Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Monday, September 27, 2004
i m so happie. yeahz. though i may be failin promos. but i hav a new phone. n i m now officially vry broke. dotz. hahaz. yeahz. aniwae muz tok abt last fridae first.
24 Septembererhz.
fridae lahz. quite nua lahz. survive thru e dae. yahz. aniwae alot of pple pon lahz. so yahz. sianz. went 4 physics remedial after sch. b4 tt went 2 xplore e ulu pandan cc lahz. was lookin 4 e study rm. but cannt find it lehz. yahz. went 4 physics remedial lahz. w marlom khar. hahaz. hav alot of fun w ms tan. reallie luv her alot. she is such a nice person. hahaz. then after tt when yijing n chong keat cum n join us. i n marlom nua outside lahz. n he climbed onto e roof of e covered walkwae. hahaz. so hilarious. he was almost caught in e act. hahaz. went 2 yijing's house after tt w zhao yi. chong keat. marlom. so tt zhao yi n yi jing can do their pw. basically was nuain there lahz. did abit of maths. then start 2 slack n sleep. hahaz. aniwae my daddy's new car is out. hahaz. so call my dear papa 2 fetch mi. so nice can. hahaz. i still like my daddy's drivin skill best. yahz. hahaz.
25 September
didnt do much lahz. yahz. call yee ke-ow 2 go n buy phone. coz gorgeous's phone. sony ericsson k700i price dropped by $200 plus. so went 2 westmall lahz. queue until like rubbish. then realise tt i need my papa 2 sign e papers n stuff. so went 2 hav dinner n call my papa. finally manage 2 get my phone. wahahaz. i m makin marlom jealous. hahaz. but then i m like how broke lahz. i paid everytin w my own money lorz. dotz. sighz. got e bluetooth headset also. but e prob is no matter how mani times i try. i juz cannot pair it w my phone. i m so pek chey. wow liao. n i spent like dun noe how mani hours retypin all e contacts i hav into my phone lahz. yahz. considerin i hav 2 copy them out first. lets juz hope tt i didnt copy ani nos wrongly. hopefully. sighz.
26 September
yahz. wat i was doin was descibed above lahz. tryin 2 get use 2 my new phone. n i hav 2 send my 8310 for service soon. so tt my daddy can use e phone. went 4 dinner w my family lahz. a total of 7 pple includin my sis n bro in laws. dotz. n e durian mooncake is nice. hahaz.
27 September
2dae i m like how unlucky. wow liao. i miss my shuai ge again. i m goin 2 complaint to smrt lorz. wow liao. everytime e jurong east train will be late. n i will miss e pasir ris bound train. dotz. e train stop at bukit batok supreme long 2dae lahz. sianz. sighz. nua lahz. i wan 2 c my shuai ge. i like how long nv c le. wow liao.
aniwae w my new phone i took pics of ms tan's rabbits n 3 other bears. she so nice lahz. i sae i wan 2 take rabbit's pic then she gave mi e other 3 bears as company 4 e pics. hahaz. i m abit nua lahz. buy camera phone 2 take pics of soft toys. hahaz. ok nvm. i m childish can. dotz.
was piain maths differentiation after sch lahz. not bad lahz. pia until last few qns le. quite proud. hahaz. okok. actuallie now online 2 do pw lahz. but e prob is e file didnt reach mi lahz. so. yahz. waitin 4 jon 2 reach home n resend mi e file. hopefully i can receive it soon. coz bro is cumin home in another one n a half hr time. n i will be dead meat by then. sighz.
oh yahz. we were teachin marlom how 2 walk 2dae. n i muz sae. my shuai ge is reallie a model example. hahaz.
dreaming awae at 9:58 PM