Reflection
Look at me,
You may think you see
Who I really am,
But you'll never know me.
Everyday,
it's as if I play
A part.
Now I see,
If I wear a mask,
I can fool the world,
but I cannot fool my heart.
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight,
Back at me.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now,
In a world
Where I have to hide in my heart,
and what I believe in.
But somehow,
I will show the world what's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am.
Who is that girl I see,
staring straight
back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show,
who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free
to fly
That burns with a need to know
the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be
a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
someone else
for all time.
When will my reflection show
who I am inside?
Friday, August 13, 2004
basically shld start w wednesdae since tuesday i m basically rottin at home. yahz. aniwae. wednesdae went 4 pe again. hav archery. n slack. hahaz. then went 4 chem lect. then both bio n maths tutorial. n i did my tutorials. though nt completed. hahaz. but i finally can pay attention durin tutorial. n mr tay who help mi check sum of my answers ask mi 2 mian bi si guo (face e wall n reflect). coz i got sum of my concepts mixed up. abit e nua.
went 2 watch movie w yee ke-ow. gabriel daddy. amir mummy. hui yun. tze hui sis. n marlom. hahaz. watch e notebk. erhz. dun reallie find it vry nice lahz. coz got too much kissin scenes. n those like sexual scenes. all vry reduntant. yahz. n becoz of all tis scenes. it's a nc16 movie. n tt marlom khar nv bring his ez link card. so he like cldnt watch it. n he ended up doin vry nua stuff.
oh yahz. i m interviewed by diana ser. hahaz. n disgraced raffles junior college as a result. coz she is like doin street interview on e issue cohabitation. then i speak singlish lahz. like. there's no sentence in standard english. yahz. then mummy even funnier. tok abt cohabitat. which is bio. hahahz. so funnie. oh my goodness. i hope they will like edit off mi. hahahz. so funnie.
went 2 long john silver at ps 2 eat w yee ke-ow. n heard 'dreamin of u'. my previous midi. luv it. i wan e complete song.
then yesterdae. thursdae. is mondae time table. so went 4 chem lect agan. n was kana asked 2 answer qns. nua. i brought it upon myself. coz i was laughin at yee ke-ow. then in e end. sighz. n marlom n kit fei. both pe reps. sittin on my side. laugh at mi. dotz. speechless can. sighz. n i didnt c my shuai ge. only saw his back so sad. then was further tramatised when mrs yeo asked us 2 write compo. sianz. life is reallie bad.
marlom n president yuen pon sch. n guess wat. they saw my shuai ge. oh my goodness. i m so jealous can. arhz. n e clever president yuen onli managed 2 take 2 photos of his back. i dun noe wat 2 sae.
went 4 chem remedial. n physics remedial. then write essay. n run one round coz was asked 2 accompany pple. then in e end. like onli run one round. n i was coughin like mad. coz i still sick wat. got alot of phlegm. sianz.
as 4 2dae. got physics lecture test lahz. wow liao. even though i didnt study alot. but i got study lorz. n i still dun noe how 2 do. sianz. n sum of e pts ms tan like yesterdae got tell mi lorz. wat rubbish. i m seriously prayin i wun fail. coz tis is like e first time i put in effort 2 study 4 physics lect test lorz. sighz
after tt. went 4 chem prac lahz. was dozin off liao. vry tired. n manage 2 finish off e prac n hav an early break. after tt went 2 check out e intranet n find out wat r e tings 2 be included in e pw written report. i tink my grp wun make it. sighz.
n e gp video is so stupid. so crap. n so sianz. waste of time. sighz. as 4 pe. hav soccer. wow liao. i officially declared tt i cant play soccer. n i m lucky tt i m born a gurl. went 2 play bassoon 4 awhile.
n marlom n anmin saw my shuai ge again. oh my goodness. w naked torso can. i hav notin 2 sae. notin. absolutely notin. sighz. i need more luck. maybe we juz dun hav e fate. nua.
dreaming awae at 9:19 PM