Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Saturday, May 21, 2005
hey hey. i m in kuala lumpur now. hahaz. yupz. basically slackin ard while my parents r in genting highlands. so now i m in my god mum's house tryin 2 do my thermodynamic chem tutorial. which is in summary. vry unproductive.
i m so proud of myself yesterdae. coz i completed my quantum physics tutorial. hahaz. well. quantum physics is my strongest physics topic now. tis shows e difference between doin tutorial n nt doin tutorial. hahaz. was quite tired so decided tt i shld juz pon bio rememdial n go home n try 2 pack my bag. which i didnt lahz. ended up readin my story bk. which is quite a gd bk. hahaz. called 'fame game' by claudia ... cannt remember liao. yahz. but it helps 2 destress. hahaz.
n i did sumting yesterdae tt i nv thot i will do. i actuallie bought cigarettes. yahz. my mum coerced mi to do it. sighz. dun worry. i dun smoke. coz seriously i hate 2 tink wat might happen 2 my 2 perfectly healthy n functionin lungs. yuckz! bought it on e behalf of my daddy. who knew tt i juz passed my birthdae so i m of legal age 2 purchase cigarettes. oh well. n e auntie dun even believe tt i m 18 yrs old lahz. hahaz. feel quite happie. tis shows tt i m still young! hahaz. ok abit off.
so by e time i finished packin. it's 12.30 am. n i woke up at 3.30 am 2 take a shower b4 leavin at 4.15 am. coz my papa wanna 2 avoid e big jam. i reached kl at 7.30 am. which is seriously vry fast. n due 2 e fact tt my papa 4 quite a long stretch of rd is travellin at 160 km/hr. u get my pt lahz. n there r actuallie pple speedin at a higher speed than tis. oh my goodness. luckily i reach my destination safe n sound n abit wet coz i spilled my water while tryin 2 drink it. imagine tryin 2 ease e dryness of ur throat when e car is travellin at 120 km/hr on a rather uneven stretch of rd.
2dae is e last dae of band prac of j2. wonder how's everywan. hmmz. n i muz sae congrats daddy!!! arhz. now sum wan is offically a med student n soon 2 be doc le. i luv u daddy! hopefully ur spoilt daughter will hav a chance 2 walk down tis rd 2. hopefully. sighz. aniwae daddy i wan a treat! hahaz. u still owe mi one 4 my birthdae 2. hahaz. muz wait 4 mi 2 come back frm kl 2 celebrate arhz. luv u lots. muackz!
dreaming awae at 11:38 PM