Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
todae is investiture. yupz. e last page of my band chapter. feel reallie nostalgic watchin all e videos. hav reallie a great time laughin at some parts esp those tt contains du yang. so funnie! hahaz. but muz sae e last part of e movie/video is reallie vry touchin. i luv my juniors! arhz! yupz. hahaz. u noe who u r. so i dun need 2 sae so much rite? hahaz.
went 2 wild wild wet yesterdae. w lulu n xiu li. as we were rather bored n sianz. we decided 2 call ourselves 'lulu. lala n lili'. hahaz. it's so funnie. so we r officially known as e 3 'll'. hahaz. ok i m lame. hahaz.
hav quite a fun time at www. yupz. enjoyed myself quite alot except i keep on slippin n fallin down at all poss places. so now i hav quite alot of bruises n blisters n open wounds. everyting is fairly alrite except 1 ride which i screamed until i dun noe wat i m doin. 4 those who learned physics. u shld noe abt tt at e turnin pt. v=0. so e obj will be stationary 4 awhile. in tis lapse of time. my heart stop beatin! oh my goodness. i was so scared lahz. dotz.
aniwae there's notin much there lahz. so basically i wun go there again liao in e future. yupz. but reallie enjoyed e time spent w lulu n lili. hahaz.
met e rest of e clique 4 dinner at orchard. nydc. wheelock place. hav a great time there. hahaz. yupz n we ordered desserts 2 be shared among us. i tell u arhz. it's reallie vry sinful! hahaz. i need 2 exercise! arhz.
reached home rather late. was too tired 2 complete all e invest presenz. sighz. feel reallie vry guilty. sighz. oh well. nvm. i can always give e presenz later. yupz. hope all my batchmates dun mind.
was on a photo spree after e presentation. hahaz. daddy i luv u!!! thanx 4 ur cam. or else i will die liao. hahaz. was like snappin photos w all my batchmates. hahaz. so happie! yupz. thanx 2 all who hav given mi cards n presenz. luv u all reallie vry vry much. feelin rather tired now. so maybe will write my individual thanx u speech in a later entry.
but juz wanna sae tt u guys hav been great. wout u all. i wun be here. i will nv hav managed 2 struggle thru everyting. thanx 4 everyting u hav done 4 mi. thanx 4 all e memories we hav shared. i luv u guys lotsa!
dreaming awae at 9:00 PM
