Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
erhz. notin much 2 blog abt lahz. 4 sat n sundae. stayed at home 2 mug lahz. or at least try 2. i can count e no of times i reallie mug w one hand. yahz. n guess e topic. yahz. none other than e mugger topic. biology. dotz.
4 October
well 2dae first paper. n it's gp lahz. sighz. dotz. wat can i sae. i seriously cannt make it lahz. at least if i m writin in chinese i can tell u straightawae tt i will write betta. dotz. yahz. my compo is out of pt lahz. sighz. coz i wrote on my pw topic lahz. arts. n in my intro i nv reallie narrow e range 2 singapore. so i m out of pt lahz. basically. dotz. as 4 compre. i m like how nua. i hav 20 mins 4 apq. then i spent more than 5 mins being stunned by e qn. so wat i did 4 passage b is juz a quotation. w no elaboration n e time is up. wow liao. i m reallie dotz. went home 2 pia 4 bio lahz. n i muz sae. bio is e onli topic out of e 5 subj tt i reallie got study. sighz. aniwae so went home w amir mummy lahz. so i ended up muggin bio w zhao yi n yi jing 2 wait 4 mummy. hahaz. n i saw my shuai ge. tis is e consolation 4 mi manz. tis is e first time i met him while goin home. hahaz. n i met him in e mornin 2 while cumin 2 sch. hahaz. i m so happie. tis is e first twice in a dae. hahaz. aniwae it's vry funnie lahz when i met him in e mornin. tt mi n yee ke-ow cannt stop laughin. ok. i m nua. dotz.
5 October
bio. oh my goodness. wat hav i done. wat hav i done. i mug so much 4 it. n i cldnt remember respiration. at all. at all. which i was readin e nite b4 n in e mornin. oh my goodness. there goes my 10 marks. 10 marks. dotz. when i saw e question. i reallie feel like cryin manz. i m depressed. severely depressed. dotz. went home 2 sleep 4 5 hrs. coz e nite b4 i slept at 2 plus. dotz. sighz. n i saw my shuai ge again. hahaz.
6 October
2dae no paper. n is my muggin dae 4 physics. my worst 2pic. w a grade of F n a percentile of 4. dotz. muz study. so tt i can get e ice cream frm ms tan. who promised mi an ice cream if i get c or d. which is a 3-4 grade jump. i wan my ice cream! yahz. tt's e attitude. nua.
n i realise how long i hav nt cum online. at least 2 browse thru e blogs. 2 update myself of pple's lives n thots. n i realise how much tings i hav missed.
2 win2. i didnt noe tt puppy left. though it is late. but still wan 2 give u a hug n tell u tt i luv puppy alot 2. take care. ur promos shld be finished by now. jia you.
dreaming awae at 1:01 PM