Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Monday, September 20, 2004
well i realise i quite long nv blog. not my fault ok. but becoz i dun hav e chance 2 use com lahz. hahaz. n tt flooble chatterbox is unavaliable. so yahz. sighz. ok shld tok abt last thursdae.
16 sept
screwed up my physics spa vry badly. yahz. basically i failed my skill c lahz. coz i brain dead n cldnt tink. so sub wrong values. plot wrong graph. good grief. sighz. n tt experiment is so nua lahz. cannt take it manz. dotz. went 4 lion dance trainin lahz. i dun noe lahz. my sense of responsiblity n enthusiasm r disappearin. help mi. sighz. went home w zhaoyi. hahaz. n xiang wei. so funnie manz. reallie enjoy their company. n i miss my shuai gor gor runnin. dotz. sighz.
17 sept
hav a nua dae lahz. sighz. was supposed 2 do gp compre but then mrs yeo nv cum. so i was rushin my physics remedial worksheet instead. after tt started 2 do abit of maths. yahz. went 4 pe. quite enjoy it lahz. at least i m playin w onli gurlz. yahz. sorrie but i dun like 2 play w guys. hahaz. n so funnie lahz. make mi laugh non stop. it's like e ball after goin into e net wun cum down. it juz stuck in e net. hahaz. everytime we score. ymw n birdie hav 2 take turns 2 hit e ball down. hahaz. n i fall down yet again. wow liao. i seriously tink tt there is sumtin wrong w my balancin manz. dotz. went 4 physics remedial. find it so much more useful than mass remedial. yahz. n still luv ms tan alot hahaz. brought rabbit home again. like it so much. n saw my shuai ge hahaz. but e prob is. he is wearin his shirt. dotz lahz. but then when he run. e wind blow against him. n his shirt sorta pressed against him. but i didnt c vry clearly. coz got 3 pple nuain in front of him le. so i decided not 2 join them n spoilt my reputation. nt tt i hav ani left lahz. hahaz. n i reallie like his dog. it's so cute. n curious. hahaz. keep on sniffin ard. yahz. decided 2 wait 4 him 2 cum back. unfortunately didnt c him lahz. so went home. n my contact lens is like how blur lahz. dun noe y also. so while walkin to e train station. all e lamps r blurry lookin. it's sorta nice u noe. n dreamy. yahz. enjoy e walk by myself. hahaz.
18 sept
went 2 sch 2 mug 4 awhile while waitin 2 go 4 e lion dance performance. yahz. at uob plaza 4 e lilies on e river charity ting. was quite nua lahz. hahaz. c e RIMB there lahz. n i tink sum of them recognise mi. dotz. aniwae. was sittin by e river w chong keat. i like 2 juz sit down sumwhere n relax. xcept tt chong keat erhz. stink. hahaz. okok. went 2 buy a lily n place it in e river. hahaz. e performance is not bad. yahz. aniwae. went 2 buy another lily w e leftover coupons n wrote my wishes 2 pple i noe. esp 408'03. 1S03K. RJSB. may all of us hav a bright future. yahz. rush 2 hc after e performance 4 their mid autumn festival celebrations. hahaz. erhz. was quite nua lahz. didnt feel like goin ard coz i was havin chest pain at tt time. yahz. due 2 my supreme sensitive airway. unfortunately e medication didnt work. so i seriously feel like stop breathin lahz. luckily e pain subsided after restin at xiang2 stall. so ended up doin sum stuff 4 myself n boon2 n xiang2. hahaz. muz sae sumtin.
happie birthdae xiang2. sorrie dear. i remember ur birthdae. but i 4got 2 express my wishes. hahaz.
sang happie birthdae song so mani times w fellow 408ers 2 celebrate 408 birthdae. hahaz. reallie luv 408 vry much. yahz. reallie vry much. hmmz. if i ever get married i make sure they r in my grp of sisters. hahaz. which i doubt i will lahz. dotz.
19 sept.
yesterdae didnt do much stuff lahz. went 2 hav dinner w my sis n sis in law family lahz. 2 discuss my sis's wedding at e end of e yr. yahz. n my sis is abit e nua lahz. other gurlz get married will like wan 2 make it as perfect as poss. she on e other hand. wan e least trouble as poss. she dun even wan 2 try more than like 2 wedding gowns. i felt nua lorz. hahaz. ok lahz. up 2 her lorz. hahaz. bro gettin married end of next yr. hahaz. in case u still dun noe. my bro is 26 yrs old while my sis is 25 yrs old. yahz. so dun even bother abt mi. hahaz. tried 2 do sum stuff. but is unsuccessful lahz. yahz.
20 sept.
2dae i skipped my breakfast 2 chase after my bus. took my normal train 2 jurong east. n wow liao. tt 2pid pasir ris bound train left e station liao. 2pid lahz. make mi squeeze w so mani pple in e next train. dotz. n i miss my shuai ge. wow liao. 2dae is reallie vry unlucky manz. dotz. manage 2 survive thru until chem mock promos. reallie feel like dyin. topics tested r chemical equilibrium n ionic equilibrium. didnt study. so basically dun noe how 2 do lahz. my head was throbbin lorz thruout e test. cannt take it manz. dotz. n i got 8 out of 30. hahaz. my index no. n e so called lucky no. then ms tang said. she xpect mi 2 get e lucky 88 4 my promos. erhz. i dun tink tt's poss. hahaz.
need 2 get a new phone soon. coz i need 2 pass my tis phone 2 my daddy. whose phone is spoilt again. hahaz. like gorgeous phone vry much. shld check out e prices. hahaz.
n darlin dun worry lahz. mummy luv u vry much. no matter wat others sae. u will always hav mi. n all e other 408ers who luves n noe u vry much. yahz. sooner or later. pple's true colours will show. n i tink i noe who she is lahz. yahz. dun worry ok. go mug now. hahaz.
dreaming awae at 7:51 PM