Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Sunday, March 27, 2005
erhz. actuallie i hav noting much 2 sae lahz. hahaz. erhz. ok maybe nt. hmmz. 2dae is sundae. so 2molo is mondae. n mondae equals to sch again. which is also equals 2 cin my og again. which is also equals 2 cin my classmates again (who will gladly murder mi 4 missin common tests). which is also equals to 1 dae b4 my chem common test. which is also equals to cin my doc again. yahz. hmmz. so 2molo is quite an excitin dae arhz. hahaz. but tt's abit out of e pt lahz. ok i m tokkin rubbish.
didnt go 4 band on saturdae. coz. i dun dare 2 do anitin 2 my finger now. except 2 do my exercise everydae. yahz. hmmz. once bitten twice shy. oh man. how i luv tis phrase. hahaz. hav been usin it like every poss moment. oh well. hahaz. once my doc give mi e nod 2molo...i will be practisin my bassoon again!!! yeahz! like finallie. i realise tt a tempo is like erhz. 2 wks awae? oh dear. i tink i m headin 4 self destruction. sighz. hahaz. guess it doesnt reallie matter lahz. coz i sorta quite happie w myself le. w my achievement of learnin how 2 play an instru. which was my greatest dream. coz. i nv grabbed tt opportunity 2 learn violin or piano when i was young. i was happily doddlin on my drawin paper. hahaz. but i stopped half wae lahz. was forced 2 make a choice. between my cca or drawin lessoon. sighz. stopped after learnin drawin 4 10yrs. guess i wasnt exactly tinkin clearly tt time. hahaz. but i still hope 2 learn piano one dae. hahaz. since i hav so mani frenz who r so qiang in piano. sure got sumwan who is willin 2 teach mi rite? hint*hint*
was vry clumsy. fell down 3 times. but lucky 4 mi. all resulted in bruises on my legs or abrasions. my hands r spared. cant believe tt i m tt clumsy. hahaz. 4 one of my fall. i actuallie ended up in e *proposin marriage* pose. hahaz. so funnie. summore in e middle of e coffee shop. n pple were like starin at mi. feel like how pai sehz. hahaz. but lucky tt i m nt a guy. or else e person in front of mi might tink tt i m proposin 2 'her'. if she is pretti then i hav notin 2 sae. wat if...she look like erhz. i dun noe lahz. hahaz.
haven been reallie studyin. was actuallie slackin my daes awae. oh well. my hols end 2dae le. sighz. will be havin sch liao. wanna c alot of pple. hahaz. n c how some of e j1s look in e rj uniform. hahaz.
dreaming awae at 10:10 PM