Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
ahha! hahaz. i m here 2 blog. after my disasterous nafpa stint. sighz. well. i didnt get e gold i wanted. though my situps improved. n overall i confirmed get gold. if n onli if. my shuttle run didnt screw itself up. my timin is so horrible i dun dare 2 listen. summore i ran until tis big patch of skin on my rite foot came off. yahz. in summary. i hav tis extremely big blister tt is still bleedin abit now. i cant believe my luck. seriously. sighz. i dun tink i m goin 2 retake everyting next wk or on 16 august. which is e last test date le. coz i m juz 2 tired 2 redo everyting again. tink i hav 2 be content w a silver ba. sighz. wat a failure.
went 4 e hc talk on sat mornin. a total waste of my time lahz. i thot e sharing session will be like engagin q n a. in e end it turned out to be juz a short speech. wat e ?!%^?! waste my time. left halfwae 2 go 2 suntec w birdie. kevin. jian hong n hao ming. yupz. 4 e straits times scholars' preview seminar. erhz. e seminar is quite gd. hahaz. e uk representative is rather funnie. hahaz. as 4 e exhibtion. it's quite crap lahz. i tink rjc scholarships dae will be more useful. yupz.
went 4 e imm project superstar ting. a total waste of my time! gosh! 4get it. i m nt goin 2 attend such events ani more. hahaz. even if i go. i will onli go 2 e wan organised by M1 coz i m a user of M1. n save myself probs n trouble squeezin w everywan. disgustin. yuckz! n met tis 2 ah bengs. wow liao. wateva lahz. knowledgable pple dun use violence n cursed words. n i m proud 2 sae i m a person who is rather knowledgable.
n hav dinner w my sis after tt. yupz. n tt includes en xin! hahaz. she is so cute lahz. i m goin 2 flood tis blog w her pics i tink. hahaz. will be uploadin later lahz.
as 4 yesterdae. i spent like 2 hours finish watchin [tian long ba bu]. hahaz. coz my bro has e vcds. i didnt like watch everyting lahz. juz scan thru. so i noe e endin liao. which is quite dotz. hahaz. n tt xi xia princess. u like nv c her face at all wan lahz. quite dotz also. yupz. e rest u can happily catch e last 2 episodes on sat lahz.
n i juz came back frm e polyclinic. my viral infection is gettin reallie worse. so went 2 c e doc lahz. who referred mi 2 national skin centre. hahaz. next 2 tan tock seng hospital. erhz. i hav great affinity 4 tt place arhz. nt tt i wanna sae tis. hahaz. hope i will survive e treatments. sighz. oh. my bro is under tremendous stress now. coz his ct class. 18 out of 20 plus pple failed chem in e most recent test. so nowadaes. he like pick one dae. n force them 2 stay back until 9 pm 2 do work. so scary lorz! wow liao. thanx goodness i m nt in his sch. but can c tt he is vry worried abt them lahz. n sum of them r my x sch mates. n he is scoldin mi nowadaes for nt studyin. sighz. A levels is reallie horrid. oh well. nvm. guess tt's all le. bye.
dreaming awae at 5:24 PM