Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
in conclusion. 2dae is a bad dae. a traumatisin dae. oh well.
first i didnt do my physics tutorial. n mrs tan is observin e lesson 2dae. so it's rather obvious tt i didnt do my tutorial b4 e lesson. hope it didnt affect how she assess mr lee. sighz.
next i screw up my spa. yahz. my last spa of e yr. my last spa 4 chem. coz i subsitute e wrong pressure into e eqn. i substitue atmospheric pressure instead of e pressure of e gas. so both my R values r wrong. great manz. tis is juz so gd rite. sighz. y muz i screw up all my spas? wateva. i tink i need a perfect score 4 my theory paper in order to get an A for all my subjects esp physics. there is no 1 single physics spa which i didnt make a fool of myself. excellent.
n guess wat. e worst is yet 2 come. after chem i went home. alone. so i board e train after like waitin 4 ages. n as a model passenger. i moved to e centre of e carriage so tt i will nt hinder e movement of other passengers. i was listenin to my phone (mp3 player) n holdin my translucent green colour file infront of mi w chong keat's maths tutorial rite at e front of e file. n guess wat. there is tis weird middle age guy who resemble mr sim. founder of CREATIVE. sittin rite in front of mi. n starin at my file. i decided to juz ignore him n was happily listenin to my songs. when i looked down n realised tt he is smilin at mi!!!
oh my goodness! i m like how freaked out lahz! wow liao. first of all. i muz sae tt i dun noe who is he. no 2. he look vry uncle like n tis gives mi creeps. n he juz keep on smilin at mi. as if he noe mi vry well like tt. i pretend to look awae n after awhile i decided to juz glance at him 2 c whether he is still starin at mi. lo n behold. he is actuallie still starin at mi n smilin!!! oh my goodness. i almost ran 4 my life lahz. wow liao.
if u tink tt i m over reactin. i can straightawae tell u tt i m nt. coz i encountered a weirdo/pervert at e beginnin of e yr. when i was returnin frm sch at ard 8 plus pm. he entered e lift w mi n juz suddenly turned towards mi. i was so scared tt i lost my sleepiness in like 1 second. i was in e 'ready to fight' position n thanx goodness i lived on e 6th floor. i dun wanna tink wat may happen if i live on e 11th floor. n he is ard my age or slightly older. u noe how freaky tt is?
aniwae back 2 e train. rite at tt moment. sumwan alighted n i sat down. 2 seats awae frm him. n he keep on turnin ard to look at mi. i tried 2 hide behind e person sittin between e 2 of us. but tt person alighted after 2 stops! luckily another guy sat down between us. or i will flee immediately. n i realise tt there is tis ajc gurl was standin in front of mi. n she kept on starin at mi. n 4 1 moment. i thot i 4get 2 zip my skirt of button my blouse. but hey. my uniform is ok. i mean i look normal.
everyting is alrite until admiralty. e stop b4 woodlands. e guy sittin between mi n e pervert alighted!!! there is no wan between us now. oh my goodness. i was msgin yee keow at tt moment. n he turned to face mi. w his legs blockin e seat in between e 2 of us. i was gettin ready to flee liao. n suddenly he juz shift over to e seat next 2 mi!!! arhz!!! i quickly finished sendin e msg 2 yee keow n jump up frm e seat to move to e blue carriage. wow liao. i was so freaked out lahz. wat e #%&?! n guess wat. when e train reaches woodlands. i glanced towards e red carriage n saw him alightin also!!! i was practically runnin down e escalator towards e library.
tis is vry freakin lahz! i seriously cant believe how unlucky n how bad my life is until now lorz. kana freaked out by 2 sickos in e same half of e yr. izzt becoz my skirt is short? maybe i shld lengthen my skirt. wow liao. tis yr is reallie vry happenin manz. suddenly i desire a peaceful n sianz life. my weak heart cannt take so much 'excitements'.
dreaming awae at 7:20 PM