Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Sunday, August 08, 2004
yupz. tt basically sum it up. hahaz. i m sick lahz. vry sick. sighz. okok. shld tok abt fridae. erhz. went 2 sch lahz. n was laggin my bassoon along w mi. coz i want 2 practise after e celebration. yahz. n e celebration abit e off lahz. maybe coz i no longer need 2 march. or maybe my sqmates r nt w mi animore. every national day celebration 4 e past 4 yrs. we will always be 2gether. sighz. i miss them. n e atmosphere is so much betta back in nanyang. sighz.
durin e celebration. i sneak off 2 find nana n tok 2 her. feel so good after tokin 2 my dear zhu mei. hahaz. i m older than her by 5 daes. we r classmates 4 4 yrs.
went 2 eat w yee ke-ow n marlom. n tok rubbish. so funnie. hmmz. yee ke-ow i m still wishin 4 tt 2 happen arhz. then i will drop into e drain. n u muz cum n rescue mi arhz. hahahz. i m abit e siao. but then yee ke-ow i tink u look star struck when we were tokin u noe.
went back 2 practise bassoon. n was nuain lahz. sighz. n becoz of tis i start 2 appreciate sumwan more lahz. yahz. maybe i m juz 2 tired 2 c tings properly. yahz. but no matter wat. reallie feel touched.
went 2 orchard 2 meet my og 4 an outin lahz. sianz. in e end onli like 5 gurlz turn up includin mi. in case u dun tink tt i m a gurl. went 2 eat chicken rice. n take neo print. so funnie lahz. reallie miss my og so much. then qing zhen n mei zhong turn up. n we were playin cards at mccafe at e shaw buildin. reallie miss them. sighz.
then yesterdae. went 2 sch 4 band. was vry tired. coz 4 e past few daes hav been sleepin late. n i had been washin clothes. coz mum away 4 hols. i m so jealous. sighz. n was doin e recordin of e college anthem. sighz. i dun noe wat 2 sae lahz. sumhow i m juz nt producin e results lehz. sianz. muz work harder. yahz.
then went 2 eat w du yang. hahaz. at macs. then he followed mi home can. n yee ke-ow also cum 2 my house. n we nua. play dai de. hahahz. n they laugh at my photos. dotz. coz i look like a 'reluctant alien'. hahaz.
as 4 2dae. goin 2 meet up w sum of my closest frens frm 408 2 watch fireworks n sleepover at yii ean's house. hahaz. miss them so much. hopefully we can crap thru e nite. hahaz.
dreaming awae at 1:16 PM