Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
well. muggin has nt been goin on vry well 4 mi. sighz. 2dae is e dae i officially started 2 mug. n guess wat. i onli like finish readin magnetism notes rite. i m dead. let mi juz proclaim tt i m dead. sighz.
aniwae e dae began w mi goin 2 mug w win2. yupz. supposed 2 be a vry productive dae. but e ting is. i slept at 2 am in e mornin. coz i was packin my notes etc wat. so yahz. i was rather sleepy. keep on dozin off while tryin 2 mug. then guess wat. we met a pervert rite. at fuchun community club study rm. yahz. i cant believe my luck. tis is e 3rd pervert i met in like tis yr? which is like onli 6 mths lahz.
he keep on lookin at us. n smilin at us. win2 almost went up n box him. hahaz. so funnie. then rite. he practically camp there lahz. i tink he stayed there lorz. it's so disgustin. so he left e study rm 2 dun noe go where. n shortly. we left 2. 2 eat lahz.
after eatin n tryin 2 mug in e much noiser environment. we went 2 e toilet. n on our wae there we met e pervert again! oh my. n he actuallie walked near us n stepped between e 2 of us. i quickly stepped out of e wae n we entered e toilet immediately 2gether. it's so disgustin! wow liao!
no 1. i muz sae. i m nt wearin sch uniform like e previous 2 times. no 2. i m nt wearin a skirt or ani revealin clothing. n win2 also. unless u consider shorts revealin lahz.
i cant believe it. izzt becoz i m 18 tis yr or wat? wat e ?!%?
so aniwae. we decided tt muggin is nt productive 4 e 2 of us. n we decided 2 stroll ard rite. hahaz. we r such bad study companion 4 each other. n ended up at causewae pt rottin awae. oh my! 4get it manz. i decided. i shld juz stay at home n mug. or else i wun be able 2 study anitin! oh gosh! A levels is like 4 mths later! n i m still here slackin! i m dead.
so frm 2molo onwards i m goin 2 stay at home n mug. n mug n mug n mug. yupz. i hope i hav enough self discipline 2 c mi thru. sighz. n i m still debatin whether i shld go 2 e dvc gatherin on fridae. oh dear. sighz. we shall c how much i finished by 2molo. sighz.
dreaming awae at 10:38 PM
