Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
seriously speakin. i dun wanna go sungei buloh again. unless it's 4 leisure purpose. draggin 20 kids w u 2 sungei buloh where they complaint abt mosquitoes. e heat. e walkin is more than enough 4 aniwan lahz. n e ting is we spent like almost e whole dae there 2dae can. sighz. n there is like no toilet facilities 4 e kids lahz. feel quite sorrie 4 sum of them who desperately wanna go 2 toilet. hahaz.
but i did hav sum fun 2dae lahz. hahaz. made a 'bird nest' usin a big leave. string. toothpick. cotton wool. dry grasses. quite fun. n one of e kids gave mi his bird nest. hahaz. n i challenged e kids durin e drawin com. hahaz. was quite happie w my creation lahz. so was happily showin off. hahaz. coz i finished in like 15 mins? hahaz. but then all e other leaders n teachers upon hearin tt i drew tt pic. sae it's vry lousy 4 my standard. wat e ?!*%!? sighz. n e worst ting is i left my colour pencils there!!! it's like how new lahz!!!
was so late tt e bus uncle scolded mi. sighz. oh well. after tt then realise he wasnt reallie serious scoldin lahz. juz complainin abit. ok. but seriously goin 2 sungei buloh durin mid yr is one of e most stupid ting 2 do. coz there is like no migratory birds 4 u 2 c!
dun noe becoz of e heat. or my multi purpose sports/sch shoes. i hav blisters now! sighz. so now legs/feet pain pain. oh well. guess i will survive lahz. n i m gettin home later n later. i juz hate e bus 961. it nv fails 2 make mi wait until i wanna knock my head onto e nearest pillar. n i realise tt woodlands library dun hav picture bk on birds! wat rubbish. oh well. nvm. i m nt lookin 4ward 2 2molo at all. coz it looks reallie horrendous. but maybe playin w rocket n gettin wet will cheer mi up abit. hmmz.
dreaming awae at 9:45 PM