Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
great juz great. i m sufferin frm like numerous viral infection on both my feet. was so painful yesterdae nite tt i cldnt sleep. so went 2 c e doc 2dae n didnt go 2 sch. aniwae sch 2dae is abit off lahz. i onli hav 3 lessons aniwae. so decided 2 juz pon n stay at home. so aniwae went 2 c e doc. who did tis 'freezing' treatment on mi 2 kill all e virus. n i almost died of pain can. it's like -60 to -100 degree celcius. so u can imagine how cold it is lahz. n it is so cold tt i almost died of e pain. n i can straightawae tell u tt it hurts more than my pinkie after e op. so yahz. u get my pt. thanx goodness e sharp intense pain doesnt last 4eva. so yahz. but e prob is tt i cannt apply pressure on e wounds now. so i cant walk lahz. reallie cannt walk. i took like twice e time i will need normally 2 walk frm e clinic back 2 my house. due 2 e fact tt i can onli manage 2 shuffle my feet along. feel quite off. but muz sae tt my doc is vry nice. coz she charged mi like 1/4 e cost of e freezing treatment. a reallie vry thotful n nice doc. hmmz.
so here i m now. at home. plannin 2 go n try 2 do some work. n i realise tt i hav chem remedial 2molo. sighz. life is reallie horrible. i m down 4 3 remedials. all my 3 sciences. coz i screwed up my bio. dotz. my best subj. wow liao. wateva lahz. sighz. shall nt complaint 2 much. coz my rite hand can barely type now...
dreaming awae at 3:33 PM