Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
was blog surfin. JAE postins were out yesterdae. saw quite a few J1s in sch yesterdae when i was in sch. suddenly remember sumwan told mi tt e sch is filled w gloom yesterdae. as it contains 2 grps of pple. e J2s who r traumatised n totally stressed out by common tests n the J1s who failed 2 get into rj n r tryin all their means 2 appeal into e sch.
last yr. i didnt face alot of sadness as my whole og stayed in rj except 1 who went overseas. n qiu li who left rj at e end of last yr. as 4 my class. wat can i sae. SO3K basically juz stay where we r lahz. since all of us r either 6 pters or 7 pters. so was quite unaffected by it. but tis yr. i guess it's a diff story. sum of my 'xiao de' J1 in my og will be leavin mi. n i m goin 2 miss them. seriously. we hav so much fun 2gather. n i reallie dun wan them 2 leave. sighz. n there is basically notin i can do 4 them. sorta. Aesapedeur is sorta dyin down le. left onli a few embers here n there. unlike e brazin fire tt i noe rite at e start. oh well. i shldnt expect 2 much rite frm e start. since og is juz a wae 4 pple 2 start noein each other at e beginnin. when cca n class start 2 come into e picture. og will be lower down e list of priority. tt's juz normal. but... oh well. i juz hope tt if we eva hav animore og outin. i will get 2 c e complete Aesapedeur tt i used 2 c. used 2 scold 4 a total of 5 daes. used 2 laugh w 4 so mani wks. 2 all who r leavin. i will miss u all vry vry much. n if u eva need sumwan 2 tok 2. dun hesitate 2 call mi ok? coz u all r always my 'babies'.
heard tt dominic didnt get posted 2 rj. which is seriously vry dotz. nvm. i tink he shld get thru e appeal. coz like there's notin wrong w his grades wat. how on earth did he get posted 2 tj? when rj is his first choice? strange wat moe is doin nowadaes. might be due 2 technological errors. hope it will get rectify soon. coz dominic is such a funnie person. n he is e first junior who dare 2 make fun of mi. hahaz.
O2 starts 2dae. wonder how e rest of Aesapedeur is copin. hopefully all is well. sighz. wonder will e new J1s feel as welcomed or wat? but i seriously will miss my few juniors. hope tt they will be alrite n happie in e new sch. all e best dears.
dreaming awae at 1:01 PM
