Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Saturday, May 14, 2005
Happie Birthdae Mei Zhong! though i m e 2nd person 2 wish u happie birthdae n u obviously dun remember mine until i wish u happie birthdae. hahaz. but i juz wanna sae tt u r a great fren n og mate who is 1 dae younger than mi. hahaz. miss e time we spent at our j'cozy. n ur jokes w qingzhen. tt nv fail 2 make mi laugh. u arhz. betta take care of urself. dun injure urself again. hav more stitches than mi becoz of e accident. luckily it's nt vry obvious. or else. i dun tink ani gurl will like u. hahaz.
hav fever in e mornin. sighz. my head was poundin like mad n my throat hurts so much tt swallowin is such a painful ting 2 do. decided i shall nt act strong n juz stay at home n rest after takin e painkillers. woke up juz in time 2 go 4 dance nite. or u shld call it afternoon in tis case. hahaz.
so basically my whole dae is spent in e pac lahz. was rather hungry coz i onli ate 1 piece of pizza 4 dinner. which is seriously nt enough. but after awhile. i guess i juz 4get e hunger le. i tink becoz we hav been stuck together 4 quite a long time. n e fact tt we keep on watchin e same performances tt e light n sound pple were gettin abit crazy. hahaz. namely mi. randy. ronnie. emmanuel (e pro lights guy). i keep on makin dotz comments n we keep on tokkin rubbish tt everywan cant stop laughin. hahaz. it was reallie an enjoyable experience workin w them. even though i was like e slackest person there. coz i dun hav much tings 2 do. hahaz.
but i muz sae tt 2 be a gd dancer. first of all. u muz hav a well proportioned body. namely. u cant be short. ur body muz nt be 2 long. or else u reallie look vry weird. esp if u danced ballet. yupz. i m nt being mean. but watchin like 6 performances includin rehearsals tis is e conclusion i came 2. hahaz. n e guys all agreed w mi lahz. esp emmanuel. he is reallie a vry nice n funnie person. guess tis is reallie a gd experience. coz i get 2 c how e technical stuff r being used etc.
was watchin parts of e phantom of e opera durin e break between e 2 performances. courtesy of emmanuel. even though e dvd is pirated. hahaz. was a rather nice experience. coz it reminded mi of sum stuff. well shall end off here. n get sum sleep. my eyes r closin...
dreaming awae at 11:58 PM