Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
hahaz. i saw my shuai ge 2dae! arhz. after not cing him 4 ard 11 daes. hahaz. n 2dae is even funnier lahz. hahaz. okok. erhz. shld juz give a narration. met yee ke-ow on e bus. took e train 2gether. n on e train 2wards pasir ris direction met my charge 4 e drama cip camp again. hahaz. she is e other person besides shuai ge tt i c every mornin when i go 2 sch. yahz. so reach buona vista. b4 alightin wave bye2 2 her. yu ting. n when walkin out. i 4got 2 wave at her again. but yee ke-ow saw it lahz. n sorta informed mi. but when i turned back. she wasnt lookin out of e train animore. sighz. so i turn back n look 2wards e escalator direction. which is wat i do everydae. 2 decide whether 2 walk slowly or walk faster. coz if alot of pple then i walk slowly lahz. n...i saw my shuai ge. hahaz. i tink i shld juz call him shuai gor gor. yahz. standin near e escalator on e opposite platform. n hahaz. he is lookin at both of us. as my contact lens r always dry. especially in e mornin. so i ask yee ke-ow whether is he e wan. at tt time. both of us r listenin 2 my discman. so i wasnt sure whether i was vry loud. imagine e pai sehz ness if i was vry loud. dotz. yahz. n so yee ke-ow did e normal ting tt she always do when she c him. she smiled at him. n i nua. hahaz. i juz gave him e sianz look again. juz rite after i gave him e sianz look. both of us turned 2 e escalator n walk in e opposite direction. (yk 2 e left. i 2 e rite). resultin in my ear piece almost flyin out of both of our ears. so nua lahz. hahaz. i tink i m reallie vry diu lian. nvm. hahaz. n horz. wei jie saw him runnin away yesterdae evenin. juz like usual. w his dog which is quite cute. hahaz.
erhz. hav inter class games 4 pe 2dae. didnt do much 4 e basketball game lahz. coz basically i cant throw. dribble. catch n shoot. so i m useless lahz. n playin w guys is abit e nua lahz. coz. yahz. i tink u shld get wat i mean. but i muz sae i hav sum usage in e frisbee game. hahaz. i realise tt if i can persuade myself 2 run rite. i can actuallie produce sum results. hahaz. yahz. coz i manage 2 intercept sum of e throws n birdie sae tt i m zai. hahaz. feel so honoured. thanx birdie.
n tt marlom arhz. denounce mi until i m like quite worthless lahz. nua. he sae tt i can catch e frisbee becoz i exert a stronger gravitational force on it. so i attract stuff 2 mi. tt i m a gravity lady. dotz. i m quite speechless lahz. but muz sae sumting here. sumtimes jokes shld be within an acceptable range. once out of it. erhz. i dun noe lahz. c pple mood tt dae lorz. hahaz.
celebrate quite alot of pple's birthdae 2dae. shen ye. jensen. brian neo. osh. yahz. so still muz sae happie birthdae! hahaz.
went 2 popular w yee ke-ow after sch. n browse thru e body language bk tt she was tokin abt earlier in e dae. set mi tinkin lahz. quite interestin lehz. hahaz. n i realise tt most guys r wooden blocks. hahaz. cant even get e hint. nua. hahaz. hmmz. will like 2 get my hand on more of such bks. after promos of course.
oh yahz. muz tok abt yesterdae. saw my daddy gabriel lahz. while i was waitin 4 e train. he was on e train tt was cumin into e station at buona vista. it's like slow motion like tt. e train cumin 2 a stop n my daddy pass by mi slowly. wave 2 my dear daddy b4 boardin e train. hahaz. tis is wat i call fate. luv daddy vry much. n mummy too. hahaz. muz score well 4 prelims horz. muack.
dreaming awae at 7:49 PM