Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Friday, July 29, 2005
ok. tis will be a relatively short entry. yupz. lets c. erhz. i get over my nafpa lahz. but i will be retakin my 5 items next tues if poss. yupz. so goin 2 train lahz. since my muscle ache has subsided. hopefully i will do betta. yupz.
didnt go 2 sch on wed coz ms tang is nt ard. then if i go 2 sch i onli hav 1 period of lesson n tt is physics lecture. abit dotz lahz. summore my whole body ache so badly tt movin is a chore. so decided i shld juz pamper myself n stay in my bed. hahaz. my bro was quite pissed w mi lahz. oh well. but i refused 2 wake up n go 2 sch. hahaz. planned 2 mug at home b4 goin 2 sch but then. little did i noe. e house above mi is havin major renovations! goodness. so noisy. i can barely hear anitin else besides e drillin. so decided i shld be more hardworkin n go 2 sch early 2 do maths. yupz. e nus science. medicine n dentistry talk is abit e sianz lahz. yahz. nt reallie vry helpful since most of e tings i noe le. n frm wat e medicine person sae. i can gladly announce tt my chance of studyin in singapore is practically non existent since my chances of gettin to e interview round is so low. yupz. but i dun mind. as long as i can do sumtin i like. i dun mind where i hav 2 go n how much sacrifice i hav 2 make. yupz. so now muz study le! gd results will help mi 2 go where eva i wan.
as 4 yesterdae. erhz. hav a peaceful n unhappenin dae lahz. went home n swept e floor. mopped e floor. washed e clothes. hang e washed clothes 2 dry them. folded e clothes. n ironed my uniform. i tell u can. hahaz. i did so much household chores tt i didnt study. oopz! hahaz. n i watched project superstar!!! hahaz. erhz. basically almost all e contestants cannt sing fast songs. esp e guys. felt like coverin my ears n eyes manz. eekz! e gurlz r betta! yupz. slept rather late lahz.
n 2dae i felt so tired. oh well. wrote my gp essay outline in e mornin b4 assembly n durin civics. then wrote e actual essay durin gp. erhz. was quite badly done lahz. but then. my gp was nv gd so yahz. sighz. my handwritin is reallie unreadable towards e end. coz i hav like 5 mins 2 write my last pt n conclusion. hahaz. confirmed died. oh well. hav physics remedial which is reallie quite useful. but i was havin a splittin headache. pain u noe. after tt went 2 e gp talk by tis reallie gd writer n speaker. quite enjoyed myself. yahz.
n my papa n mama r back frm aust le!!! yeahz! so frm now on i dun hav 2 do so much household chores le. n my papa will be fetchin my 2 sch frm mondae onwards! hahaz. walkin 2 sch in e mornin made mi feel so sweaty n hot early in e mornin. summore got so mani ri didi blockin my wae when walkin. irritatin. yupz. so i still prefer my papa's car!
n tada! tis is my niece. nt mi arhz! though we looked like one another. but then. sighz. she dun like mi. everytime she c mi. she will cry! oh gosh! dotz.

i hav cuter wans. but they r in my phone n i dun noe how 2 activate e bluetooth in my com. so yahz. can sumwan pls tell mi? so i can post her pics up here! she is cute rite? hahaz. juz like mi. my cousins keep on saein tt i looked more like her mother than my sis. abit e off. hahaz. oh well. i shld end off here le. blog next time ba.
dreaming awae at 8:19 PM