Thursday, March 24, 2005
congrats pple!!! hahaz. cts is finally over. yeahz! 4 u all lahz. 4 mi. it haven even started. oh well. i seriously feel like murderin tt lecturer 4 carboxylic acids. coz like i dun understand her notes. wateva lahz. finish chem le. congrats 2 mi also. yeahz. hahaz. i m like procastinatin studyin 4 anitin else coz i dun feel e need 2 study. bio like i onli read thru proteins n carbohydrates. sianz. oh well. i m nt aimin high. juz a C or D 4 chem will be nice! hahaz.
hmmz tokin abt cts remind mi tt i betta start emailin e teachers or cin them next wk 2 confirm when i m takin e tests. or else i will nv get down 2 study it. heard tt physics n chem r e hardest paper. well. like i always sae. physics is my curse. i juz cant do well in it. sighz. wateva lahz. since i m alrdy in remedial. hahaz. i dun c e light at e end of e tunnel. hahaz.
went 2 polyclinic 2dae. while waitin was readin e letter tt i was supposed 2 bring along w mi when i go 2 e polyclinic as instructed by e nurse of my ward b4 i discharged. then realise tt there was a mistake. coz i m supposed 2 take out my stitches next thurs 31 march. nt 2dae. 24 march. oh well. guess it doesnt matter. i need 2 change my dressin aniwae. coz my therapist tell mi tt every 2 to 3 daes hav 2 change e dressin. so went 2 change my dressin. alot of pple manz. i mean waitin at e polyclinic 2 c e docs. but horz. muz sae tt their efficiency nt bad u noe. i was served after waitin 4 35 mins when there r like 70plus towards 80 pple in front of mi. hmmz.
e nurse was vry nice. n i changed my dressin. it look different now again. hahaz. coz she place tis expandable gauze over my transparent bandage 2 secure it. e wae she place it is so interestin. hahaz. she hav tis tool tt she place e gauze over it tt will expand e gauze. after tt she twirl e gauze n it will fold e other wae n cover my injured area again. so fun. hahaz. learn new tings everytime i change my dressin. hmmz. n guess wat e whole dressin cost mi like $2? wow liao. i thot i heard wrongly u noe. oh well. hmmz.
now muz scold zy n marlom le. e 2 of u arhz. stood mi up rite. luckily i was clever enough 2 go home first after my visit 2 e polyclinic. or else i will be like real mad now. hahaz. but wat else do i expect. u all wanna relax after cts after all wat. hmmz. oh well. but e 2 of u owe mi a movie treat ok? i m like dyin 2 watch movies. but like hav no chance like tt. hmmz. n u all still owe mi money 4 *****. u all shld noe wat i mean arhz. dun act blur.
ok. shall start my whinnin now. sighz. realise tt coopin urself at home is nt a gd ting 2 do. seriously. u will start 2 find faults w everyting n everywan ard u. includin urself.
i wanna 2 SWIM.
i wanna 2 play badminton
i wanna 2 play bassoon
i wanna 2 shower usin both hands
i wanna 2 do everyting
i cant do alot of tings
great. juz great. i almost fall down juz now while showerin. luckily my left hand supported my weight. or else. i will be makin a trip down 2 e hospital again. coz i may hav fractured my pinkie again. oh well. tis time round surgery may nt even save my bones. hahaz. sound abit funnie. 4get it lahz.
i miss showerin w both hands. hav been showerin w 1 hand since 16 feb. which is like 1 mth n 1 wk ago le. my left hand is like my everyting hand. when i m spreadin butter on e bread. i hav 2 place e bread on e plate n hold e knife in my left hand. in fear of dirtyin my bandage or wettin it.
finger exercise nt gd 2dae. cldnt touch my palm again. maybe due 2 e fact i didnt do e exercise in e mornin. sighz. okok. i m slackin.
e followin is dedicated 2 my juniors...
Ju Yuan:
i wan u back in rj 2. n i reallie do hope tt u will receive tt phone call. u noe y e aj admin will sae such stuff 2 u? coz they hav seen past batches of students who hav done vry badly. n they wan e student cohort 2 do well so tt e sch will look gd. which sch doesnt? do u noe tt if u were 2 take a particular subj. n nt do well 4 it. u will be pullin down e sch's grade n make e sch look bad. which sch wan it? tis will reduce their future intake of students.
each sch hav each sch's wae of runnin it. rj is run in tis particular wae. aj will be run in another wae. juz e same tt ac will be run in another wae. we hav been so used 2 e freedom in rj tt it's hard 2 accept tt all tis r taken awae in another jc. so wat if there's no guys in aj dance? u can always be e first wan. n change history. tt's if u stay in aj. coz seriously i miss u lahz. n e fact tt u r e first person 2 sae tt i m pretti! hahaz. no lahz. becoz u r reallie a nice n sensitive junior. who always supported e og. but no matter wat happen. juz wanna 2 let u noe tt Aesapedeur welcome u 4eva. n if u eva need anitin. u hav mi. ok?
MAro:
dun reallie noe wat 2 sae. coz u r always so brave. n take everytin in ur stride. u r reallie a vry independent gurl who noe wat u wan. i sorta admire u in e sense tt u r vry confident n vry comfortable bein urself. unlike alot of pple. juz wanna sae tt w ur strong character i noe u will survive aniwhere in tis world. but humans r humans after all. if u eva feel tt u need help. juz tell mi ok? jia you!
guess tt's all 4 now. need 2 tok 2 sumwan else also. but apparently tt person is nt answerin mi. oh well. guess my eyes were reallie crossed 4 e past few mths. 2 tink tt i pride myself 4 being observant n analytical. how wrong can i be?