Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Sunday, December 19, 2004
hahaz. yupz i m back in singapore. at 4.37pm. on board malaysia airline MH 0605. hahaz. aniwae arhz. e kl international airport abit e nua can. so far awae frm e city n still considered kl. dotz. i sit e car until i thot i was on my wae back 2 singapore in e car can. instead of e plane. hahaz.
went 2 eat macs lahz. hahaz. coz malaysia there still got jack jack cushion. but then it's sold out!!! dotz. sighz. nvm lahz. my god bro's gurl fren promised 2 buy 4 mi when they go back 2 kl n tt she will keep 4 mi till i go back next yr. hahaz.
abit e strange lahz. u noe goin 2 board e plane alone. sum more i dun noe malay. abit e off lahz. sighz. then e airport abit e dotz can. abit e 2 big liao. big until i need 2 take an 'aerotrain' 2 go 2 another buildin 2 wait 2 board e plane can. hahaz. thanx 2 my cousin i got a window seat. w no wan beside mi. hahaz. n reallie enjoy e flight lahz. coz i so long nv take plane liao wat. ok lahz. i reallie live in a cave most of my life can. hahaz. e feelin when e plane is takin off (acceleratin) n landin is so fun. hahaz. n e view is so nice. hahaz. e clouds r reallie nice. it feels as though e clouds r e islands. e sea. n e sky. so nice. ok. i wanna take another plane soon. hahaz.
reach singapore fairly fast lahz. abit e nua at e immigation there can. coz i queued up 4 ten mins in 2 diff queues n hav 2 move 2 e 3rd queue 2 get clearance. abit e nua. coz e 2 previous queues r foreigners then they like take 4eva. wow liao. hahaz. e privilege of being singaporean is i took onli 30 seconds. dotz.
hahaz. my daddy was waitin 4 mi. hahaz. poor daddy n mummy were alone 4 e past few daes coz i was in kl. my bro was in indonesia doin cip. n my sis is nt livin w us animore liao wat. now i m back. yeahz!!!
but then 2molo still got work attachment lahz. sighz. e make up wan. at neuroscience institute. coz e other time e docs were on course so they postponed e last 2 daes. sighz. yahz. so cannt go 4 squad chalet until tuesdae. then wed got dry run 4 e move 2 e bishan new campus. then thurs got band bbq. hahaz. n thru out e whole ting i will be stayin at e chalet. abit e gross can. hahaz. n i m still stuck at qn 1c 4 maths lehz. help!!!
dreaming awae at 10:37 PM