Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Monday, June 13, 2005
ok. juz reached home abt half an hr ago. yupz. my bro is out of country again! yeahz! i hav e com 2 myself! hahaz. so happie! aniwae. i realised tt my bro bought a new digi cam!!! arhz. but i doubt he will lend it 2 mi aniwae. coz it cost like 600 plus? if i was him. i definitely wun lend it 2 my younger sis who has a tendency 2 spoil stuff. hahaz. i m like supreme accident prone. hahaz. so funnie.
well. yesterdae went out w my dear darlin son again. 2 watch magadascar. hahaz. it's quite funnie lahz. hahaz. yupz. n we went shoppin 2. bought quite a few pairs of earings n i m quite satisfied w my purchase. shld stop goin shoppin le. i m like how broke liao. hmmz.
went dinner w my family n c my little niece. who has grown fatter! yupz. she looks more like a normal chubby baby now. so cute!!! hahaz. if poss i will try 2 post her photos up here. yupz. taken w my 1 megapixels cam phone. i hope it turns out fine. hahaz.
i sorta understand y my sis marry my brother in law now. coz he is reallie a great father. at least frm wat i c now lahz. e baby started cryin when we were abt 2 start eatin. so erhz. my sis didnt eat n start 2 feed e baby. while my bro-in-law is like eatin vry fast. after tt he took over my sis's place n feed e baby. e wae he try 2 help e baby burp is reallie vry heart warmin. can c e luv in his eyes. i m so happie 4 e 3 of them. such a happie family.
went 4 my last occupational therapy 2dae. hahaz. was happily chattin awae w my therapist. yupz. so apparently she is vry satisfied w my progress so i dun hav 2 c her animore. after tt went 2 meet up w my insurance agent aka my sis's fren. n signed e insurance form. now did i realise tt i cld hav stay in a higher class ward n stayed 4 a longer period of time so tt e amt i can claim will be much more. oh well. guess it's ok lahz. juz hope tt i dun hav 2 go thru all of tt again. yupz.
went 2 douby ghaut 2 buy stuff b4 headin back 2 woodlands 2 buy stuff 4 invest. n i realise tt they dun hav enough 4 mi! arhz! so sighz. i guess i hav 2 come up w sumtin again. after tt head down 2 bukit timah 2 meet up w sam n mas they all. hahaz. was happily disturbin classes. oopz. then went 2 eat w mas. n loiter ard jurong pt.
will be goin 2 wild wild wet 2molo n meetin my 408 clique 4 dinner. yupz. apparently i haven start 2 study yet. so. i tink i m goin 2 fail my cts. sighz. oh well. shld try 2 mug soon. MUG!!!
dreaming awae at 11:15 PM