Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Sunday, June 19, 2005
ok. i hav been abit e miain. well. shall blog first. b4 i get down 2 serious muggin 4 chem! arhz! i hav Mock Test 2molo!!! n i onli noe it like e dae b4? wat e?!%!
was reallie exhausted lahz. hahaz. muz be due 2 e fact tt i m out like everydae? yahz. so aniwae. was dragged to c a chinese physician by my mother regardin my eva present shoulder n neck pain. experienced acupunture n e hot air bottle tings tt chinese physicians do 4 e first time in my life. quite an experience arhz. aniwae. e chinese physician suspected tt i might hav injured my neck lahz. so sent mi 4 x rae. n it costs $63? oh my goodness. i m goin 2 faint. hahaz. so yahz. now i hav nt onli my pinkie x rae w mi. but also my neck rite. hahaz. lucky 4 mi i dun hav ani fracture. whether hairline or wat. juz tt i sprained my neck b4. but b4 it can fully recovered. i dun noe do wat then worsen it. so it aches continually 4 like 6 yrs? hahaz. i m vry qiang rite?
so after e x rae i went home 2 sleep. n halfwae was awoken by a rather urgent yet amusin phone call. shld nt elaborate. after tt was forcin myself 2 at least read sum of my notes so tt i will start muggin. but nt vry effective lahz. hahaz.
went 2 hav dinner w mas. sam n francis after tt. at lot 1. n it is like how crowded. sighz. 4 goodness sake lahz. hav sum common sense n dun put e power rangers show in such a small shoppin centre. i cant even take e escalator in peace. hav a reallie enjoyable evenin w them. though sum if not most of e stuff tt was discussed r reallie R21. hahaz. yahz. so obviously i was lost alot of times along e wae. but it was reallie fun. hahaz.
went out w win2 2 kbox on fridae. n sang like dun noe how out of key! oh my goodness. it's so disgustin. hahaz. oh well. i shld go n prac more n ensure tt i sound betta. so as 2 make myself feel betta. hahaz.
then yesterdae went 2 e youth challenge headquarters 4 e first time. quite an eye opener lahz. saw e photos of my nynpcc seniors who r involved in yc also. yahz. almost lost our wae there. hahaz. cannt blame mi horz. it's reallie quite ulu. yahz. after tt went shoppin w yee keow 2 find a swim suit. coz my swim suit of ard 5 yrs is dyin. was quite happie w my purchase! hahaz. yupz. so i can like finally go swimmin soon. i missed swimmin. haven swim 4 ard half a yr liao. mostly becoz of my pinkie. sighz. oh well. i m lookin 4ward 2 swimmin!
as 4 2dae. hav notin much lahz. juz slackin online n procastinatin studyin. feel quite bad. oh well. i shld make an effort nt 2 fail. yupz! tt's e spirit! wish mi luck. sighz.
dreaming awae at 3:23 PM
