Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Sunday, July 10, 2005
sighz. i dun noe y. but i m gettin abit e sianz abt bloggin. hahaz. maybe becoz my life is rather sianz lahz.
aniwae. like wat alot of pple hav alrdy stated. london is e city hostin olympics 2012. i was expectin paris. reallie. coz i like their video alot. hahaz. got alot of cute kids! yupz. but then. sighz. oh well. but e worst ting is tt one dae after e results is out. london under terrorist attack. it's like they targeted e workin pple. i mean normal pple who r juz workin. tryin 2 earn a livin. n students who r on their wae 2 sch. how cruel can tt be? if u attacked e military bases or wat. at least u r nt involvin e innocents rite. tis world is reallie gettin worse. an unnecessary war. n e aftermath is still rockin e country. it created instead of solved more probs. nvm. politics was nv my forte.
got back my physics n chem on wed. wat can i sae. hahaz. hmmz. i m vry happie w my results. considerin e fact tt i onli studied like 3 hours 4 each subj? n i slept at 3 am each mornin. yahz. so can passed both is like e best ting tt can happen 2 mi le. hahaz. juz hope tt i dun flunked my bio n maths 2 badly. n my gp pls passed. pls! arhz!
then thursdae is quite ok. yahz. n yee keow. dun worry. we mug 2gether ok? muz make sure prelims do betta! hahaz.
fridae went out w daddy gabriel n nanny. went 2 fish n co at wheelock place 2 meet daddy first. n hav our late lunch there. e food is ok lahz. i guess. but abit e ex. we were frozen there lahz. w their extremely strong air con. can barely feel my fingers when i m eatin. hahaz. after tt walked 2 centre pt 2 meet up w daddy's mum n sis. his sis is so cute! arhz. hahaz. reminded mi of myself 9 yrs ago. coz daddy's age difference frm his sis is e same as my own bro's age difference frm mi. met nanny there 2. b4 makin our wae 2 coffee bean 2 rot. hahaz.
here r sum of e photos. taken w my new digi cam!!! hahaz.

nanny Jun Yan n Daddy Gabriel!

the 3 of us!

mi n daddy~
yupz. n i juz received all my invest photos frm daddy. plus my clique outing. n e photos of my kids at dvc camp 4 e first wk frm francis. so yahz. will be postin sum of them here soon. but if u wanna c. then can go 2 my 'pictures' link. yahz
hmmz. as 4 yesterdae. i was sleepin my dae awae. finally managed 2 wake myself up 2 go n teach tuition. hahaz. after tt i actuallie continued 2 sleep at my tutee's house. i seriously tink tt i m developin a sleepin disorder liao.
as 4 2dae. i m goin 2 yee keow's house later 2 watch movie! hahaz. muz enjoy life abit. after tt will try 2 mug lahz. yupz. guess tt's all now. will blog later ba. hopefully. provided my bro dun ban mi frm e com. he is threatenin 2 do tt now. sighz. coz of my disasterous results. sighz.
dreaming awae at 1:59 PM