Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Monday, November 22, 2004
yahz. erhz. notin much happened lahz. xcept e fact tt my sis married yesterdae. yahz.
20 November
well was packin up my room lahz. it look so neat now tt i cant believe it. yahz. but i didnt file my stuff lahz. i juz dump them into one of e cabinets in e rm. hahaz. then my godmum frm kl came 2 singapore 2 attend e wedding lahz. was hostin them. hmmz.
21 November
was woken up by my sis ard 5.50am. n her make up n hair was almost done le. yahz. feel so pai sehz tt i was sleepin lahz. hahaz. aniwae muz sae tt my sis is vry pretti lahz. hahaz. e most beautiful time i hav ever seen her in 17 yrs of my life. hmmz. aniwae quite alot of hiccups occured along e wae lahz. yahz. but overall it's ok.
went thru e tea ceremony n receive ang baos coz i m e younger sis. hahaz. after tt went 4 my first manicure cum pedicure session. erhz. quite horrible lahz. yahz. coz i seriously dun noe how 2 take care of my nails wan lahz. so it keep on gettin ruined n hav 2 redo. in e end i spent so long at e salon tt i dun hav time 2 doll myself up 4 e dinner. hahaz. tis is so funnie. i spent a 2tal of 30 mins 2 get ready includin showerin. i tink i m e best manz. hahaz.
e heels were killin mi lahz. coz i seriously cannt tahan heels wan. furthermore it's vry tight so my feet got marks now lahz. dotz. yahz. i was vry scared tt i will sprain my ankle. hahaz.
as 4 2dae went back 4 attachment lahz. was attached 2 research 4 next 2 daes also. erhz. didnt do much lahz. yahz. went 2 e labs n stayed there lahz. erhz. i dun reallie tink i m suitable 4 research lahz. managed 2 c how they do pcr n alot of biotech stuff. also went 2 e animal research labs 2 c e rats mice n rabbits. e smell is horrible lahz. hahaz. got a lab coat 2 wear thruout e 3 daes there. hmmz. n e library got quite alot of stuff 4 u 2 read lahz. aniwae e labs r at a negative pressure as compared 2 e outside atmosphere so it feels as though u r at a higher altitude than usual. hahaz. n e doors r supreme hard 2 open lahz. doors tt led 2 e outside corridors n lifts.
dreaming awae at 9:28 PM