Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Saturday, January 01, 2005
well. wasnt listenin 2 e news 4 on 26 n 27 Dec. so didnt noe abt e tsunami victims. as a geo student. i understand e full power of e tidal waves. or killer waves. 4 e past few daes hav been listenin 2 e news n realise tt e situation is reallie vry vry bad. juz wanna sae tt i do believe in miracles n hopefully e world is able 2 walk out of tis.
life is pretti much e same 4 e past few daes. went 2 sch 4 o prep everydae. except on 29 Dec. which is e big dae coz rjc is movin. unfortunately i cldnt take e train. sighz. miss e once in a lifetime chance. but nvm. it's juz a train ride. hahaz. due 2 sum miscommunication. i didnt wear sch u 2 sch lahz. in e end hav 2 borrow frm hui yan uncle n wear a blouse tt is one size smaller than my usual wan. n we hav 2 ask tse min 2 bring another shirt. sighz. helped 2 tour sum parents ard e sch b4 rushin down 2 get ready 2 perform 4 e college anthem. erhz. i sound real horrible. but nvm lahz. i tink most pple cant hear mi either. hahaz. aniwae after tt rotted around while waitin 4 e repair man 2 cum n repair my bassoons. yahz. goin 2 keep e lousier wan 4 myself n give e betta wan 2 my junior. hahaz. oh dear. i reallie hope tt he hav a lot of patience so tt can teach mi. yahz. hahaz.
yesterdae went 2 spotlight 2 buy stuff 4 orientation w uncle hui yan. hahaz. we almost cldnt get anitin coz e shop is closin early 4 new yr eve. well. treat uncle 2 sundae 2 thanx her 4 accompanyin mi. yahz. n e dae b4 went 2 j8 w swee sen 2 buy stuff 4 orientation 2. all i can sae is tt i m vry vry broke. but nvm. i will survive. hahaz.
dreaming awae at 5:46 PM