Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Monday, November 29, 2004
hmmz. aniwae i realise i vry long nv blog liao. 1 whole wk. hahaz. shld make full use of tis chance 2 blog.
23/24 November
well i m attached 2 research lahz. erhz. abit e borin lahz. but then i did my first pcr in my life. hahaz. n i managed 2 receive 2 photographs of e electrophosis of my pcr reaction. quite nice u noe. hahaz. hmmz. but then e next dae was vry sianz lahz. reallie didnt do much lorz. yahz.
went 4 batch 35'[s farewell party. erhz. wat can i sae. well e atmosphere is gettin worse as each yr goes by lahz. i dun noe lahz. sighz. juz wish them all e best lahz. in e yrs 2 cum. hmmz.
went 2 ren yu's house 2 stay over lahz. didnt do much. but is vry happie 2 spent time w my sqmates. miss all e lame stuff we said 2 each other. feel so happie. hahaz.
went 2 watch e incredibles w yee ke-ow n marlom. hahaz. goodness it's so funnie n cute. i luv jack-jack!!! hahaz. i luv e show manz. hmmz. i wanna watch again lehz.
25 November
e attachment was cancelled lahz so i didnt get 2 go 2 e neuro-radiology dept. yahz. coz e docs r on a course so no body is free 2 take care of us. hmmz.
went back 2 sch 2 help 2 paint e banners. coz i feel so bad lahz. i didnt do anitin much 4 orientation preparations esp decor. hahaz. n i keep on steppin on paint. dotz. hahaz. yahz. it's quite gross. but i muz sae tt e whole team work vry well 2gather. hahaz. we finish ahead of time. arhz. n i luv my iris biao jie vry much. we r a great pair manz. muack! but e paint all over my arms. legs n foots r so hard 2 get off. hmmz. now i still hav paint on mi lahz.
26 November
went back 2 sch 4 e amazin race dry run. ran thru sum games in sch coz it was rainin. after tt went 2 imm. fort cannin park. n boat quay b4 i need 2 go 4 dvc briefin. was vry late lahz. quite nua lahz. hahaz. but my legs felt like lead lahz. hmmz. luv my lao gong wei ting vry much. hahaz. i m so glad tt we r 2gather! is quite frustrated w e pairin up of e fellow ogl. vry gross out. sighz. realise tt i dun noe alot of pple. sighz.
27 November
went 4 my first band prac (self prac) after 2 wks. abit e gross arhz. was quite surprised tt i can still play. hahaz. hmmz. need 2 stay piain scores le. hmmz.
went 2 a weddin dinner w my daddy coz my mummy nt feelin well. arhz. n i c a shuai ge there. arhz. hahaz. hmmz. 2 bad i dun noe his name. hahaz. yahz.
28 November
went back 2 malaysia w my daddy. mummy n bro. yahz. erhz. slept like a pig lahz thruout e whole journey. hahaz. yahz. so didnt do much lahz. hmmz.
29 November
went back 2 dvc 2 work lahz. hahaz. now workin w joanna n kah ming. both newbies lahz. hahaz. feel abit e weird lahz. coz i m younger than them but i m considered experienced. hahaz. yahz. hav a great time w them 2dae. juz tt sum of e experiments tt we had done abit e hard 2 do. vry tedious. yahz. like my class quite alot. we r A1 Blue. hahaz. saw sum of my charges frm e june camp n saw jess again. my june camp teacher. hahaz. it's so fun 2 c them again. feel abit e tired now. hmmz. 2molo still need 2 go mangrove swamps. dotz. sighz. life is abit e dotz. hahaz.
dreaming awae at 9:29 PM