Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Monday, July 18, 2005
alrite. hahaz. as u can c. erhz. i m bloggin here. rite now. yupz. breakin my 'cycle' n e reason behind tis is. yesterdae n 2dae hav been rather interestin! yupz! hahaz.
erhz. i slept at 4 plus am on sundae. coz i was piain 'angels n demons'. yahz. tis is becoz i m tryin 2 finish e bk asap so tt i can return it 2 wang yang. slept until 9 plus n went 2 meet my darlin son at j8 at 11.30am. yahz. u didnt c wrongly. i went 2 j8. e place i hav 2 pass by every single sch dae. e place i nv bother 2 go shoppin in. e place which is so flooded w students frm dun noe how mani billions schs. e place (for dun noe wat weird reasons) always hold events n functions. n tis time. i m there 4 one of e function. e celebration party organised by Y.E.S 933. n unfortunately they dun hav A*Mei there. [sobz]. oh well.
hav brunch w darlin at long john silver. n we met tis group of guys who kept on flirtin w tis gurl who is workin there. n seriously i tink they abit e weird lahz. n maybe abit overdoin it. coz no 1. tis gurl is supposed 2 be workin. nt flirtin w customers. no 2. she is a malay. ok i m nt being racist here. but tt group of guys r all chinese. abit no link u noe? no 3. she is nt reallie pretti or hav hot bod. yahz. but she was like battling her eye lashes at them while talkin 2 them. mi n my darlin son abit e feel like pukin can. so gross. esp e guys. dotz. keep on like tokin stuff tt r reallie crap n makin a din at e place. feel like slappin them can. sighz. tokkin abt slappin them. i realised i met alot of irritatin pple recently. like tis 2 gurlz at e supermart near my house. they actuallie hav e audacity 2 cut my queue. n diaoed mi. n scold mi rite. if nt 4 e fact tt i was tired frm runnin n i dun tink they r worth my effort n energy 2 walk up 2 them. i will tell them off n sae they r 'ren2 zha1' or 'she4 hui4 pai4 lei4'. if ur chinese nt gd. erhz. dun bother tryin 2 decipher wat i m writin lahz. hahaz. i luved 2 scold pple in chinese. my fav cursin language!
aniwae. tt event starts at 2pm. but pple r alrdy there linin up at 11am? disgustin lahz. wow liao. but next wk i tink i will be one of them. since erhz. hahaz. i get 2 c pple i like!!! arhz. yesterdae was becoz my darlin son wanna support her kelly n derrick. hahaz. so i was there 2 lend her my support n my supreme gd quality camera. w it's supreme gd zoomin n stablization functions. i luv my cam! hahaz.
so here r sum photos lahz. if u wan them. erhz. can tell mi. then i send 2 u. but i may ask 4 a nominal fee. [heehee]

the 4 gurlz.

the 4 guys.

arhz. my darlin's fav...excludin e wan at e rite hand side. hahaz.
oh well. i hav more lahz. can go 2 my pictures at my 'links' 2 c. copyrited arhz. so if u wan tell mi. i send u e supreme gd quality wan. if nt erhz. then u juz hav 2 be satisfied w lousy resolution. hahaz.
then 2dae rite. i suffered severe muscle ache frm all e standin n tiptoein 2 e contestants. pain ok. then rite. we hav pe. n i ran w wu di. oh my goodness. i m goin 2 fail my 2.4!!! n i mean it. i spent abt 17 mins runnin 2.4. when my timin last yr is like 14 plus mins? i wanna die. n my standing broad jump still stagnant at 165 cm. i need at least 175 cm 2 get a C. my inclined can onli do 2!!! i wanna die! n shuttle run sure cannt make it wan. sighz. so obviously i m goin 2 do vry vry badly!!!
now all my leg muscles r screamin pain. oh well. n i hav 2 tolerate tt horrible rain tt leashed on mi. n make mi totally wet frm shoulder 2 toes. even though i m usin e umbrella. so i decided 2 wait 4 e bus n tt 2pid bus took so long 2 come!!! make mi wait 4 so long. my bag was totally soaked. so i need 2 change bag le. my tys is like wet lahz. n my shoes look rather horrid now. gosh.
but e gd ting 2dae is. i watched 'batman begins' for free!!! hahaz. causewae cathay having promotion n celebration. gosh. i like tt show! hahaz. reallie. hmmz. n i hav another shuai ge 2 add 2 my list of growin shuai ges. hahaz. gd can. i like tt show. ok enough liao. my bro wanna use com. shld blog another time ba. bye!
dreaming awae at 7:50 PM