Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Saturday, August 21, 2004
like usual muz tok abt e past few daes first. truthfully. i reallie treat tis blog like an online diary. coz my memory is like rubbishz. which pple close 2 mi shld realise by now. so yahz. if u find mi longwinded. then. u nua lahz. coz tis is my blog wat. hahaz.
aniwae on thursdae. 19 august. notin much 2 sae coz notin much happen. xcept my physics spa. skill C n D. which is my worst skills lahz. furthermore i miss a 2tal of 2 pracs. which is 2 sae i miss 2 practises. so was quite scared lahz. but luckily got sumwan who help mi. n it's none other than mei zhong. hahaz. thanx arhz. so after physics prac went 2 band rm 2 rot. n ended up doin jigsaw. so funnie. e jigsaw is so cute. showin an orchestra. then went 4 o team briefin. yahz. then halfway thru e briefin. marlom msged mi 2 tell mi he saw my shuai ge runnin w naked torso once again. i m so gek. wow liao. i wan 2 c. sobz. n i still tink tt marlom c e wrong guy. hmmz. i muz c 4 myself 2 believe it. yahz. so in e end. mi n yee ke-ow stay behind 2 do e jigsaw until like 8 plus. was vry tired when reach home lahz. but didnt do hmwk coz i m rushin 2 finish e stars 4 marlom khar. as a source of encouragement frm mi. n sumting 2 remind him tt no matter wat. i will be there 2 support him. tt he is as precious 2 mi as a fren as those stars. yahz.
as 4 yesterdae. 20 august. didnt c my shuai ge. was quite disappointed. sighz. hahaz. oh no i m gettin so obsessed. but u muz understand tt unlike most pple. my eye candy is nt in e same sch as mi. n i onli c him 4 max 7 seconds each dae. so. of course i muz cherish e opportunity to c him. end of yr when we moved 2 bishan. i will nv c him again. sadz. sighz.
after sch was nuain ard lahz. n was quite irritated coz i cldnt find e class photocopyin card. n i hav 2 'donate' my precious A*Mei cd case 2 replace e cracked cd case. was so pissed. yahz. then went 4 mass physics remedial. saw alot of familiar faces. hahaz. we r e physics nuaers. hahaz. i muz mug 4 physics. i dun believe tt i m such a failure. yahz. but i do conclude tt mass remedial r quite useless. n durin remedial i was quite distracted. was takin photos of lester usin gorgeous' phone. vry nice. hahaz. after tt went 2 eat kfc at westmall w marlom n yee ke-ow. n tok rubbishz.
2dae. erhz. i was 2 tired 2 wake up. so ended up vry late then reach sch. then went 4 avu. n ended up watchin movie w yee ke-ow in e avu rm. but then. e tape didnt record finish so we like onli watch half? went 2 hav lunch w alot of pple includin my dear amir mummy. who took e same train 2 sch as mi tis mornin. but didnt c mi like until we reach buona vista. hahaz. lugged basson w mi 2 go 4 blyc meetin. n saw grace. hahaz. e gurl frm rgs. acjc. n live opposite 2 yee ke-ow. n she is a vry nice person. hahaz. then stay back 2 watch li jia wei play against tis north korea person in e table tennis semi finals. she is vry gd. but still lost lahz. was abit e disappointed. but i tink she is reallie vry powerful le. reallie dun xpect her 2 enter e top four. but she did it. those she can no longer be e top 2 position. but she hav a chance 4 e bronze metal. she is my role model. e person who i reallie admire. 4 her cool composure durin e match n her sportsmanship. yeshz. no matter wat happen. i tink singaporeans shld reallie feel proud. coz she reallie fight 4 our country. no matter wat happen. i juz wan 2 sae tt she still hav at least 2 more tries at e olympics. n tt as long as one believe in himself/herself. he/she will make it. jia you jia wei.
2 yee ke-ow. frenship may nt last 4eva. but i will always remember e fightin spirit tt u show. hahaz. dun get ur head 2 big. n i will like 2 tell everywan tt. as long as u believe. u will do it. we always sae tis person is vry talented in music etc. but wat is talent? sumting frm e genes? but i tink tt it's e belief tt we can do sumting well. do sumting we hav an interest in well. as long as we believe. we can do it. believe in ur capabilities no matter how much failures u encounter. but do understand ur weak pts n work on them. onli like tis can u achieve e success u wan in life. may happiness be w u always.
dreaming awae at 10:25 PM