Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
hahaz. ok hmmz. well 2dae i didnt do much lahz. wake up quite late. then was watchin tv n waitin 4 sis 2 call mi lahz. then yee ke-ow msged mi 2 complaint tt she vry sianz. so we decided 2 get e cd frm marlom 2dae. hahaz.
went 2 get e cd frm him w yee ke-ow at westmall. hahaz. was browsin thru e handphones at e m1 shop. n tink tt gorgeous's phone is still e best. hmmz. muz save money 2 buy. but quite hard arhz. considerin how much i spent on medication. sighz.
get e cd liao then went macs 2 eat lahz. n saw tis gurl frm rj arts. w her bf. hahaz. okok. then yee ke-ow n marlom were playin e toy frm macs which supposedly is 4 her bro. hahaz.
oh yahz. frm e cd. i found out who my shuai ge is liao. actuallie i m not reallie sure lahz. coz rite. e cd cum yr bk. is abit e nua. they nv specify who is who juz flash e names across. e whole class's names. so i n yee ke-ow hav 2 guess lahz. luckily 4 both of us. his class onli got 5 guys. abit e unbalanced. hahaz. even worse than yee ke-ow class n my class. n muz thanx yee ke-ow coz i didnt spot him at all. wat a failure. he's my shuai ge n i dun recognise him. hahaz. juz like yesterdae. hahaz. n we narrow his cca 2 either Outdoor Activities Club or Rugby. nua. marlom. i m sorrie. hahaz.
oh yahz. hmmz. i noe which class liao. so muz trouble pple 2 help mi da ting da ting yi xia. hahaz. aniwan noe jj pple who can keep secrets? hahaz. tell mi ok. hahaz. but he is reallie vry short. sighz. can he grow taller? i m so sad. it's e perfect height 4 yee ke-ow but not mi. wahz. y like tt? sighz.
yee ke-ow is sittin beside mi now. n she juz drop her toy 4 her bro into my cup of water. nua. n she sae tt i can type "i luv yee ke-ow". hahaz.
guest star: yee ke-ow
speech:saya now camping at estella's house. as you can see. i'm typing in perfect english. -_-". a bit. nua. anyway. i realise. i should stop using the word 'shit' everywhere. it's like. i'm talking with people halfway or something. then they'll ask me. what i want to eat. then i say. 'i don't feel like eating leh. nvm. let's go ghim moh eat some shit.' then everyone will -_-''. this is duyang's influence. coz he'll use 'wah shit' like. a million times a day. ok. enough. time to balik kampung. muahahha. ok.
so tt's e end of our guest performance. stay tuned 4 e next wan. hahaz. i m goin 2 dream of my shuai ge 2dae. erhz. wout his face. hahaz. since i cant remember his face. sighz.
dreaming awae at 5:37 PM