Wednesday, November 17, 2004
ok lahz...i dun tink i will be closin down e blog lahz. hmmz. coz i seriously hav a bad memory n need 2 note stuff down. so yahz. hmmz. i realise i stop 4 a vry vry vry long time. ok. i shall c wat i can recall ok. hahaz.
well e first few daes of nov is spent on pw lahz. dun feel like elaboratin. juz tt i abit numb le lahz. sighz. nvm it's over now. hopefullie life pass on peacefully.
aniwae celebrated twin sis birthdae lahz. n my dotz amir mummy n gabriel daddy actuallie sang e birthdae song wrongly...hahaz. hav so much fun tryin 2 learn e song in various languages. hav a great dae w them. miss my 'useless' parents so much. n of course my twin sis. hahaz.
well i went 2 sing k box w win2 n one of her fren. dotz. hahaz. i was so nua by e 2 of them tt i dun noe wat 2 sae. her fren behave in such a nua wae tt i m reminded of marlom...hahaz. he keep on screamin lahz. dotz. hahaz. but i juz cant stop laughin. hahaz. spent a vry enjoyable dae w win2. hahaz. u will always be my best fren. our frenship is like one of e longest i hav. muack!
aniwae earlier tt dae. i 4got which dae le. went 2 sch 2 prac bassoon lahz. went home w yee ke-ow n amir mummy. n tt dae is A levels chem lahz. while waitin 4 e train. i saw my shuai ge!!! arhz. hahaz. so long nv c him le. but...he nv c mi. i m quite dotz. hahaz. nvm lahz.
went 2 swim w tze hui sis one dae also. my memory is like how nt gd. hahaz. we went 2 jurong east swimmin complex. where u got e slides n e wave pool. yahz. so fun. tis is my second time there. e first time was w my ah bu. jasmine lee minyi. my sqmate of 4 yrs. hahaz. miss her so much. hahaz. so long nv c le. aniwae. we hav a great time lahz. esp at e wave pool coz we always stand at e part where u experience e water splashin down on u. hahaz. n we went down e slides. hahaz. sister so bad arhz. whenever she goes down she will juz keep on screamin my name. goshz. e lifeguard was like starin at mi lahz. dotz. n my float hav a habit of turnin sidewae or 180 degree on e wae down. so i m always facing e side or facin e back. dotz. hahaz. but it's reallie vry fun. hahaz. sis hav 2 go 4 metro cip after tt. so i went home lahz. n on e train i met sherry who was on her wae 2 woodlands metro 4 cip 2. hahaz.
went 2 watch movie w e whole band as part of e batch outin. was in sch earlier in e dae 2 prac abit of bassoon. left 4 batch outin w nick mai n nanny. watched shark tale. n didnt find it gd lahz. or funnie. but then i hav darryl sittin next 2 mi. so it's an understatement lahz. he keep on laughin in e movie. so i was affected lahz. but overall i dun reallie find it gd lahz. but then we sit thru e credits lahz. then they keep on got sum animation inserted in between e credits. at e last animation i tink i juz go siaoz lahz. so i cldnt stop laughin. hahaz. aniwae it's vry cool durin e movie coz we hav 13 pple. so we took up e entire row. hahaz.
went 2 watch princess diaries w vicky onli coz tze hui sis stood us up. no lahz. hahaz. aniwae i tink it's alot nicer than shark tale lahz. find it more endearin. n i like tt male lead alot. duke nicholas deveraux. arhz. real name is chris pine. hahaz. coz we sit thru e credits again. hahaz. then e attendant was like standin there waitin 4 us 2 leave. so dotz. hahaz. but aniwae let mi elaborate on y i like tt actor. coz of e wae he look at pple. tt kinda intense look. abit hard 2 find on e streets arhz. i guess tt's y he got e role lahz. hahaz.
went shoppin w my darlin son 4 2 daes. hmmz. coz sis is gettin married. my real sis. who is 8 yrs older than mi. yahz. so i can hav a rm of my own soon. hahaz. no lahz. aniwae. becoz of tis i need 2 find sumtin suitable 2 wear lahz. so went shoppin lorz. luv my darlin son. evelyn tay alot can. hahaz. coz everytime i go shoppin there is a high poss she is e wan accompanyin mi. coz we equally pricky lahz. hahaz. so bought quite alot of tings lahz. n i almost died frm e non stop walkin. dotz. hahaz.
went 2 help zy pack 4 e av stuff lahz. pon band as a result. sighz. aniwae carryin ohps frm all over e sch 2 a few allocated places is not vry fun lorz. i was so sweaty n dirty at e end of it. hahaz. but muz sae tt i m still quite strong. hopefully lahz. hahaz.
aniwae my job attachment 2 e national neuroscience institue at Tan Tock Seng Hospital starts yesterdae lahz. is attached 2 Dr Lee Kim En who appear on e Channel U show REn REn Ai Li. yahz. n Dr Chan. both x-rj pple. yahz. both neurologists juz tt Dr Lee is a consultant. aniwae went 2 c quite alot of stuff lahz. like sum of e tests tt they conduct on patients e.g. EEG (dun noe wat it stands 4) where they connect electrical nodes 2 various spots on ur head n they measure ur brain waves. vry interestin. u can c how ur brain waves changes due 2 e action u done. n hyperventilation can be tested there also. tis reminds mi 2 tell batch 36 of nynp. hahaz. who r always hyperventilatin. dotz.
we observe MRI scan if i m nt wrong. sum scan lahz. hahaz. n e machine look how pro. then u can c wat's wrong w e brain. where got bleeding or dead tissue. then tis indian man who is 67 yrs old. well he suffered frm a stroke lahz. n he is in a lock up condition. which is 2 sae he can c u. hear u. but he can do anitin at all. he is still tinkin n functionin within his brain. but yahz. he cant do anitin w his body at all. xcept blink his eyes. sorta waitin 4 death. sighz. then we get 2 c sum x-rays diagrams n stuff n sum of e tests tt they conduct on e patients. wat r e purpose of these tests etc.
as 4 2dae. i was sittin in Dr Lee's clinic in e hospital lahz. dotz. do u noe how mani patients he c in one dae? more than 24 u noe. i was sittin there. n i feel like dyin. dotz. but i realise e importance of dialects n mandrian. yahz. coz most of e patients cant speak eng. hmmz. i die2 muz go n learn dialects le. we saw a wide range of patients rangin frm stroke 2 epilepsy 2 parkinson's disease 2 headaches 2 brain degenerative illness. yahz. vry interestin. vry interestin. hmmz. my ambition is 2 becum a neurologist/neurosurgeon. tis xperience is great manz. hahaz. Dr Lee is vry gd lahz. he tells us wat 2 expect if we were 2 becum a doc. e criteria. e xpectations. e sacrifices. e workin conditions. e education process. n i m quite disheartened lahz. coz every yr got ard 1400 pple applied. NUS will chose 700 plus w wateva gd records n stuff tt i most prob wun hav. n out of e 700 who went 4 interview. onli 200 will be chosen. i m like how disheartened lahz. sighz. wateva lahz. worse cum 2 worse. i go rob e bank n went overseas 2 study. hahaz. frm tis past 2 daes i sorta decided tt neurology n medicine is my cup of tea. hahaz.
will tell u all more next time lahz. realise tt i m neglectin o team stuff. sighz. n tt i vry long nv hang out w my sqmates le. yahz. i wanna go 4 e chalet! how?
