Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Monday, June 06, 2005
u noe when u feel reallie exhausted. n it doesnt help when u hav been havin diarrhea e whole wk. i guess i juz nt suitable 2 eat e food provided at e camp. now my stomach is in a vry uneasy state. i dun noe lahz. it was so bad tt i can barely force myself 2 eat 2dae. samantha has 2 go out 2 get food 4 mi. n i feel reallie guilty. n e worst part is. i still cant eat much. sighz.
2dae is e first dae of my 2nd wk w e camp. tis time w B7. e gd ting is. i reallie like my teacher n fellow leader vry much. e bad ting is. all of us r so blur tt alot of hiccups occurred along e wae. alot of our expts dun work. n it reallie reflected badly on us. esp boon khing. sighz. luckily i managed 2 get e 'super duper ancient' ammeter 2 work in time. it's tt kind analogue wan. nt e digital i m so used 2. it's so ancient tt e needle will deflect 4 awhile. n if u were 2 knock e table it was restin on. it will juz go back 2 zero! wat e ?!%^!?
in e end i hav 2 resort 2 slammin e lemon everytime tt happen. n miraclously e needle will deflect again. hahaz. i m such a genius. but seriously they need 2 change e equipment! n we r doin electrochem stuff w them rite. rubbish lahz. wow liao. i learnt such tings in depth now in jc2 n they r learnin in pri 4 n 5. wat logic?
another supreme irritatin expt is e electromagnet wan. e tings tt were given 2 us r so old n over used tt i dun noe wat 2 sae also. do u noe e expt fail until i wanna knock myself on e wall? in e end i cldnt take it n spent my tea break tryin all means 2 make it work includin rubbing off e rust on e iron nail w a sand paper. n it's so gross tt i m abit irritated. then i hav 2 search high n low 4 a new battery n lastly i hav 2 dig 4 a much thicker wire 2 coil ard e nail. n 'huang tian bu fu ku xin ren'. it works!!! i was so happie tt i shouted in joy in e classrm lahz. but nobody was there! sighz. everywan else was happily makin popcorn downstairs. hahaz. oh well. it's alrite. but i feel so proud of myself!!! hahaz.
missed mas vry vry much. hahaz. n i sorta feel sorrie 4 her. coz she hav 2 do so much work now. sighz.
aniwae i went shoppin w my darlin son yesterdae. n i made alot of purchase. managed 2 get sum birthdae presenz 4 sumwan. hahaz. was quite happie. luved 2 go shoppin w my darlin son. coz we r reallie gd shoppin mates! yupz. i need 2 buy a digi cam soon. unless my bro buy wan lahz. hahaz. i m waitin 4 him 2 buy. coz his old wan is spoilt! sighz. or else i hav no camera 2 take pics on invest. how? how? how?
my eyes r goin 2 close soon. but b4 closin. let mi post sum of e old photos frm last yr nov-dec camp up here. hahaz. tis r e kids i taught last yr. e pri 2-3 kids. as 4 last wk kids i will post them later lahz. when i get e photos frm francis n i scanned them in or otherwise. bring back alot of fond memories. lookin at e photos. hahaz.
my kids frm e 1st wk of e Nov/Dec camp

my kids frm e 2nd wk of e Nov/Dec Camp



so do u tink they r cute? hahaz. all these kids r frm pri 2 n 3. yahz. now shld go on 2 e teachin stuff...

angel. kah ming. samantha. mi. naveen. joanna.
we r e crazy pple. hahaz. almost brought down e whole zoo n sungei buloh park. hahaz. fond memories manz. well shld end off here le. yupz.
dreaming awae at 9:53 PM