unless u r A*Mei. dun sing her songs. coz her dynamics n power n range is reallie one of e best.
fri. erhz. went 2 eat w marlom n yee keow after sch. b4 meetin yii ean at mos burger 2 do maths. tokkin abt tt. i haven finished it. hmmz. then went 2 coronation plaza 2 meet up w xiang2 n boon2. ate dinner at a cafe w a rather interestin name 'cafe wadever' hahaz. n e featured decor is related 2 austin powers. rather dotz lahz. but e food is ok lahz. after tt went 2 e nygh foa (festival of e arts) higher music (or mep) concert. i felt so terrible. oh gosh. yahz. u didnt c wrongly. i wanna die lahz. at certain parts of e concert. it was quite bad lahz. esp when u consider e fact tt tis pple r takin music at an examinable level. [faintx]. overall. e pianists r e best lahz. e string ensemble. i dun noe wat 2 sae. so messy n keep on got pple goin out of tune. even i can hear tt it's out of tune. mi w my rather untrained ear. oh gosh. was so thanxful when their performance ended. then e sax w e piano. e sax keep on squeakin. i mean reallie keep on. i cringed at every squeak. n her tone is reallie bad. was vry thanxful when it ends. e yang qin abit e dotz can. e first few notes played r wrong liao. thanx goodness he's frm chinese high (hwa chong institution) n nt nygh. hahaz. e flute w e piano i tink nt vry gd. but yii ean sae nt bad. so erhz. maybe i dun noe how 2 appreciate. but sumhow i dun tink e flutist is gd lahz. muz be becoz i m used 2 reallie gd players. hmmz. then e clarinetist is passable lahz. she got squeaked but nt vry obvious. but 2 of her notes r rather off lahz. but got reallie gd wans. like got tis pianist. who composed tis reallie hard piece at e age of 8 yrs old. yahz. 8 yrs old. n she played it. n my jaws dropped rite. oh gosh. 2 tink i cant even play bassoon properly. then another gurl. she played her own piece also. her movement is so fluid n beautiful that i m stunned. tis r e reallie gifted wans! i m so envious!
as 4 2dae. went 2 get a birthdae presenz. n went 2 run w yee keow after tt. actuallie. it's more like i ran she cycled lahz. ran 4 15 mins ard e neighbourhood. dun noe distance. tis is in preparation 4 my 2.4 run next thurs. coz i m takin my nafpa can. tink i m goin 2 fail liao. run abit then wanna die. sighz. oh well. aimin 4 a gold. pls let mi get a gold. or else. it's reallie vry ugly on my record. sighz.
i realised tt quite alot of tings happened wout mi noeing. oh well. e ting abt nt being online 2 read blogs lahz. my bro is home liao. hav 2 go le. shall continue next time when i hav time. yahz.
alrite. i m back 2 blog a supreme long entry tt's almost e same length as my gp essay. hahaz. so dun read if u dun like gp essays. hahaz. i m gettin siaoz. dotz.
ok. first of all. let mi announce 2 e whole world. i passed my common tests! yeshz! all of them. hahaz. oh gosh. i cant believe tt i m so happie abt tis. oh well. i shld be. hmmz. aniwae. i got all Es lahz. so 4 E for Estella rite. hahaz. maybe i shld change my name. wonder does it works? hahaz. as 4 gp. it's gone lahz. sighz. dun wanna tink abt it.
erhz. let mi recall wat happen in e past wk ok? lets c. hmmz. on mondae. went 2 e biopolis 4 our chem trip. erhz. fairly interestin lahz. yahz. but once again. i tink i wun embark on e journey of becomin a full time researcher. coz no 1. u hav 2 study all e wae up 2 a doctorate b4 u can be considered a scientist. aniting less than tt? a lab technician. wat a waste! no 2. u need 2 be careful n consise n hav alot of qns. which i dun. yahz. so erhz. dun tink i will enjoy doin e same ting over n over n over to e power of inifinity again juz 2 test out the hypothesis one by one. but it was an enrichin trip lahz. n i tink of e pple there quite gd lookin! arhz. her name is yan. n her voice is reallie nice! hmmz...
tuesdae rite. hav tok regardin stress management. n donita rose came 2 tok 2 us. whom i seriously dun noe who she is lahz. sorrie. i dun watch mtv. yahz. i m deprived. dun need further elaboration. after tt dr william tan tok 2 us. he is reallie inspirin. n becoz he has e belief he did it. i muz work 2wards tt frm now on. yupz.
wed rite. we played interclass games. my class played handball against 3Q. hahaz. everywan who turned up 4 pe played except mi. coz seriously i hav phobia lahz. reallie. if we r playin juz within e gurlz then i hav no worries. but we r playin w guys. who passed ball reallie hard. n i m vry scared. esp when i hav tis automatic reflex 2 try 2 intercept e ball. i dun wanna fracture my pinkie again. esp w e fact tt e 2 screws r there 2 stay till i die. if i fractured my pinkie again. i wun get juz 1 clean break. i will get mani breaks. in other words. my bone will shatter. n i dun wanna tink along tt line at all. so yahz. went 2 eat at kfc after tt w zhao yi. lilian n wei jie. n i met tt notorious ri pervert who preyed onli at ri guys. erhz. he doesnt reallie looked perverted. but after encounterin 3 perverts within 6 mths. i tink looks r reallie misleadin. hahaz. oh well. but 4 e first time. i m quite glad tt i m a gurl. hahaz. went swimmin w yee keow after tt. frm 2 plus 2 4 plus. yahz. n i m rather tanned now. hahaz. ok lahz. i look burnt. oh well. but i did exercise. after a long long while. first time i m swimmin after my fracture. notin much. except my pinkie hurts if i exert too much force. hmmz.
thurs erhz. noting much lahz. yahz. watch project super stars lahz. juz wanna sae tt those contestants r abit e stupid lahz. no offense but e songs they picked r reallie a big no no! no 1. e gurlz keep on singin stefanie's songs rite. abit e no brain lahz. come on. her album's producer+teacher+writer is sittin there among e judges. n her songs r reallie well known. once u off. everywan noes. iznt tt 2pid then wat it is? no 2. on thurs itself. i heard 3 songs frm A*Mei. my idol. yahz. u didnt c wrongly. i adore her singin. though pple complaint tt her voice hoarse n stuff. but tell u. in e mandarin pop. no wan can beat her voice. her worthy opponents r e.g. celine dion. u get my pt. n they all screwed up. esp tt 2nd female contestant. sang one of her most difficult song. aiyohz! lucky she got in or else can go n knock wall liao. so conclusion. unless u r A*Mei. dun sing her songs. coz her dynamics n power n range is reallie one of e best.
fri. erhz. went 2 eat w marlom n yee keow after sch. b4 meetin yii ean at mos burger 2 do maths. tokkin abt tt. i haven finished it. hmmz. then went 2 coronation plaza 2 meet up w xiang2 n boon2. ate dinner at a cafe w a rather interestin name 'cafe wadever' hahaz. n e featured decor is related 2 austin powers. rather dotz lahz. but e food is ok lahz. after tt went 2 e nygh foa (festival of e arts) higher music (or mep) concert. i felt so terrible. oh gosh. yahz. u didnt c wrongly. i wanna die lahz. at certain parts of e concert. it was quite bad lahz. esp when u consider e fact tt tis pple r takin music at an examinable level. [faintx]. overall. e pianists r e best lahz. e string ensemble. i dun noe wat 2 sae. so messy n keep on got pple goin out of tune. even i can hear tt it's out of tune. mi w my rather untrained ear. oh gosh. was so thanxful when their performance ended. then e sax w e piano. e sax keep on squeakin. i mean reallie keep on. i cringed at every squeak. n her tone is reallie bad. was vry thanxful when it ends. e yang qin abit e dotz can. e first few notes played r wrong liao. thanx goodness he's frm chinese high (hwa chong institution) n nt nygh. hahaz. e flute w e piano i tink nt vry gd. but yii ean sae nt bad. so erhz. maybe i dun noe how 2 appreciate. but sumhow i dun tink e flutist is gd lahz. muz be becoz i m used 2 reallie gd players. hmmz. then e clarinetist is passable lahz. she got squeaked but nt vry obvious. but 2 of her notes r rather off lahz. but got reallie gd wans. like got tis pianist. who composed tis reallie hard piece at e age of 8 yrs old. yahz. 8 yrs old. n she played it. n my jaws dropped rite. oh gosh. 2 tink i cant even play bassoon properly. then another gurl. she played her own piece also. her movement is so fluid n beautiful that i m stunned. tis r e reallie gifted wans! i m so envious!
as 4 2dae. went 2 get a birthdae presenz. n went 2 run w yee keow after tt. actuallie. it's more like i ran she cycled lahz. ran 4 15 mins ard e neighbourhood. dun noe distance. tis is in preparation 4 my 2.4 run next thurs. coz i m takin my nafpa can. tink i m goin 2 fail liao. run abit then wanna die. sighz. oh well. aimin 4 a gold. pls let mi get a gold. or else. it's reallie vry ugly on my record. sighz.
i realised tt quite alot of tings happened wout mi noeing. oh well. e ting abt nt being online 2 read blogs lahz. my bro is home liao. hav 2 go le. shall continue next time when i hav time. yahz.
dreaming awae at 11:59 PM
Sunday, July 10, 2005
sighz. i dun noe y. but i m gettin abit e sianz abt bloggin. hahaz. maybe becoz my life is rather sianz lahz.
aniwae. like wat alot of pple hav alrdy stated. london is e city hostin olympics 2012. i was expectin paris. reallie. coz i like their video alot. hahaz. got alot of cute kids! yupz. but then. sighz. oh well. but e worst ting is tt one dae after e results is out. london under terrorist attack. it's like they targeted e workin pple. i mean normal pple who r juz workin. tryin 2 earn a livin. n students who r on their wae 2 sch. how cruel can tt be? if u attacked e military bases or wat. at least u r nt involvin e innocents rite. tis world is reallie gettin worse. an unnecessary war. n e aftermath is still rockin e country. it created instead of solved more probs. nvm. politics was nv my forte.
got back my physics n chem on wed. wat can i sae. hahaz. hmmz. i m vry happie w my results. considerin e fact tt i onli studied like 3 hours 4 each subj? n i slept at 3 am each mornin. yahz. so can passed both is like e best ting tt can happen 2 mi le. hahaz. juz hope tt i dun flunked my bio n maths 2 badly. n my gp pls passed. pls! arhz!
then thursdae is quite ok. yahz. n yee keow. dun worry. we mug 2gether ok? muz make sure prelims do betta! hahaz.
fridae went out w daddy gabriel n nanny. went 2 fish n co at wheelock place 2 meet daddy first. n hav our late lunch there. e food is ok lahz. i guess. but abit e ex. we were frozen there lahz. w their extremely strong air con. can barely feel my fingers when i m eatin. hahaz. after tt walked 2 centre pt 2 meet up w daddy's mum n sis. his sis is so cute! arhz. hahaz. reminded mi of myself 9 yrs ago. coz daddy's age difference frm his sis is e same as my own bro's age difference frm mi. met nanny there 2. b4 makin our wae 2 coffee bean 2 rot. hahaz.
here r sum of e photos. taken w my new digi cam!!! hahaz.
nanny Jun Yan n Daddy Gabriel!
the 3 of us!
mi n daddy~
yupz. n i juz received all my invest photos frm daddy. plus my clique outing. n e photos of my kids at dvc camp 4 e first wk frm francis. so yahz. will be postin sum of them here soon. but if u wanna c. then can go 2 my 'pictures' link. yahz
hmmz. as 4 yesterdae. i was sleepin my dae awae. finally managed 2 wake myself up 2 go n teach tuition. hahaz. after tt i actuallie continued 2 sleep at my tutee's house. i seriously tink tt i m developin a sleepin disorder liao.
as 4 2dae. i m goin 2 yee keow's house later 2 watch movie! hahaz. muz enjoy life abit. after tt will try 2 mug lahz. yupz. guess tt's all now. will blog later ba. hopefully. provided my bro dun ban mi frm e com. he is threatenin 2 do tt now. sighz. coz of my disasterous results. sighz.
sighz. i dun noe y. but i m gettin abit e sianz abt bloggin. hahaz. maybe becoz my life is rather sianz lahz.
aniwae. like wat alot of pple hav alrdy stated. london is e city hostin olympics 2012. i was expectin paris. reallie. coz i like their video alot. hahaz. got alot of cute kids! yupz. but then. sighz. oh well. but e worst ting is tt one dae after e results is out. london under terrorist attack. it's like they targeted e workin pple. i mean normal pple who r juz workin. tryin 2 earn a livin. n students who r on their wae 2 sch. how cruel can tt be? if u attacked e military bases or wat. at least u r nt involvin e innocents rite. tis world is reallie gettin worse. an unnecessary war. n e aftermath is still rockin e country. it created instead of solved more probs. nvm. politics was nv my forte.
got back my physics n chem on wed. wat can i sae. hahaz. hmmz. i m vry happie w my results. considerin e fact tt i onli studied like 3 hours 4 each subj? n i slept at 3 am each mornin. yahz. so can passed both is like e best ting tt can happen 2 mi le. hahaz. juz hope tt i dun flunked my bio n maths 2 badly. n my gp pls passed. pls! arhz!
then thursdae is quite ok. yahz. n yee keow. dun worry. we mug 2gether ok? muz make sure prelims do betta! hahaz.
fridae went out w daddy gabriel n nanny. went 2 fish n co at wheelock place 2 meet daddy first. n hav our late lunch there. e food is ok lahz. i guess. but abit e ex. we were frozen there lahz. w their extremely strong air con. can barely feel my fingers when i m eatin. hahaz. after tt walked 2 centre pt 2 meet up w daddy's mum n sis. his sis is so cute! arhz. hahaz. reminded mi of myself 9 yrs ago. coz daddy's age difference frm his sis is e same as my own bro's age difference frm mi. met nanny there 2. b4 makin our wae 2 coffee bean 2 rot. hahaz.
here r sum of e photos. taken w my new digi cam!!! hahaz.
nanny Jun Yan n Daddy Gabriel!
the 3 of us!
mi n daddy~
yupz. n i juz received all my invest photos frm daddy. plus my clique outing. n e photos of my kids at dvc camp 4 e first wk frm francis. so yahz. will be postin sum of them here soon. but if u wanna c. then can go 2 my 'pictures' link. yahz
hmmz. as 4 yesterdae. i was sleepin my dae awae. finally managed 2 wake myself up 2 go n teach tuition. hahaz. after tt i actuallie continued 2 sleep at my tutee's house. i seriously tink tt i m developin a sleepin disorder liao.
as 4 2dae. i m goin 2 yee keow's house later 2 watch movie! hahaz. muz enjoy life abit. after tt will try 2 mug lahz. yupz. guess tt's all now. will blog later ba. hopefully. provided my bro dun ban mi frm e com. he is threatenin 2 do tt now. sighz. coz of my disasterous results. sighz.
dreaming awae at 1:59 PM
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
erhz. juz came back frm my medical appointment at TTSH. hahaz! frm now on i can declare myself free frm animore appointments le! yeahz! my recovery is reallie gd coz now e x rae cldnt even c ani fracture at all. so my pinkie is now completely healed le. yeahz! but then. tis gives mi no more reason 2 skip lessons le. sighz. oh well. nvm. i need 2 mug aniwae.
went cyclin yesterdae w my saxes juniors. yupz. it was rainin in e mornin so i was abit e worried. but hahaz. it turned out fine in e end. but e bad ting was tt i 4got 2 bring my phone! oh dear. yahz. feel so guilty abt it. but yee keow u shld feel honoured tt ur no is e onli wan i remember ok? hahaz. cycle 4 awhile n try 2 teach siok teng how 2 cycle. apparently my teachin method dun work. so erhz. yahz. pai sehz arhz. guess tt method onli suitable 4 mi lahz. hahaz. i took 45 mins 2 learn how 2 cycle w my method. but guess everywan has different learnin styles ba.
cycle 4 awhile n my butt hurts. i can barely walk lorz. wow liao. but reallie like cyclin. esp when e wind is blowin into ur face. i feel so free n happie. hahaz. juz like e feelin i get when flyin a kite. but e bike is reallie vry lousy. n it felt so out of control tt i hav little security abt ridin on it. dun tink i m goin 2 tt bike shop again. hmmz.
went 2 yu kit's house after tt 2 rot. hahaz. n play bejeweled 2. dun noe y. but i m quite addicted 2 tt game. n e unfortunate ting is. my house com cannt play! oh well. nvm. tis gives mi less reason 2 rot online ba. hahaz.
juz wanna end off w tis. w my last appointment 2dae. my journey w my fractured pinkie ends too. come 2 tink abt it. it has been reallie a journey filled w ups n downs lahz. i shed more tears over tis than i can eva remember doin 4 other tings. e soreness. pain. r here 2 stay. guess their presence will serve as a constant reminder to mi abt e tings i learnt frm tis chapter of my life. one dae. my fear of ball games will fade. one dae. my memory of e once perfect pinkie will fade. till then. i guess i will need 2 constantly remind myself tt tis pinkie will be e wan w mi 4 my whole life.
erhz. juz came back frm my medical appointment at TTSH. hahaz! frm now on i can declare myself free frm animore appointments le! yeahz! my recovery is reallie gd coz now e x rae cldnt even c ani fracture at all. so my pinkie is now completely healed le. yeahz! but then. tis gives mi no more reason 2 skip lessons le. sighz. oh well. nvm. i need 2 mug aniwae.
went cyclin yesterdae w my saxes juniors. yupz. it was rainin in e mornin so i was abit e worried. but hahaz. it turned out fine in e end. but e bad ting was tt i 4got 2 bring my phone! oh dear. yahz. feel so guilty abt it. but yee keow u shld feel honoured tt ur no is e onli wan i remember ok? hahaz. cycle 4 awhile n try 2 teach siok teng how 2 cycle. apparently my teachin method dun work. so erhz. yahz. pai sehz arhz. guess tt method onli suitable 4 mi lahz. hahaz. i took 45 mins 2 learn how 2 cycle w my method. but guess everywan has different learnin styles ba.
cycle 4 awhile n my butt hurts. i can barely walk lorz. wow liao. but reallie like cyclin. esp when e wind is blowin into ur face. i feel so free n happie. hahaz. juz like e feelin i get when flyin a kite. but e bike is reallie vry lousy. n it felt so out of control tt i hav little security abt ridin on it. dun tink i m goin 2 tt bike shop again. hmmz.
went 2 yu kit's house after tt 2 rot. hahaz. n play bejeweled 2. dun noe y. but i m quite addicted 2 tt game. n e unfortunate ting is. my house com cannt play! oh well. nvm. tis gives mi less reason 2 rot online ba. hahaz.
juz wanna end off w tis. w my last appointment 2dae. my journey w my fractured pinkie ends too. come 2 tink abt it. it has been reallie a journey filled w ups n downs lahz. i shed more tears over tis than i can eva remember doin 4 other tings. e soreness. pain. r here 2 stay. guess their presence will serve as a constant reminder to mi abt e tings i learnt frm tis chapter of my life. one dae. my fear of ball games will fade. one dae. my memory of e once perfect pinkie will fade. till then. i guess i will need 2 constantly remind myself tt tis pinkie will be e wan w mi 4 my whole life.
dreaming awae at 4:10 PM
Sunday, July 03, 2005
ok. erhz. due 2 e fact tt i mia 4 a vry vry vry long time. tis is goin 2 be a supreme long entry. so if u dun hav time. feel irritated w long entry. or erhz juz dun wanna read abt my life. then dun continue. yupz. so no complaints arhz.
ok first of all. of course muz tok abt common tests. ok. let mi juz sae tis. i m e unbeatable lahz. i tink no wan can beat my record of studyin. i onli studied a max of 3 hours per dae 4 e subj tt was 2 be tested e next dae. i slept at ard 3 am each dae. how qiang is tt?
4 physics on wed. i blank out 4 alot of qns. coz i cldnt remember e formula tt i memorised! oh my goodness. esp 4 nuclear physics. coz i nv do e tutorial. n when i was doin e page on nuclear physics. w my page 3/4 blank n guess wat. mr benny lee walked down e row n he stopped beside mi. rite at tt moment. i wanna die. oh my goodness. i m goin 2 his remedial liao. sighz. n i feel reallie guilty. coz he reallie put in alot of efforts 2 pull my grades up. so i m nt goin 2 disappoint him 4 prelims liao.
4 maths on thurs. erhz. tt wan i nv study. reallie. i juz speed read thru all e notes. coz there r juz 2 mani topics le. hahaz. n i didnt do 40 marks. yupz. out of 100 marks. n considerin e fact tt i m 50% unsure of those tt i do. e highest i m goin 2 get is 30 marks. which is a F rite. dotz. sighz. it feels like i m studyin 4 A maths 4 O levels again. when i failed all e wae up till prelims. yahz. 2 tink i used 2 top maths in my pri sch. tis is so off.
4 chem on fri. confirmed die. i cldnt do so much qns! oh my goodness. i actuallie blank out at thermochem n kinetics rite. wat rubbish. n e rest of e topics i was so unsure tt i tink my answers r all wrong. guess i will need 2 c ms tang again. 4 remedial. sighz. chem makes my head hurts!
n of course. i m definitely goin 2 fail at least half of my subj lahz. n becoz of tis. i m goin 2 force myself 2 mug soon. like next tuesdae onwards. coz seriously. i m gettin panic attack frm e noeledge tt prelims is like 2 mths later n A levels is like 3 mths plus later. 2 all my frenz. pls nag n scold mi if u c mi slackin my time awae. i will be 4eva grateful 2 u all. thanx!
watched 'in my father's den' on fridae lahz. it's an art film n it's a M18 show. so if u r of legal age. pls try n go n watch it. coz it is seriously a vry gd show. reallie. n tokin abt tt. i wanna watch mr n mrs smith!!! arhz. sighz. but it's no longer airin animore le. i m so disappointed. oh well. nvm. at least i enjoyed in my father's den alot. yupz. it is reallie money well spent.
went 2 teach tuition yesterdae. after a 1 mth break. n saw my tutee. who is so sweet! arhz. she bought tis bear 4 my birthdae. n e special ting abt tis bear is it has a birth certificate! hahaz. yupz. it's like u go 2 e shop (time zone. arcade) then u choose e skin of e soft toy u wan. got winnie e pooh etc lahz. then u fill e bear up w cotton urself. after tt u put a heart inside e bear n sew it up. then u choose e clothin 4 e bear urself. n tada! u get e bear w it's bc. hahaz. it's so sweet lahz. i feel so touched. sighz. n guilty too. coz her midyr results r reallie horrendous! oh my goodness! i muz make sure she get at least an A2 or B3 for her A maths n maths 4 her end of yr exams. or else. i dun wanna tink abt it.
n i went shoppin 2dae! hahaz. i bought a digi cam! yupz. n i m reallie vry happie w my purchase! yupz. so frm now onwards i dun need 2 borrow digi cam frm my daddy n mummy le! but still muz thanx my daddy gabriel 4 lendin his cam 2 mi 4 investitute! yupz. feel so shuang. hahaz. it pay off 2 walk all e wae 2 sim lim square coz i get e cam at a discount of $89 as compared 2 e price frm courts etc. arhz! next time go out. i can bring cam le! yeahz! i m goin 2 mug e manual 2dae! hahaz. arhz. i luv my darlin son. we r always vry productive wheneva we go shoppin. confirmed got buy stuff wan. hahaz. but e weather is reallie vry hot. n bugis is flooded w pple. most prob becoz of e food festival there lahz.
hmmz. 2molo i m goin cyclin! arhz. let mi c. tis is e 5th time i m cyclin. hahaz. 2 tink i can actuallie remember. hahaz. i m lookin 4ward 2 it. juz hope tt i haven 4gotten how 2 cycle. hahaz. yupz. 2molo will be my official last dae of playin! yahz. supposedly lahz. muz tok myself into muggin soon le. guess tt's all.
ok. erhz. due 2 e fact tt i mia 4 a vry vry vry long time. tis is goin 2 be a supreme long entry. so if u dun hav time. feel irritated w long entry. or erhz juz dun wanna read abt my life. then dun continue. yupz. so no complaints arhz.
ok first of all. of course muz tok abt common tests. ok. let mi juz sae tis. i m e unbeatable lahz. i tink no wan can beat my record of studyin. i onli studied a max of 3 hours per dae 4 e subj tt was 2 be tested e next dae. i slept at ard 3 am each dae. how qiang is tt?
4 physics on wed. i blank out 4 alot of qns. coz i cldnt remember e formula tt i memorised! oh my goodness. esp 4 nuclear physics. coz i nv do e tutorial. n when i was doin e page on nuclear physics. w my page 3/4 blank n guess wat. mr benny lee walked down e row n he stopped beside mi. rite at tt moment. i wanna die. oh my goodness. i m goin 2 his remedial liao. sighz. n i feel reallie guilty. coz he reallie put in alot of efforts 2 pull my grades up. so i m nt goin 2 disappoint him 4 prelims liao.
4 maths on thurs. erhz. tt wan i nv study. reallie. i juz speed read thru all e notes. coz there r juz 2 mani topics le. hahaz. n i didnt do 40 marks. yupz. out of 100 marks. n considerin e fact tt i m 50% unsure of those tt i do. e highest i m goin 2 get is 30 marks. which is a F rite. dotz. sighz. it feels like i m studyin 4 A maths 4 O levels again. when i failed all e wae up till prelims. yahz. 2 tink i used 2 top maths in my pri sch. tis is so off.
4 chem on fri. confirmed die. i cldnt do so much qns! oh my goodness. i actuallie blank out at thermochem n kinetics rite. wat rubbish. n e rest of e topics i was so unsure tt i tink my answers r all wrong. guess i will need 2 c ms tang again. 4 remedial. sighz. chem makes my head hurts!
n of course. i m definitely goin 2 fail at least half of my subj lahz. n becoz of tis. i m goin 2 force myself 2 mug soon. like next tuesdae onwards. coz seriously. i m gettin panic attack frm e noeledge tt prelims is like 2 mths later n A levels is like 3 mths plus later. 2 all my frenz. pls nag n scold mi if u c mi slackin my time awae. i will be 4eva grateful 2 u all. thanx!
watched 'in my father's den' on fridae lahz. it's an art film n it's a M18 show. so if u r of legal age. pls try n go n watch it. coz it is seriously a vry gd show. reallie. n tokin abt tt. i wanna watch mr n mrs smith!!! arhz. sighz. but it's no longer airin animore le. i m so disappointed. oh well. nvm. at least i enjoyed in my father's den alot. yupz. it is reallie money well spent.
went 2 teach tuition yesterdae. after a 1 mth break. n saw my tutee. who is so sweet! arhz. she bought tis bear 4 my birthdae. n e special ting abt tis bear is it has a birth certificate! hahaz. yupz. it's like u go 2 e shop (time zone. arcade) then u choose e skin of e soft toy u wan. got winnie e pooh etc lahz. then u fill e bear up w cotton urself. after tt u put a heart inside e bear n sew it up. then u choose e clothin 4 e bear urself. n tada! u get e bear w it's bc. hahaz. it's so sweet lahz. i feel so touched. sighz. n guilty too. coz her midyr results r reallie horrendous! oh my goodness! i muz make sure she get at least an A2 or B3 for her A maths n maths 4 her end of yr exams. or else. i dun wanna tink abt it.
n i went shoppin 2dae! hahaz. i bought a digi cam! yupz. n i m reallie vry happie w my purchase! yupz. so frm now onwards i dun need 2 borrow digi cam frm my daddy n mummy le! but still muz thanx my daddy gabriel 4 lendin his cam 2 mi 4 investitute! yupz. feel so shuang. hahaz. it pay off 2 walk all e wae 2 sim lim square coz i get e cam at a discount of $89 as compared 2 e price frm courts etc. arhz! next time go out. i can bring cam le! yeahz! i m goin 2 mug e manual 2dae! hahaz. arhz. i luv my darlin son. we r always vry productive wheneva we go shoppin. confirmed got buy stuff wan. hahaz. but e weather is reallie vry hot. n bugis is flooded w pple. most prob becoz of e food festival there lahz.
hmmz. 2molo i m goin cyclin! arhz. let mi c. tis is e 5th time i m cyclin. hahaz. 2 tink i can actuallie remember. hahaz. i m lookin 4ward 2 it. juz hope tt i haven 4gotten how 2 cycle. hahaz. yupz. 2molo will be my official last dae of playin! yahz. supposedly lahz. muz tok myself into muggin soon le. guess tt's all.
dreaming awae at 8:00 PM
