Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Monday, August 23, 2004
i m still sick. sighz. went 2 c e doc again 2dae. n is takin stronger antibiotics now. it's so gross. sighz. i wan 2 get well soon. get well. being sick is nt fun at all. yuckz.
oh yahz muz tok abt yesterdae. was sleepin my whole dae away lahz. but then i manage 2 catch e episode of GEt REa! tt hav my interview. wow liao. it's so gross. decided i shld nv kana interview again. then watch e national dae rally. muz sae tt PM Lee quite funnie. hahaz. quite entertained by his speech. hmmz. yahz. ended up piain chem focus until 2 plus am. n slept at 3 am. wow liao. was basically a walkin zombie 2dae. n took blue slip 2 go n c e doc. hahaz. brought yee ke-ow w mi lahz. n e doc is so funnie. n educational. everytime will xplain 2 u where in ur body goes wrong. hmmz. a vry dedicated doc i muz sae.
n tis bring us 2 gp 2dae. coz we r discussin e educatn system in singapore. yahz. n i seriously detest tt 2pid pearls system. i feel tt it's vry unfair 2 students who r nt xceptional in ani ting. which of course include myself. then we r discussin whether students nowadaes join ccas becoz they r gd at it n nt neccessarily becoz they like it or hav an interest in it. then lianne was like saein tt it's true coz pple who hav no musical backgrd wun like go n join band now. hahaz. well. i m a live xample who did juz tt. join band wout ani knowledge of playin tt instru n basic music theory. it's so gross. hahaz. i muz sae. screw pearls system. well. if i ever get e chance 2 go 4 scholarship interview. n if they were 2 ask mi wat is my greatest achievement in life. i will sae i learn how 2 play a music instru within a yr. coz reallie. i nv c myself playin ani instru. dun even need 2 sae tt i will be in a music cca. so. yahz. n if they were 2 ask mi y my cca grade is so rubbishz. i will juz sae. i m nt particularly gd at anitin. so if they r lookin 4 sumwan w e talent. then 4get it i m nt tt sumwan they r lookin 4. n tt pearls system is biased 2wards onli a small grp of pple. wat abt e rest of e tens of thousands of singaporean youths? ministry of education of singapore. it's time 2 reflect. u r putin more stress on students. juz by makin e environment more competitive.
life's nua. hahaz. i run out of vocab. maybe one dae i will find tt sumtin tt i m gd at. hopefully. before. i was forgotten by e society.
dreaming awae at 11:26 PM