Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
aniwae. yahz. i m traumatised. nuaz. e chem paper rite. wat can i sae. dotz. i will be amused if i pass. yahz. it's tt bad. 4 those of u out there who tink tt it's an easy paper. go awae. dun make mi feel worse. nua. yahz. i didnt do e organic chem qn tt is worth 10 marks. coz i spent 15 valuable time starin at e qn. tryin 2 figure out wat saturated organic compounds will give u C7H14 which is e formulae 4 alkenes. dotz. at e last 3 mins. did i realise tt it's in a cyclic form. oh my goodness. basically. i m gone lahz. reallie gone. gd luck manz. i dun wan 2 get back my results.
didnt c shuai ge 2dae. sighz. i tink tt's it. i will nt c him animore. coz i tink their study breaks shld start liao lahz. yahz. 4get it manz. since i tink he also abit e off. sae i follow him home. wat rubbish. tt time i didnt follow him. it's marlom. wat eva lahz.
went 2 e reds academy w marlom n zhao yi so tt marlom can cut his hair. we spent a total of 3 hrs there. mi n zhao yi hav alrdy fossilised. but muz sae sumting. marlom becum betta lookin. yahz. if u dun believe it. go c him soon. like real soon. b4 he ruin his hair. hahaz. 2wards e end mi n zhao yi hav alrdy wait until we hav gone crazy. yahz. so nua. n yee ke-ow came frm bukit batok 2 bugis 2 c him and e 2 fossils. dotz. n like we spent like dun noe how mani mins walkin ard bugis area tryin 2 find e reds academy. nua. aniwae. marlom khar. u owe mi sumting ok. not one but 3. yahz. THREE. yeshz.
zhao yi cut his hair at e salon near his house. oh my goodness. he look like my shuai ge frm e back. i m severely traumatised. dotz. luckily e face is vry diff. nua. sighz. so basically 2dae i spent my onli free dae accompanyin pple cuttin their hair. both males. both w disasterous hair initially. both w betta lookin hair now. yeshz. so i feel quite accomplished. dotz. wat abt mi? can i hav a makeover 2?
now i m at zhao yi's house. he sittin beside mi n nua. hahaz. okok. yahz. 2molo shld be cumin 2 his house n nua i hope. hahaz. yahz. 2dae is zhai sheng yuan last episode. i muz watch. supreme nice show. wow. hahaz.
dreaming awae at 6:06 PM