Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Thursday, August 26, 2004
ok. i m sick. quite sick. w a horrible headache now. but my nose is gettin betta. which i muz sae. finallie. wow liao. i suffer e horibble runnin nose n all those mucus 4 at least one n a half week. gross. but my sore throat is like gettin worse. so 2dae when i went 2 c e doc. she gave mi tis phlegm bottle 2 put my phlegm inside. so tt they can sent 4 tests. erhz. i try 2 lahz. but i dun reallie noe how 2 cough out my phlegm. yahz. hahaz. okok. stop grossin pple out.
as 4 yesterdae. went 4 my last lesson of archery. it's my best lesson lahz. finallie get 2 shoot at e yellow zone. basically e zone where u can get 9 or 10 pts. yahz. after shootin 4 5 rounds. got a score of 198. quite proud of myself. hahaz. n i beat marlom khar. n my dear ah gong wei fang. hahaz. but my arrows like dispersed settlement like tt. all over e place. so nua. hahaz. then went 4 e S cube seminar lahz. xpected it 2 be vry borin n sianz but then. turned out quite ok lahz. n i touched m-16 4 e last time in my life i tink. quite sad lahz. i miss e parade. n drills. i tink i m mad. nvm. n i muz sae tt guys who went thru NS reallie look more mature n manly. yahz. n if u can wear e uniform well. u will look vry shuai. so yahz. hmmz. wonder. i wonder. hahaz.
enjoy e ambush ting most. but b4 tt. sumting funnier happen lahz. e officer cadet who was my class n 3C tour guide did sumtin vry funnie. it's like they ask him 2 demo how 2 do an obstacle tinggy. then he lost his grip when he jump onto e rope n fall 2 e ground. i reallie cldnt stop laughin. hahaz. e video is kinda sianz lahz. n e tok abit also lahz. but overall. it's betta than wat i xpected. yahz. n i miss marchin. coz in e OCS. like in PA like tt. wherever u go u muz march. reallie miss marchin. sighz. i m goin mad.
was reallie vry tired after e trip. n was coughin on e bus. quite badly. n tis mornin wake up w a splitin headache. so didnt go 2 sch. n didnt c my shuai ge. abit e sad. sighz. hahaz. okok. muz go n do sum work now.
n i m usin my sis account now. coz my bro he changed my account password. nua. wateva lahz. luckily i noe my sis password. but 4 now. i cant access all my documents. actuallie i dun reallie care lahz. wateva lorz. nowadae i hav a habit of sendin my docu back 2 my own email account. so yahz. i tink pw wun be affected. sighz.
dreaming awae at 9:30 PM
