Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Monday, May 31, 2004
I am. AloNe at Home. TIs is REallIe gEtTing to me...Well for e past 17 yEaRs I am on ThE SurFace of the EaRthz. I was VeRy HaPpy. BuT nOw I FeEl so TiRed. As If I am On tis TrAin. On a NeVer enDin JoUrney. I FeEl PeSsimistic. SumTin pPle who kNow mi Will neVer associate ThaT with mi. To OtHers. I am A HapPy. TalKatIve. persOn wHo lUves to joKe aroUnd And I aLwAys beLieVe thaT I am jUz thaT. UnTil ReCentLy. Is The PreSent mi the TrUe me? Or The ME tHat I Have AlwaYs knOw? I DoNt KnOw. MaYbE sOmewAN caN Help mi AnSwer thAt qUestion.
HoliDaes r here. FiNally. But I dUn FeEl anitiN. MayBe I reAllie nEed a BreAk. Well. i dun Hav MuCh TIngs to do xcept to prEpare for MaJor tEsts tt Will take place onCE sch reOpens. I rEallie Hope tt i will do Well. So tt i wun feEl as Bad as when i get Back my tesTs results. I Fail one test out of Two tests for Each Subj. Tis is Even worse Than when i was in Sec Sch.
SigHz. Tis Year Is ReaLlie a Year Of ChalLenge. i let Go of So Mani opPortUnities. N i AlwaYs tell MySelf to live a life without ReGrets. Wat RubBish.
dreaming awae at 5:37 PM