Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Monday, June 27, 2005
well. decided i shld blog now n try nt 2 come online as much as i do 4 2molo n e rest of e wk lahz. sighz.
so shld tok abt saturdae. hmmz. went 2 my sis's mother in law house. hahaz. abit e cheem lahz. yahz. 4 my niece's supposedly party. yupz. my niece is 4 mths old liao. n she is gettin cuter n cuter. juz like mi. hahaz. dun puke ok. reallie got pple sae tt we look quite similar. hahaz. so does tis mean i m cute 2? okok. enought rubbish. aniwae. it seemed 2 be a gathering of babies lahz. w my cousin' baby daughter who is also called enxin aka natalie. she is now officially known as da en xin coz she is older by 10 daes. hahaz. n my sis's fren's son is cute too. hahaz. in summary. there's alot of babies lahz. n e mothers all swop e babies 2 carry. hahaz.
after tt went home n tried 2 mug lahz. but nt reallie vry successful lahz. sighz.
sundae noon went 2 causewae pt 2 shop w win2 2 stock up my locker w food so tt i will nt starve in e comin wks n months in which i will be muggin 4 prelims n A levels. hahaz. i bought so much stuff tt i m amazed at myself. hahaz. after tt was walkin ard causewae pt lahz. n lookin 4 jacket. coz e current wan i m wearin. belonged to my bro. thus makin it at least 9 yrs old le. n it is seriously goin 2 fall apart. so 2 pple who still owe mi birthdae presenz. tis is a direct hint tt i wan a jacket! hahaz. yupz.
so was studyin after tt at 7 pm. yahz. as readin newspaper 4 ard 2 hours b4 tt. erhz. ok i m nt being vry practical here. but i m reallie shocked at e picture of olinda! oh my goodness. she looked...so weird n unproportional! sorrie. but i reallie tink tt she looks much betta in e past. yahz. 2 mi. dun hav 2 be skinny. juz be slim n proportional lookin can liao. like irene ang like tt. tis is reallie abit e overdoin it liao.
i was still writin notes 4 e first few agricultural biotechnology notes b4 i realise tt i m being stupid n unproductive. sighz. so decided 2 juz read n memorise as much stuff as poss. slept at 2.45 am.
so 2dae paper is die lahz. i onli finished readin biotechnology n meiosis n mitosis. e rest i nv touched at all can. so obviously waitin 2 die lahz. summore i did e wrong essay qn!!! oh my goodness! y did i do i sewage wan when i wasnt sure of wat i remembered! by e time i realised my mistake. i onli hav 10 mins left. it's was 2 late 2 swap 2 e gene banks wan (which i had made personal notes lorz!) wateva. i m juz gettin ready 2 be in 4 all e rememdials liao. my life is reallie horrid! n i hav no wan 2 blame except myself.
quotin frm sumwan. it's alrite 2 fail all e tests in rj. juz make sure at A levels i get all As then can liao. coz ultimately. it's A levels tt matters. may i move on frm now on w tis goal in mind.
dreaming awae at 2:15 PM
