Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Saturday, May 28, 2005
hav a rather enjoyable dae. hahaz. went 2 raffles girls pri sch tis mornin 2 prepare 4 dvc (discovery vacation camp) on mondae. so i will be workin frm mondae 2 fridae next wk. hahaz. met e teacher i will be workin w n my partner. my teacher looks so young. i m jealous! hahaz. n frm e chat i hav w her. i realised tt she is actuallie a bassoonist in sec sch n jc. hahaz. she almost choked when i sae tt i played bassoon. apparently i m e first bassoonist she met. n we both fall in luv w bassoon becoz it's so pretti! (juz like us). hahaz. dun puke ok. n my partner is an x-rj student who is studyin chem engin in nus now. which is e course tt my bro graduated frm lahz. i feel abit...dotz. hahaz. ok nvm. out of pt.
met samantha who was freshly out of e plane at 7 plus tis mornin. hahaz. missed her. n her gossipy manners. hahaz. tink i m in 4 trouble next wk. will be kana suaned until dun noe where. missed alot of e pple i worked w last yr. coz tis yr. there was alot of unfamiliar faces. oh well. i guess i will survive. hahaz. hopefully e kids wun kill mi. i m handlin pri 1 kids again. sighz.
met up w yii ean 4 lunch at swensens. hahaz. n shared an a Sticky Chewy Chocolate between e 2 of us. hahaz. i was so happie lahz. even yii ean commented tt she can c e look of contentment in my eyes. hahaz. i guess i reallie feel vry at ease ard yii ean. arhz. tis is wat like minded pple can do 2 u. we had some rather embarassin moments. oh well. but shld nt elaborate. after tt i went 2 yee keow house w e intention 2 watch Love Actually. unfortunately. i ended up sleepin in her house. tis is so funnie. hahaz. after tt went 2 causeway pt 2gether n ended up shoppin 4 a while. so my dae is rather enjoyable lahz. is rather happie. hahaz. 2molo will be batch bbq n outin w vicky! hahaz.
juz wanna sae tis. dun feel apologetic dear. hahaz. well u r nt being insensitive. u r being urself. which is wat i needed. reallie. being true 2 mi is e best ting u can eva do 4 mi. we all hav different beliefs n tinkin n feelings. i cant sae 4 others. but i m pretti clear of wat i m lahz. so dun worry dear. n thanx 4 ur compliments n wishes. i m reallie touched. no wan can interfere w wat u believe in n wat u dun believe in. beliefs r closely linked w experiences. so wat u believe in now. r largely due 2 ur experiences. so dun feel guilty abt ur beliefs juz becoz u tink u hav hurt sumwan. but muz always bear in mind tt acceptance is vry impt. n i can c tt u alrdy hav tt. so dun worry. u didnt do ani damage at all to my feelings. hahaz. i was reallie juz doin a survey. n i hav a rather close fren who tink tt i m 'goin crazy' n has 'split personality'. so it's ok dear. take care n be urself.
dreaming awae at 11:21 PM
