Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Friday, May 13, 2005
Happy Birthdae to me...happy birthdae to Me...Happie birthdae to Me! Happie birthdae to mi... hahaz. abit off arhz. sing birthdae song 4 myself. aniwae juz wanna wish jiang chuan happie 16th birthdae! hahaz. it's a great dae 2 be born on. yupz. i juz luv e no 13.
went 4 occupational therapy yesterdae. hav tis hot wax treatment. where they placed my hand in e hot wax so tt it will form a layer over my hand n ease e stiffness. after tt. e cooled wax is peeled off mi as if it is a glove. quite fun u noe. hahaz. after tt i played w putty. or sumting tt resemble e play dough i used 2 hav when i was a child. i m supposed 2 clench e putty etc. n it is rather evident tt my pinkie has like no strength at all. sighz. my therapist told mi tt my pinkie will nt improve much in future. in terms of e size (less swollen) n e stiffness lahz. it will nv be e same again le. guess i sorta accepted it long time ago.
spent like 1 hr plus collectin my past bills n receipts in e hospital 2 claim insurance. n i realised tt i need my parents' consent 2 retrieve my medical records. namely my in patient discharge summary. sianz. tt means i hav 2 make a trip down tan tock seng soon.
took class photo yesterdae 2. tis time round. i get to stand. hahaz. even though i m like reallie short. oh well. n our informal photo is horrible lahz. as usual. still find our informal photo last yr vry funnie. hahaz. esp e guys' expressions. hahaz.
as 4 2dae. i screwed up my physics spa lahz. as usual. tis is like old news le. n compre was hard coz it's so philosophical. juz tryin 2 do e summary makes mi wanna faint. but sumhow i survive! hahaz.
received a pleasant surprise when i reach sch. coz my og prepared a black forest cake 4 mi. hahaz. reallie appreciate it. coz i thot tis yr i wun get e chance 2 blow candles. i m addicted 2 candles blowin. hahaz. was happily eatin e choc flakes while waitin 4 pple 2 come 2 kcove. thanx 2 glen. yu kit. constance. wen loong. ju yuan. selene. yi liang. ke yi. julia. qi en. n of course swee sen. hahaz. juz wanna sae tt i luv u all lots n i m reallie vry happie 2 hav u all as my junior n fellow ogl.
i wanna thanx birdie n ymw 4 their presenz n card. hahaz. thanx 4 e star earings tt attract so mani pple's attention. e star hair tie n e socks. sumhow i hav a feelin tt u all r tryin 2 change my wardrobe. hahaz. no lahz. juz jokin. but thanx once again.
also wanna sae thanx 2 samuel n dawnie 4 their presenz. but dawnie can i dun put e bright orange flower on my bag. it's so...bright! n my bag is grey. it will look vry Attract Attention. which is nt my style. or at least i tink so. hahaz. n samuel. thanx 4 ur letter. n sweets. i appreciate e thots. thanx
2 yu kit. christine n siok teng. thanx 4 e bear. which looks as though it is accidentally dyed w different colours after putin it in e washin machine. hahaz. as it is overall pink in colour. i decided 2 call it pinkie! hahaz. n it's reallie vry nice 2 touch n hug it. thanx dears. luv u all vry vry much!
juz wanna thanx e followin pple 4 their msges n well wishes. first of all is my daddy gabriel. who sumhow in camp still managed 2 msg mi on time arhz. hahaz. daddy i wan a treat!!! hahaz. followed by my tze hui twin sis rite. hahaz. dun worry u r nt e onli wan fallin asleep at tt pt of time.
jasmine ah bu. yu kit. caroline. win2. yee keow. christine. dawnie. darlin son. rina. xiang2. sok ee. marlom. boon2. gurl arhz. jiang chuan. wei na. ah gong suyi. nan xiao. lulu. chong keat. wang yang. shyn lyn. manda. 2 my sqmates n juniors who i nv c 4 like billion of yrs. juz wanna sae tt i was vry touched tt u all actuallie remembered. yahz. thanx 2 everywan who has given mi their blessings 2dae. luv u all always!
dreaming awae at 11:59 PM