Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Friday, August 05, 2005
hmmz. we reached weekend le. yahz. which means i m movin into wk 7. n wk 10 is prelims. dotz. faintx. i tink i m goin 2 fail prelims. n tt is reallie a big nono! sighz.
erhz. let mi recall abit. i ponned sch on wed. hahaz. ok lahz. nt reallie pon lahz since i was reallie feelin physical discomfort. had fever on tues nite. tink over exert myself 4 nafpa or maybe my blister kana infection. aiyahz. wateva it is. i m a clever gurl. so i took panadol but it was reallie hard 2 sleep tt nite lahz. w a splittin headache n pain on my feet. aniwae my wed lesson is reallie crappy lahz. n i dun wan 2 go 4 chem remedial. so decided 2 pon. hahaz. n stayed at home n rest. n read Time magazine which is reallie interestin! hahaz. frm now on. i m kissin story bks gd bye n embracin Time magazines. feel so guilty tt i nv read them in e past. oopz. n major renovation is still underwae in e unit above my house. dotz.
went 2 sch yesterdae. like duh. hahaz. was a rather gd n peaceful dae lahz. since thursdae is lectures heavy. which i luved as compared 2 tutorials. i like thurs most! n hate fri n mon most. hahaz. reason? becoz thurs is rather slack n enjoyable n short! hahaz. but stayed back 4 e med n dentistry talk which is rather interestin n useful. e speaker 4 e med is vry funnie. oh my god. seriously i tink most of e docs i met all abit e siao wan. hahaz. most of them r reallie funnie. hahaz. tt reminded mi of e docs i met durin my NNI attachment. hahaz. n using e hokkien word for doctor as e website name is reallie interestin n innovative. n e consideration of usin 'missi' [older generation's wae of callin e nurses] as e website name for e nurses is hilarious. n they abandoned e idea becoz it will be awkward 4 e male nurses. so funnie. hahaz. n i realised except for IMH. i hav had been 2 all e hospitals in NHG. visited pple in all 3. attached at 2. n stayed inside 1. hahaz. so funnie. my pinkie is hurtin again. hmmz. maybe due 2 e aircon in lt 2 ba. hmmz.
as 4 2dae. it's horrible lahz. n i m nt jokin when i sae fridae is my worst dae of e wk. first i hav civics. ok. tt's juz warm up lahz. was rushin maths. then after tt is 1.5 hr of gp. lucky 2dae. we dun need 2 write essay or compre. yupz. was happily readin my Time magazine on world poverty. n it's so depressing n heart breakin 2 c all e pics n read all e stats. we r reallie vry vry fortunate. we reallie dun noe wat is meant by being poor. 2 tink i always complained tt i vry poor. but at least i m in singapore. then after tt i hav tis big chunk of 4 hours worth of lesson. 1 hr worth of maths plus 3 hours worth of physics [prac/tutorial + remedial]. if u tink tt's fun. picture 2+ hrs of bio remedial after tt. n practically frozen in lt2 in e process. thanx goodness madan lent mi his jacket. or else i would have turned into a cold blooded being. hahaz. i was like runnin awae frm sch after tt. cldnt bear 2 stay for another min inside e compound. gosh!
hav dinner w yee keow n c her in her new specs! arhz. pple nice lookin liao lorz. hahaz. then were happily laughin awae on issues. erhz. nt suitable 2 be typed here. hahaz. n found tis link on samuel's blog. quite funnie u noe. hahaz. if interested can go n take a look.
Student's Sketch Pad
will be goin 2 e scholarship dae 2molo. sighz. need 2 postpone my tuition again. oh dear. i hope she is doin well in her maths! or else i will be sacked! arhz.
dreaming awae at 9:59 PM