Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Monday, October 11, 2004
ok. erhz. i m now awake lahz. thanx 2 zhao yi lahz. wow liao. nvm. shall make full use of tis opportunity online 2 blog. hahaz.
9 October
erhz. went 2 sch in e mornin 2 take e mock chem promos lahz. wow liao. yahz. took my papa's car n went 2 six avenue 2 eat wanton mee. hahaz. vry nice. yahz. so reach sch. didnt study much e dae b4 lahz. so yahz. went in take e test n i juz manage 2 pass. unlike sumwan who nv study n still get 27 out of 39. nua. wow liao. ok. hahaz. went 2 ghim moh after tt 2 eat breakfast. actuallie it's my lunch lahz. nvm. ate char kway teow. e vry famous one. my first time eatin lorz. n it's gd. hahaz. alot of e cockles. yahz. after tt went home 2 sleep. sleep like a pig lahz. then watch e whole evenin of tv. dotz. i can juz fail chem. nua.
10 October
watch e last episode of e channel 8 show. the switch. e endin abit e off lahz. hahaz. after tt tried 2 study abit. but 2 no avail. nua. yahz. aniwae. my whole dae was basically slack awae. aniwae tt huan zhu ge ge 3 rite. wow liao. e actors all changed. even e emperor also changed. feel vry nua lahz. yahz. dun even feel like watchin. i tink onli qing er. er kang. lao fo ye. nv change. e rest all change. yahz. so 2pid. ok. nvm. n e whole dae hav passed. i still haven finish my notes. wow liao. dotz. n onli hav 2molo left 2 study finish everyting. nua.
aniwae e overseas cip person call mi n yee ke-ow. hopefully we can go 2gether. hahaz. i feel so bad lahz. coz in order 4 us 2 go 2gether. sumwan hav 2 cannt go. so nua. hahaz. ok. yahz. n i tink i make tt person feel so nua. tok so much rubbish. if u wan 2 hear e lame tings i sae. tag lahz. then i go n find u 2 elaborate. pls take note tt i m vry longwinded.
2dae
ok can. yahz. i woke up fairly early lahz. dotz. shall persuade myself 2 start studyin. yahz. i seriously tink tt i m baldin. nvm. i will survive. hahaz.
ok i m slackin. nvm. yahz. was browsin thru friendster. then feel so sianz. so decided 2 change my profile. after tt went 2 search 4 pple w my name. yes. estella. n found alot of other 'Estella'. dotz. hahaz. aiyohz. i still thot my name vry unique. nua.
dreaming awae at 9:04 PM