Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Saturday, June 11, 2005
well. juz woke up after a nap. yupz. feelin abit disorientated now. hmmz. shld try 2 write down wat happened durin work first.
wednesdae. we did rockets n i hav fun launchin e rockets w a pump etc. hahaz. juz tt e results r nt as gd as e past classes n dun noe y also. sighz. n my teacher n fellow leader was kana scolded by tt irritatin woman. n becoz i was downstairs preparin e launchin of e ro-kit set i was spared. or else i will give her e utmost 'buai song' face. i juz dislike her immersely lorz. tt irritatin woman! went shoppin w mas after tt 2 buy sandals. yahz. so now e previously sandals-less estella has a pair of sandals! yeahz! ok i m mad.
thursdae. we went 2 e navy museum. which is a total wasted trip coz e curator is on leave thus no guided tour. n e 3D show is cancelled due 2 technical probs. yahz. so basically e children was bored n they didnt learn anitin much lahz. after tt built a glider which was quite fun! hahaz. spent like e whole nite tryin 2 rush finish e drawings 4 e kids. n i slept at 2 plus am. after tryin 2 finish packin my stuff 4 chalet also.
fridae. did e moon buggy which is nt vry successful. but overall e kids hav fun. then after tt we did e skit w them. hahaz. muz sae tt mi n joanna r reallie a great pair of actors. we worked reallie well w each others. hahaz. e skit is rather funnie. ok lahz. n quite lame. but basically e kids hav fun wat. hahaz. met joyce n her sis. hahaz. she arhz. nv fails 2 suan mi wan. 4eva like tt. sighz. n one of e first tings she asked mi was 'is yee keow n yu jin 2gether?' hahaz. i can picture yee keow's face immediately. so funnie. hahaz. met tammy also. rj senior. j6. who also worked in dvc. hahaz. was gossipin w her. arhz. i thrive on gossip. hahaz. collected my 2nd pay check 4 e mth. went 2 boon lay w mas b4 goin 2 pasir ris. sighz. feel rather sad tt i m nt workin next wk. but nvm. at least i get 2 study le! arhz!!!
so followin tradition. tis r e kids i taught tis wk.
Kristin. Joseph. Emmanuel. Li Peng. Xin Yi. Christopher. Stefanie. Joshua. Bryan. Xiao Lei. Harrison. Casey. Natalie. Sankari. Utkarsha. Jeffery. Sung Hun. Yong Yao. Chloe. Francis. (last 2 didnt complete camp)
aniwae e trip frm boon lay all e wae 2 pasir ris is reallie nv endin. i reached e chalet at like 8 plus? hahaz. overall didnt do much lahz. juz played quite alot of mahjong n won quite a lot. first time in history. hahaz. n playin mahjong w du yang is reallie hilarious. hahaz. he will like sprout vulgarities every second or so. n was almost forced 2 strip coz he lost all his chips. hahaz. didnt manage 2 chat or so. coz everywan was so tired. includin mi. so went 2 sleep at 5 plus. n was feelin so cold!
was so tired 2dae tt i slept on 168 until e bus reaches woodlands n i still dun noe. so pai sehz. feel reallie drained of energy. next time wun dare 2 do such tings animore le. hahaz. oh well. i need 2 get sum food now. feelin reallie hungry. onli ate breakfast. hmmz.
dreaming awae at 6:00 PM