Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
erhz. juz came back frm my medical appointment at TTSH. hahaz! frm now on i can declare myself free frm animore appointments le! yeahz! my recovery is reallie gd coz now e x rae cldnt even c ani fracture at all. so my pinkie is now completely healed le. yeahz! but then. tis gives mi no more reason 2 skip lessons le. sighz. oh well. nvm. i need 2 mug aniwae.
went cyclin yesterdae w my saxes juniors. yupz. it was rainin in e mornin so i was abit e worried. but hahaz. it turned out fine in e end. but e bad ting was tt i 4got 2 bring my phone! oh dear. yahz. feel so guilty abt it. but yee keow u shld feel honoured tt ur no is e onli wan i remember ok? hahaz. cycle 4 awhile n try 2 teach siok teng how 2 cycle. apparently my teachin method dun work. so erhz. yahz. pai sehz arhz. guess tt method onli suitable 4 mi lahz. hahaz. i took 45 mins 2 learn how 2 cycle w my method. but guess everywan has different learnin styles ba.
cycle 4 awhile n my butt hurts. i can barely walk lorz. wow liao. but reallie like cyclin. esp when e wind is blowin into ur face. i feel so free n happie. hahaz. juz like e feelin i get when flyin a kite. but e bike is reallie vry lousy. n it felt so out of control tt i hav little security abt ridin on it. dun tink i m goin 2 tt bike shop again. hmmz.
went 2 yu kit's house after tt 2 rot. hahaz. n play bejeweled 2. dun noe y. but i m quite addicted 2 tt game. n e unfortunate ting is. my house com cannt play! oh well. nvm. tis gives mi less reason 2 rot online ba. hahaz.
juz wanna end off w tis. w my last appointment 2dae. my journey w my fractured pinkie ends too. come 2 tink abt it. it has been reallie a journey filled w ups n downs lahz. i shed more tears over tis than i can eva remember doin 4 other tings. e soreness. pain. r here 2 stay. guess their presence will serve as a constant reminder to mi abt e tings i learnt frm tis chapter of my life. one dae. my fear of ball games will fade. one dae. my memory of e once perfect pinkie will fade. till then. i guess i will need 2 constantly remind myself tt tis pinkie will be e wan w mi 4 my whole life.
dreaming awae at 4:10 PM
