Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Friday, October 01, 2004
b4 anitin. juz wan 2 wish everywan. a vry HAPPIE CHILDREN DAE! esp 2 my children. u shld noe who u r lahz. hahaz. muz sae thanx 2 my four teachers: Ms Tan. Mr Tay. Mr Loh n Ms Tang 4 e packet of nuts. luv them so much. hahaz. i miss children dae. i miss my pri sch life. oh my. how far tt seem 2 be now. sighz. as usual muz update my life lahz.
28 September
well we hav pw lahz. n hand in our second draft. apparently we hav 2 put in appendix lahz. which my grp didnt. n i muz sae tt jon u r reallie an xcellent written report writer. thanx so much. i feel vry guilty tt u r doin e bulk of everytin. yahz. sorrie. aniwae tis remind mi tt we haven type out a complete set of survey questions (gorgeous take note) n e collaboration of e results n my interview w mr oura. dotz. sighz. well dun care liao lahz. tt will cum after promos. yahz. n i m gettin irritated by jai singh lahz. was let off early coz no bio prac. quite happie but then i lost my wallet lahz. yahz. in e end found it e next mornin back at e same place in e com lab. hahaz. tis is e second time i lost my wallet n found it back at e place i left it. hmmz. rjc pple quite honest horz. hahaz.
29 September
manage 2 persuade birdie 2 cum 2 sch 2dae. but it's one of my worst dae lahz. feel nua lahz. first period is pe. well. i ended up playin basketball. sumtin i dun reallie like coz i cant dribble etc. yahz. n i was injured twice by e same person. i sprained my rite ankle n my left thigh has a bruise. n i cried lahz. becoz of e second injury. coz e pain is so intense n sudden tt i hav no control of e tears. i didnt even noe i was cryin until i feel e tears on my cheeks lahz. dotz. so no face. nua. hahaz. yahz. muz sae thanx 2 geri who helped mi get e ice n look after mi lahz. thanx so much. 2 thanx her i m havin an affair w her now. hahaz.
30 September
erhz. did e hcjc physics prelims 2003 lahz. wan 2 die can. well wat can i sae. i m goin 2 fail physics lahz. then i was like tellin ms tan tt if i get a or b 4 physics i treat her 2 dinner. n she nua can. she tell mi tt if i can get c or d she treat mi 2 ice cream. ok. i m reallie vry lan. dotz. hahaz. went home w wei jie. yahz. n was tokin n crapin 2gether. realise tt he is a vry nua person. n a great fren. yahz. hahaz. n i still didnt c shuai ge lahz. it has been 2 wks le. sighz. hav been sleepin vry early 4 e past few daes lahz. coz i m sick lahz. yahz. my sinus is cumin back i tink. sighz. feel so lethagic. dotz.
2dae 1 October
well wake up abit e late 2dae lahz. didnt wan 2 cum 2 sch at all lahz. but then i need 2 get sumting frm zhao yi lahz. so force myself 2 show my face in sch. promos is cumin n i haven revised yet. dotz. but i muz sae forcin myself 2 cum 2 sch got its gd pt. coz i finallie get 2 c my shuai ge. oh my goodness. hahaz. yahz. i m so happie. hahaz. wow. hahaz. nv c him 4 2 wks le. hahaz. yeahz. n tis remind mi tt j2s hav finish their prelims liao. n hav also finish playin liao. so yahz. muz wish them gd luck when they receive their papers. hahaz. esp my dear mummy n daddy. so smart. so muz pass sum genes 2 mi. dotz. hahaz. aniwae 2dae is like how nua lahz. such a nua dae. hahaz. so half of e dae i m doin chem. sighz. aniwae lesson end early lahz. coz e whole class pon gp n pe. yahz. after tt went home lahz. w none other than my fav companion. yee ke-ow. hahaz. so funnie. ok. i admit i m supreme kor eye. always nv c pple wan. though i m lookin in their direction. hahaz.
dreaming awae at 7:59 PM