Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Thursday, May 19, 2005
b4 i 4get. Happie Belated Birthdae Nana! my dear zhu mei who is my classmate 4 4 yrs in ny. yahz. n Happie Birthdae Yee Kiat! all e best 4 As...
well. didnt hav a peaceful nite yesterdae as i was coughin non stop even when i was dreamin. abit off. so basically i still feel vry tired even though i slept for such a long time yesterdae. i m turnin into a pig. oopz.
so went 2 sch tis morning. was finishin up my gp essay. which is of my normal standard. in other words. below average. i will be rather amused if i managed 2 pass. gp is like another curse 2 mi. i nv seem 2 be able 2 write great essays. sighz.
hav open bk/lect notes bio test 2dae. was ok lahz. since it's open bk. e dae passed by rather peacefully. juz tt i keep on coughin n sniffin. cant help it lahz. but i muz sae there is marked improvement frm yesterdae. when i sounded as though i m goin 2 die. hahaz.
hav my first physics remedial out of e 3 remedials conducted. coz e first remedial. i was sick. e 2nd remedial. i was awae 4 dance nite. so makin 2dae my first physics remedial. find it rather useful actuallie. yahz. hopefully my physics will buck up n stop failin. sighz.
well. i confirmed will nt be goin 4 e last band prac le. actuallie if i dun go 2 kl. n go 4 band prac instead. i cant play too. i cant even breathe normally now. how do u expect mi 2 play? n i nv touch bassoon 4 so long. i can imagine how horrible i will sound like. yuckz! so. i m sorrie samuel n dawnie. but nvm. i will be there spiritually w u all. hahaz. sound so ghostly. hope everywan hav a nice last band prac esp e j2s. yupz.
now is sum updates 4 my birthdae. first of all muz thanx yii ean 4 her birthdae presenz. i feel vry guilty tt i still haven given her hers. oopz. thanx 4 e earings! hahaz. reallie feel vry happie 2 hav u as my classmate 4 4 yrs. n i muz sae tt u r one of my closest fren so no matter wat happen. i will be here 4 u. u muz take care also. dun be 2 stressed ok? luv u lotsa!
also. i muz thanx princess 4 her cute little doggie w a star n birthdae note. thanx princess 4 remembering my birthdae. i reallie like e doggie n e star (of course). thanx 4 all e encouragements u hav given mi thruout my band life. e joy n fun we shared will always be remembered fondly in my heart. luv u always. muackz!
dreaming awae at 7:37 PM
