Friday, April 08, 2005
erhz. i abit e 4get wat i wanna 2 blog le. aiyahz. i m gettin senile. oh well. tt's old news aniwae. hahaz. hmmz. shall try 2 recall wat happen 2 mi lahz.
erhz. hav a peaceful wed mornin. e normal wed mornin. played handball 4 pe again. n i screamed like mad again. coz e same routine of 'puttin up my rite hand. realised tt my pinkie is vry vulnerable. n put down my rite hand again' was observed again. yahz. n i learned how 2 bounce e ball w 2 hands n run w e ball 2. hahaz. feel so gd abt myself. like real lahz. n i got slammed in my tummy by aishah. which is like one of e mani minor accidents tt can happen 2 mi lahz. feel so unlucky. hmmz. aniwae. constance was like tellin mi tt most prob i hav vry slow reflexes tt's y i m so accident prone. but i always tink tt my reflexes r gd lehz. or r they nt?
went 2 finish up my bio test after tt in e library. wow liao. i reallie nv plan my time properly lahz. spent 2 much time on e essay. left like quite a few structured qns blank. n onli hav 15 mins 2 do 30 mcq qns. n since i nv study transport in plants. i juz anihow guess e answers. n guess wat. all of them r wrong. cant believe tt i m so unlucky. wow liao. dotz.
went 4 e supreme nua gp tok after tt. was late lahz. so was runnin like a mad woman. n e speaker is like how dotz. he prepared 2 script n juz read frm there. usin all those terms tt i nv hear b4. so obviously i dun reallie understand wat he was tryin 2 sae. he is practically drivin mi 2 sleep.
rush 2 band prac after tt. erhz. feel quite dotz lahz. coz was vry vry tired le. feel vry drained. so didnt reallie play much. sighz. n a tempo is like how far awae. sighz.
present my grp's essay outline n intro 4 gp yesterdae. was quite bad lahz. coz i seriously wasnt tinkin straight. actuallie 4 e whole of tis wk i feel as though i m a walkin zombie n is juz too exhausted 2 tink. so managed 2 survive e ordeal. yahz.
hav chem remedial after tt. rephrased. shld be chem test lahz. on organic chem reactions' reagents n conditions. made alot of nua mistakes. n ended up onli juz passin e test. 27/50. can i murder myself? ok. tt's a wrong usage of e word murder. wateva lahz.
was supposed 2 teach tuition after tt. but my tutee cancelled it last min. so i was like left w notin 2 do. wanted 2 prac bassoon. but realised tt i nv bring my reeds n seat strap. so ended up rottin w yu kit. hahaz. feel so happie 2 be w yu kit. coz can whine at her non stop n she will nv scold mi. hahaz.
as 4 2dae. wrote an essay on 'city life becomin more unattractive'. sighz. was a piece of reallie lousy work. coz i cldnt finish lahz. so was anihow writin le. then nv checked thru my essay at all. so confirmed got alot of grammer errors n all e other stuff. sure gonna fail liao lahz. but as i mentioned b4. eng shld nv be my first lang. sighz.
was doin maths tutorial on numerical methods 4 e past 2 daes. was vry vry irritated w e tutorial. coz it's like how tedious. wow liao. muz draw graph. then do so mani calculations. n u will feel supreme sianz n irritated if u dun get e answers. n when mr tay went thru e qns in class. i realise tt my answers differ frm his by a lot. oh well. maybe i m juz nt suitable 2 be usin e calculator.
physics prac is dotz. nvm. it's my last 2 spa le. next fri is my spa skill c. mr lee is nice lahz. sighz. but i juz cant force myself 2 be more enthu abt physics. hav physics remedial w him after tt. onli mi n marlom frm our class rite. oh my goodness. how gross can tis be. i dun noe lahz. i juz cant link w physics at all. no matter how i try. i hav been in physics remedial since sec 3. until j2. can u c how bad it is? if nt 4 e fact tt i dun like econs. i will hav nt taken physics le. hopefully there will be a miracle at e end of e yr. n i will be enlightened. but muz sae tt mr lee is reallie a vry gd teacher. guess i m vry fortunate 2 hav him as my physics teacher.
band prac 2dae is ok lahz. juz tt i keep on goin off pitch. feel quite nua. decided tt i shld nt play e beginnin 4 w heart n voice. coz e fingerins is juz 2 awkward 4 mi. i m nt used 2 it. n i dun hav time 2 get used 2 it le. n dawnie n samuel did a great job wat. so yahz. shall nt spoil it. hopefully all will be ok.