Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Friday, April 01, 2005
b4 i 4get. HAPPIE BIRTHDAE TZE HAO! hahaz. hmmz. sang like a total of 2 birthdae songs 4 him. n his new socks look so cute. hahaz. but it muz be quite an experience 2 be born on april fool dae. hahaz.
n tis remind mi. 3 yrs back on tis vry dae. i started on my obs camp. hahaz. in e watch called tock seng. w instructor natalie. n mascots e macdonald frog n e bath duckies. miss tt period of time vry badly. hahaz. when notin matters much. besides being w ur watchmates n play hard n sleep. but guess tt will always juz be a memory le.
well. band 2dae is...bad 4 mi. vry bad. but guess tt's notin much i can do xcept 2 practise. get used 2 e fingerins more. breathe in e correct manner. n make everytin sound smoother. but time is runnin out le. i do hope tt i can make it in time. seriously.
sumtimes i reallie dun noe wat 2 do. coz everywan is ridden w probs. their own probs. n though at times i do reallie wanna help. i dun noe how. esp in areas tt i m e weakest in. but there r always times when others cant help mi/u. n i/u hav 2 stand up on our own. dare to believe. in no wan but urself. coz if i/u dun hav faith in myself/urself. we r declarin failure n e 'impossible' of ourselves. failures n successes r nt determined by e results nor e process (unlike pw) but how we c e incident. if i/u tink tt i/u hav done my/ur best n i/u hav no regrets. then i/u hav succeeded. by enriching my/ur life w another journey/experience.
tt's positive thots at work. i need an infinite amt of tt 2 survive thru e remainin daes til a tempo n A levels. lookin at my grades now. i always believe tt e depressin side of oneself shld be kept within tt person. coz if others c 2 much of ur depressin side. they will juz get tired 1 dae. coz after all. everywan is a human being. everywan hav his/her own probs. so as much as poss. we shld try 2 solve our own probs n onli ask 4 help when neccessary. but maybe i m wrong after all...
dreaming awae at 11:35 PM