Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
u noe wat. i realise sumting. promos is like how near lorz. wow liao. n i haven started studyin. i m dead manz. rubbishz.
4 e past few daes. after finishin e stars 4 marlom khar. i was rushin e stars 4 yee ke-ow. coz. i wan her 2 tink of mi every moment can. hahaz. no lahz. juz 2 tell her no matter wat happen. my 300 plus wishes n hopes r w her. n tt i will always be there 4 her. hmmz. muz feel touched horz. hahaz. n e 20 stars tt u folded urself r inside 2. 2 remind u tt ur aspirations r there too. so muz nv give up. yupz.
erhz. was piain bio 2dae lahz. n it's 2 late when i realise tt i was piain e wrong tutorial. wow liao. luckily mr loh didnt sae anitin. was kana lectured by ms tang 4 'ponin' her chem tutorial cum remedial. i didnt reallie pon lahz. but...hahaz. ok. so took e chem class test 2dae. n officially flunk it. hahaz. officially. if i pass. then i m a saint. hahaz. n ms chua n ms tan so bad. was disturbin mi while i was doin e paper. nua. esp ms chua. hahaz. but muz sae i kinda miss her lahz. her jumpy nature while teachin chem back in nanyang. hahaz. make my whole stony class nua. i miss 408. vry vry much. sighz.
aniwae 2dae survive 2 lects again. then i hav ms tan's rabbit 4 company. it's so cute lorz. hahaz. then mrs singh is finally here 2dae. n our pw is progressin abit lahz. sighz. pw is reallie rubbishz lahz. sighz.
bio lect is like a marathon 4 e whole class. was doin it w ka4 ming. yang lin. yii ean. lilian n birdie. coz yingmeiwong was away 4 e prime minister bk prize. birdie look so lost 2dae wout yingmeiwong. poor birdie. but i muz sae overall. skill c n d spa r reallie vry horrible. after xperiencin physics now i hav bio. n soon it's chem. sighz.
still vry sick 2dae. my mucus juz cldnt stop. i feel so gross lahz. i hate bein sick. sighz. n i like ms tan's rabbit vry vry much. sighz.
went 2 eat pizza hut 2dae w my sis. she treats mi. feel so happie. hahaz. n my mum n dad went back 2 malaysia 2 c my aunt who is in hospital. i hope all is well.
n 2dae suppose 2 try 2 c my shuai ge runnin. but apparently he dun run on tues. i m so disappointed. hahaz. then tis mornin. didnt get 2 c his face lahz. coz my contact lens was vry dry n it's dark. n i onli realise tt it's him when he is walkin behind 2 rows of cars. n he's quite short. so overall. i cldnt reallie c him lahz. so 2dae is a bad dae. hahaz.
muz go n mug 4 maths test now. actuallie i m goin 2 watch tv lahz. hahaz. slacker. yeahz.
dreaming awae at 7:28 PM